Monday, December 11, 2017

How many?

Kak Mizan tanya when I reached, 20 mins late.

41. Saya jawab. U?
9..dia jawab.
I.sighed. sedehhhhhhssszaas

" not to worry. One got one and twenty" she replied in riddles. Kerja FBI cengginila, saya faham.

Sombre mood. But Valli lit it up with her capatti. Sedap giler.
Mereka kata.
Saya tak international bab makan. Saya makan nasi lemak je.

This is wat I like abt dis team. No innuendos, no.racism, no favouritism. Hahahhaha...

I went home for lunch break. But wait... I stopped for lunch. I had craving for grilled mackerel for days.

"Air?" d waiter asked.
"Air apa yang dapat paling cepat?" saya tanya.
"Sirap" dia jawab.
" ok.kasi. sirap" saya jawab.

Air sampai sekelip mata.
I finished my lunch, g solat n sambung kerja.
4.20 kemas n 4.30p.m balik dengan kak Ina.

We stopped at TR Tomyam. Lama tunggu, sudahnya saya cari waiter dan komplen.

"Ni la first time korang lambat ambik order"

Mereka ketawa. Kami pun. Mereka tengah prepared birthday party for d staff baby girl, sah2 la semua orang terjebak.

Iced mocha, pineaple juice n Sultan Fried Rice came not long after that. Ye Kak Ina n I kongsi je.

Macam2 yang kami sembangkan sambil berharap dapat makan besday kek. Gagal.
Hahahhahahah...

After tea (?) I took Kak Ina to d rest house. Sembang lagi.

Balik rumah saya sambung lagi kerja.
Esok lagi sehari.
How many will not be relevant anymore.

Jom tidur?
Ehhh korang ni...
Selagi tak selesai jangan berani nak tutup mata.

Nite peeps.
Bila janji. Tunaikan



Pending

L3ss than 24 hours and I still havent finish.
Yeah rite.

I wished I could speed up but my tired, fuzzy brain refused to work anymore.

Insane.




Sunday, December 10, 2017

Plot twist.

Ever since Kak Azlah introduced KRT Fanpage, I m hooked.
Yang tak menahan, bila saya komen my friends pun pressed d like button. Cetttt...

Untuk rekod, sejak azali saya selalu jadi kaunter aduan masalah rumah tangga. Diorang tak tau kot saya ni mulut tempayan.
Lelaki ke pompuan ke, kalau cerita saya dengar dengan tenang.
Kalau pompuan, saya nangis bersama, yang lelaki saya dengar tanpa perasaan. Helehhhhh...

There was a friend yang korang tak kenal had been telling me about his rocky marriage. Dengar boleh, percaya jangan, but then saya tak ada berkepentingan dalam isu ini pun.

After months of turbulence he told his wife he will move out. Ko ingat isteri dia kisah?
Saya dengar dengan teliti before concluded,

"She pretended like she didn't care. Tapi after this, you two will be stronger" saya beritahu, pengalaman menyekodeng KRT sejak bulan April.
Yang rahsia kekal rahsia la ye.

"Eh... janganlah samakan dengan filem tamil pulak. Tu lah banyak sangat tengok cerita Zul Arifin tu", dia jerkah.

 Pulak... ya masa tu tengah hot cerita Zul Repen pukul 7@tv3. Hensem betul Zul Repen eh... ok tu cerita lain.

Fast forward a month later they had a big fight. Kita tak payah campurla...
 big means big.
 Jangan ditanya. Buang karan.

After that he looked so troubled.

"Are you ok?" saya tanya.
"Ok. I m ok" dia jawab. Gloomy.
"Is the errr.... you know... ok?", tergagap mokcik bertanya. Takut kena baling kerusi.

"Ok... makin ok" dia jawab. Muka berkerut. I was reading his body language hahaha..
"Alhamdulillah. What a happy news!" I replied. Jujur. Agak jujur.

Lama krik krik krik (bbnu slang).

" tapi rimaslah... kejap2 je hantar air lah, i pergi mana kat rumah pun dia datang dekat. Takder privasi I rimas", dia cerita, bertapis.

I kept quiet.
Ungrateful!

"Dia kata she did it before I pergi jauh", dia sambung.

"Weh... itu macam nesihat dalam KRT", saya terjerit kasi tahu. Dia pandang senget2. I m sure KRT meanS orang yang jaga sentri malam2 tu for him.
 Dia tak tau zaman dah berubah.
Kesian....

Sebab dulu dah kena jerkah, saya tak sambung pasal tips dalam KRT tu. Kot ikut KRT after d wifey took d corrective measures or whatever u call it, d mantra, " I want to be close to you before I lose you" will make d husband stop thinking about leaving.
It works, kata confessor dalam KRT tu.

"She showed some effort. Kena appreciatela", saya kata. Akhirnya.


"Tapi I rimas. Tahu tak. Rimas", dia jawab.

Cerita masih dalam progress.
"I bet you two will become stronger than ever. Seploh hengget I m right", saya mula letak wang pertaruhan.

"Ingat ini filem tamil? After all d blames n abused I can simply forget?" dia jerkah.

"Ingat ai ni apa... Anak patung?" dia tanya lagi.

Hamboiii..
Tu ayat pompuan dekkk...

Ok..sebulan. Kalau plot twist, I don't mind to eat my humble pie, but then I positively think I will be RM10 richer.

On d second thought, may be I should increase our bet to... say.. 10k?

It is all about giving.

Pernah tak strangers give you something unexpectedly?
For me selalu. I was very thankful.

One day, not long time ago I  was in The Curve. I preferred to perform solat there as d musalla is spacious n d telekung is very clean.

Tu secara tak langsung nak kasi tau, despite saya acah2 urban, tapi yang wajib masih juga saya tunaikan. Please don't judge:)

I stopped at Lovisa to find a hair band. Padahal kat kedai 2 hengget pun ada, tapi kat Lovisa rasa upmarket sket.
I keep my hair long during the school holiday, thats why I need the hair band.

"Care to share?" a lady asked me. I nodded despite I was not sure what she meant.

She pointed to d tag, buy 5 for err.. I forgot. Earrings n rings.
Untuk rekod saya tak guna subang. I have 4 golden rings, dua hilang, 1 mak misplaced and satu lagi kejap jumpa kejap tak.
 Do u get my point?

She was so keen to buy a set for herself.

"Why not?, for Christmas rite", I replied and asked her to choose something Christmassy for my Christian friends.

She did n we talked about jewelleries for a while before taking our steal to d counter. She really had a taste. Judging from d paperbag she carried, she is really well-off too.

I paid n turned down her offer to pay for her sets.

"It is for Christmas  enjoice!", I said like I m d ones who is celebrating.

I left d store n I can still hear she told d counter girls that she did not know me n she was so surprised with my treat.

"Maybe today is your lucky day", I can hear d salesgirls teased her.

Luck has nothing to do with it.
When you are nice to people, people will reciprocate. That's it.

I believe Allah has a way of rewarding our good deeds. What is wrong to be nice to others, especially when they least expected?

Bring smiles everyone...
Mahal atau murah bukan pada harga.
Agama dan keturunan jangan dihirau.

Memberi kalau mampu.
Berkongsi jika sudi.

Rugi?
Mungkin tidak..



Different like day and night.

Less than 48 hours to go before the second meeting. Awful. I haven't finish the task.

Spent whole day doing the task today. Only stopped for solat n meal.

For brekkie I made fried rice. Porridge for lunch. By 6p.m. I just could not take it anymore.

I went to KFC n bought dinner plate, padahal sebenarnya saya nak makan sup. Yeah right...
Don't tell me to boycott the kfc because of Zionist regime support or whatnots.

At the moment, my ultimate goal is to complete my year-end task. I don't even give a da#n about Fattah n Fazura or Zaid and Jamal or even Izreen n Ude (who?).
Sorry.

Oh gosh... this is insane.

But still.
At 12 m.n I think I wanted to think about something that can put a smile to my face. I need it. Badly.

I went to d kitchen and kept the plates. Now Izlan n Zudin are no longer in 12A, d house seemed so empty n quiet. The extra plate makes me missed them even more.



A: Christmas plates huh?
B: Yup. Once a year. Only in December.

Someone was not really happy about my lifestyles. Despite I told him/her I have many plates for different ocassions. Padahal sudahnya makan nasi goreng juga.

My point is, our upbringing is different. That particular someone is more into Islamic way of life, but trust me, deep down he/she is no better than you guys.


We judged people all the time.
We read the news report, we judged Trump's decision on Jerusalem.
We watched Fatzura videos n we judged Naelofar for her inappropriate interview with d Tak Tun Tuang singer. Apa kena mengenanya pun... tread water.

We judged. We condemned. We hurled abuse.
At time we forget.
We r human too. We did mistake. We chose different ways of life, we opted for something unusual. We are judged.

Pinggan je kot.
Wat izit to do with akidah ?

Nite peeps.
Siapkan kerja baru tidur ye...

Saturday, December 09, 2017

Janji

1. Janji nak hantar zudin n izlan on friday. Gigih kita tunaikan. D next day mereka nak hantar nadia balik ke johor.

2. Janji nak ke Big Bad Wolf sale. Mesti jadi... subuh sepie kita sampai.

3. Janji nak meet up. Iskkk... "tapi yu janji", dia ungkit. Janji pukul 2 ptg, but I came st 4.30p.m. Better late than never kekdahnya😘

4. Janji nak siapkan year-end task. By now beratus yang tak siap. Goshhhh...


Permudahkanlah...
Aminnn...

Thursday, December 07, 2017

Setinggi langit biru, tak tercapai tangan

Tak terjangkau fikiran.

That day d new officer paid a visit. On d same day one of d kids complained her name was not on d list, jadi dalam hujan saya ke pejabat mereka semula. Hujan je kot... lautan api tidaklah sanggup...

It was raining heavily. Nak berbasahan pun tak guna. So we had a chat. 

A: Kitaorang diskas tadi. Cikgu pindah mana2 pun next year kitaorang mesti follow, tak lepas punya. 
B: Eh... kita yang tak berani nak lepaskan. Kita yang banyak terhutang budi. 

Which is true. 
They thought I m ever willing to do good deeds to everyone, jangan mimpilah...
Kalau orang layan saya macam debu di hujung sepatu, panggilan telefon pun saya tak sudi nak pick up.

Her: Malasla nak pergi ke tempat KC tu...
Me: Heh? 
Her: Nanti dia mesti tanya kenapa tak ada ituini...
Me: Tolong kasi tau dia kak, kita qualified for ituini hahahhaha

#gelakevil.

There r people yang saya nak sebut pasal diri sendiri pun malas. What for?

Like, one day I was distributing d goodies for an upper echelon when someone teased, "bodek nak mintak tukar la tu" . I was like?@$#%%$^$&&*

"Jangan....saya yang bodek dia ni sebenarnya", came his reply. Kosser sangat... but I took it good-naturedly. 
To b honest I had passed d stage membodek to get a favour. Jujurnya, I had never start d butter up with anyone. Apple polishing is just not my cup of tea. Tak sudi. 

I do not accept puji-pujian pun. Tak perlu. I dont have to pretend acah-acah-tak-sudi with d anugerah given but kemain sailang sana-sini dan tagteam burukkan orang supaya nampak diri tu hebat. Alhamdullillah, semakin murah rezeki beliau. Hahahhaha

When I want something I told all n sundry n I work on it. Last year gagal, this year takde open contest, I hope next year hajat 'kami' akan tercapai. I want it so badly. 

It was all about mutual goal. 
Mutual glory.
Mutual respect.
Mutual satisfaction.

Along d way we met friends who pushed us beyond d limit. We thanked them, they appreciated us. Gitu kekdahnya. You dont burn d bridge. Never. 

Succeed is a journey.
Recognition, be it accolades or awards or any certificate of achievements is only a bonus. 

Tu baru intro. Hahhahaha...
KC is retired recently. Celebration was grand. Normal.

Yang tak normal was d list of achievements listed in d booklet. Why?
I read one by one and tried to digest. 

There is nothing wrong list down d achievements for resume or aprraisal purposes. Wajib. But for retirements? Seriously?.

One of it was given when she was no longer there n during d prize giving ceremony despite d distance was less than 6 km, she was not invited.
Tu pun hadap juga nak tulis as one of her achievements. 

Spesis apakah?

Saya fikir, inilah kesudahan untuk yang gigih bermegah. Walaupun di depan semua orang gigih nak tunjuk humble tapi di penghujung perjalanan, ur true colours revealed. Sadly, judging from d list, pencapaiannya agak sendu. 

Contohnya begini, Johan lanskap kebangsaan. 
Can u claim it is urs? 
Padahal project manager n PiC semua dah spesifik.

Kc...
So.KC

Semoga KC dianugerahkan kejayaan yang hebat selepas persaraan. Semoga impiannya nak dilihat hebat di mata manusia akan tercapai.
Semoga di dunia yang baru dia tak perlu lagi menganiaya orang supaya terlihat maksum dan bersinar. 

Dah.. jom tidur...

By izlanfahmi🤣

PENGALAMAN DI KAMPUNG

SAYA MEGUCAPKAN TERIMA KASIH
Kepada izlan izzuddin.mereka yang sangat comel lagi bijaksana telah menolong saya sepanjang minggu cuti persekolahan ini . Sudah lama saya menunggu mereka hadir ke rumah saya untuk marketing.😂😂.izlan yang comel lagi bijaksana dan pandai mahupun bijak,banyak menolong saya.

Living with boys

Mom n Uda r holidaying. As usual it is a bonding time for me n bros.
This year there is a twist, Zudin n Izlan stay with us.

They came last Friday. On Sunday I had an official meet up. Took them along. Massive traffic jammed on our way home was so awful.

Normally I would take-away pizza for my bros. Tapi...

Once home saya membebel about d traffic. Acho gave some money n asked them to buy burgers instead.

On Tuesday Zudin n Izlan went to Hotspring. I just dropped them n fetched them later. On our way home we stopped at pasar malam n bought kebab for dinner.

Obviously d boys were hungry so they fried nuggets n I cooked kuewtiaw. Once Arif came home, seeing d boys did nothing, he fried kuawtiaw for them too..

Izlan: An dah tak larat nak makan..
Me: Kenapa Pak Usu masak jugak..
Izlan: Pak Usu tanya, dah makan tak, An buat muka macam belum... jadi dia masakla..
Me: haha... makan juga... pak usu balik kerja penat2 pun masakkan untuk awak.

Yesterday, I had dateline to catch.
I made brekkie tapi by 12.30 ada guest. Acho came back for lunch, seeing her sister was so tight terus masak nasi ayam. Kakak yang bertuah itu turut makan pada pukul 2.30 petang.

When Pak.Usu came back at 6.30p.m seeing I still doing my task he made dinner.

Yes. This year-end task took most of my time. Saya tak larat sebenarnya...

This morning I woke up n did my task before stopped to prepare brekkie for Arif. He went out sebelum sempat masak pun. Ala...

An hour late he came back...
With lots of red plastic bags.

Rupanya today is his off-day. He went to d market. Yippee!!!

Ada orang dikurniakan harta dan rezeki yang melimpah ruah. Ada orang dikurniakan paras yang rupawan dan bakat tak terjangkau dek fikiran. Ada orang ada beg Birkin satu lemari

I have my brothers. For that I m so grateful.

Saturday, December 02, 2017

Wedding Invite part 1

Jarang saya tak penuhi jemputan. Ada 3 kali sebenarnya.

1. saya fikir dia tak mahu saya hadir. Prior to d event dia tak pick up my calls. Point taken haha.

2. Saya lupa.

3. A neighbour who include me as d 'host' without my consent. Dah sah2 count me out kekdahnya.

The rest saya gigih hadir. Normally not on d wedding day.
"Takper, faham..." mereka kata sambil tersenyum maniss.. saya pun sujud syukur dapat jiran yang baik dan tak judgemental.

Today, for d first time in years, saya hadir kenduri dan merasa makan lauk yang sedap.

"Eh... nak makan dengan Izanla", best fren mak pengantin cakap. Izlan n Izudin dah jeling...
Dah makan sesama tu mestilah lama pulak...

She sat next to me n complained we had never met for ages.
Bila ada events barulah jumpa, unfortunately I dont hv d luxury of attending them all

"Kita ada pergi kenduri rumah xxx dulu kak", saya cakap.
Dia kerut kening. Rumah yang mana?
Jadi satu kerja saya mengingat nama jiran2 orang tu...

"Tahu tak jiran tu dah divorced?" dia tanya. To answer dat question, saya tak tahu.

Nobody tell me n I never ask. Bagus juga diberitahu sebab saya memang ada niat nak tanya uncle tu kurang sihat ke sebab dah lama saya tak nampak.

He is in his 60s I guess, kenapa dah tua2 terfikir nak berpisah, saya tidak bertanya dan kakak tu pun tak bercerita.

"Yang lagi sorang lagi tu ko tau?", dia tanya. Vague but meaning is conveyed kekdah.

"Tau... kak m kasi tau n she kind of angry" saya cakap. Vague juga.

Kakak tu pandang sambil kerut kening.

A:ye ke ni zan...
B: ye la kak... kak m kan besties dia..
A: lorrr selama ni kitaorg ingat dia redha..
B: kak... siapa je yg redha kot mcm tu?????

Sebab ada Izlan n Zudin sungguh berhemah kitaorang bercakap.

But then dalam hidup ini, bukan semua yang kita tunjukkan tu lahir dari hati.

Every weekday I passed dat uncle's house n waved to d makcik. She was all smiles. Tak pernah saya terfikir beratnya ujian yang dia tempuh.

I wrote about how sorry I was about d other lady's predicament. When her husband took d second wife, she was depressed n refused to mingle. For her, people looked down on her.  Little did I know she confided her feelings to her besties only. To others she is  d image of a strong woman.

It is very sad bila cinta beralih arah eh?
Semoga ada kesudahan yang baik untuk mereka dan kita semua.

Selamat Pengantin Baru. Thanks for d invite!

Saturday, November 25, 2017

45

On my birthday kawan saya kirim lagu.
In fact dia ni memang suka kirim lagu kot... Saya berterima kasih.

Tapi perlakuannya jauh menyimpang daripada lagu yang dikongsikan hahaha... konpius mokcik taw....

Jadi, untuk harijadinya yang jatuh pada minggu ini (I never forget) if I would dedicate a song, Luluh by Khai Bahar is d best.

Nah, kita paste lirik okeh...
Luluh
Sudah puas aku menangis lagi
Kau hadirkan mendung awan yang kelam
Namun ku kan tetap bisa bertahan
Secebis kasih yang telah kau beri
Kan ku simpan dalam memori indah
Tapi semuanya telah berakhir
Aku tersungkur menunduk meraung
Dan tiada siapa bisa merasakan
Oh Sakitnya hati ini
Jika kau tak mampu memberiku senyum
Usah kau hadirkan dengan kedukaan
Oh Biarlah hidupku dengan caraku

Secebis kasih yang telah kau beri
Kan ku simpan dalam memori indah
Tapi semuanya telah berakhir
Aku tersungkur menunduk meraung
Dan tiada siapa bisa merasakan
Oh Sakitnya hati ini
Jika kau tak mampu memberiku senyum
Usah kau hadirkan dengan kedukaan
Oh biarlah hidupku dengan caraku
Sedia menghadapi yang akan tiba
Takkan berundur walau seketika
Aku terus berjalan mencari sinar baru
Ada kena-mengena?
Mana ada...


Happy birthday AP.
Semoga rezeki melimpah ruah dan berbahagia hidup di dunia. 

Yuni

Let me put it very clear.
Saya benci bila orang janji tak tunaikan. Then, acah2 komplen macam2. Derang tak tau saya yang kena marah dalam meeting depan ramai orang.

After twice Yuni berjanji tak tunaikan I did not bother at all. My then boss once told me that Yuni said she was willing to help out for certain event, I simply said, "Sorry, I dont trust her".

One thing I learnt about being a leader, saya takder masa nak melayan orang main wayang. I was too busy to retaliate either, I put on ignore-mode. Jangan nak bebankan emosi kekdahnya.

 I did not know what d boss says to her, one thing for sure she awarded Yuni APC for that year.

Things got better after that.
Aminnnn...

To be honest, I had a hard time at work, managing things on my own. My teammates helped but I need more than help. So to speak.

This year Yuni was selected as d group leader n I m d assistant.

"Beritahulah nak buat apa", dia kata.

Tentu saja dengan senang hati saya beritahu.
She surprised me with her effort. Flowery hati mokcik tau.

At some point of time, people change.
Atau yang betulnya, dulu dia fikir saya sengaja being bossy.

"Esok pakai uniform boleh?" saya tanya dia pada hari Khamis.

"Boleh.", dia jawab tanpa bertanya.

Melampau sangat ni... Kot ye pun, tanyalah dulu sebabnya janganlah main ikut je ...

Tanpa ditanya, saya justified.
Hahaha...kami sama2 ketawa.

Norizan Adnan memang semulajadi ambitious bab-bab cenggini.

"Saya ikut je..." dia jawab. Semangat.

Tapi still hati saya berdebar. Betulke?
Seeing she donned d uniform on Friday, soothed me.

Frankly speaking, leaderships is about trust. If people trust u, ko suruh dia fly pun dia buat. It is about clear goals. Mutual goals. Kalau buat untuk personal fame, u will b all alone.

Having said that, I hope saya takkan menganiaya sesiapa dalam urusan mengejar impian kami. Kalau satu hari personal glory meant more to me than mutual goals, saya harap Yuni akan hempuk kepala saya dan ingatkan why we do what we did in  the first place.

That is the quality I look in a follower haahhaha





Ho ho holiday

Bunyi alarm mengejutkan saya dari mimpi pergi run dan beli bunga. Sejak dua menjak ni saya selalu mimpi berlari dan memilih bunga. Dua perkara yang saya tak buat di alam nyata sebulan dua ni. 🤤

Saya berbaring dan tunggu azan Subuh. Terlelap. Bila saya tersedar, saya tengok jam. Ohh baru pukul 5.30 pagi.

Lupa. Alarm tu saya set pukul 3.00 pagi, pada hari saya nak pergi run. Lama dulu. Dan saya tak pernah tukar. Bijak...

Selepas solat subuh yang terlajak lewat, saya menggagau menghabiskan kerja hujung tahun. Saya nak habiskan laju-laju tapi selepas 3 tasks, saya rasa otak saya tepu.

I went to d kitchen. Boiled water n heated d currypuff. While waiting for d food saya sambung kerja. Not much...

Then I had brekkie. Takder selera sangat. Great!. Harap2 boleh kurang seploh kilo.

Usai sarapan, saya sambung lagi. I got 3. Tu pun rasa separuh mati.

Sampai di situ, kena berhenti. Capai penyapu dan mula mengemas. Next, cuci kain.

I might go back to #18 but it depends on my speed. Kot by today I could not finish 40, maka mereputla saya di#12A.

Untungla jadi cikgu banyak cuti, orang kata la kan...
To b honest, kerja apa pun kot ko nak cuti, cuti aje lah... Ramai je cecekgu yang bercuti tapi saya memilih to do service for my country.

Selamat bercuti.
Cuti itu pilihan. Choose wisely:)

Friday, November 24, 2017

Next year uols nak apa?

Sponsor dah bisik sejak July. Saya banyak show. Bila free, boss tukar. Boss baru, bila cakap dia beri nesihat pula.

Adeiii..
If I need advice, I trust google more than anyone. Period.

"Kalau tak buat depa petik nanti", saya cakap bahasa bbnu. Hahaha.. things sped up.

Bila kena postpone, saya ada show lain pula. Anyway, I thanked Bro for being adamant. Lap u!

I spent my free hours doing d tedious tasks as bro is out of town. Thanks God Nin n Iqah were willing to help.

On Sunday went to Ikea to find gifts for 30 helpers n d sponsors.
Ikea, sebab everyone loves Ikea.

Gaji lambat lagi, mokcik sengkek, tapi kalau tak ajar d kids hargai orang, nanti sampai tua dia fikir semua benda turun dari langit.
I asked singgit sorang from them. Harga gifts lebih mahal daripada itu but dats not d point. Duit boleh dicari.

I didnt ask others' help except when I was out for 3-days meeting. 80% was done.

"Who is going to attend?" saya tanya sambil beritahu d importance of sending d right people to d show our appreciation to d sponsor.
 Gagal!.
Tak tahu kat mana muka saya nak diletak.
Common sense la weiii!!

"Can we give token of appreciation?", saya tanya.
RM60 dia jawab.
Dalam wallet saya cuma ada rm60, fuel tank pun  dah blink2... hah..
Anyway duit diberi bila saya serahkan resit semalam.
Aminnn...

What about d reps? Saya tanya
Belila. I will pay. Dia jawab.
Tapi sampai hari ini takde effort pun nak tanya berapa yang saya belanjakan.
Welcome to my life!

A day before d event I got a dire need call from d sponsor. Saya cuba buat muka selamba tapi lutut tetap menggigil.

Hiccups on d event day too. Menggigil lagi lutut mokcik. Adeiii...
Thanks God everyone was so calm.

"Pls come.." d sponsor texted.
I tried my best.

D first thing I did was asking mana duit singgit2 tu as I need to fill car tank. Depa cakap pada xxxy.
Dia takder effort pun nak kasi. Mentaliti semua benda turun dari langit sangat..
Yes... spesis begini memang wujud.

The next day, I waited until 12noon. Kot2 dia teringat. Afterall dia acah2 macam d event dia sorang je yang in-charge judging from her facebook status n d way she told me what d boss said.
Gigih saya mintak duit tu, baru dapat ...
 Denk...
Hope she knows, yang turun free dari langit cuma air hujan....

So yes. Nak kasi program jadi memang separuh mati n needs concerted effort.
By concerted I mean every single one of us. Kalau buat sorang2 haruslah menangis di bucu katil.

Yes. I can see dat someone is trying hard to outshine everyone. She did it before, many times. Gigih!

Unfortunately, saya tak fikir cara beliau akan berguna untuk masa depan sponsorships ni.
As I wrote up there, it is collective effort. Buat sensorang tak mungkin akan berjaya.
Tapi kalau dia fikir dia boleh, saya dengan senang hati akan cuci tangan. Kosser....

Back to d event, it was succeed. Tenang hati mokcik...
D kids were extremely happy.
Aminnn...

D sponsors were happier too...
On my way home one of thrm came n asked..
 "Tahun depan uols nak apa?" 

💞



Hard up? Huh???

One day I went home for a while. When I went back, I saw a man rummaging my cubicle.

"Cari apa ye?" saya tanya.
"Fail xxx" dia jawab, malu-malu.

I handed it to him sambil pelawa makan murukku. Gitewww...

Last Monday someone texted, asking for a softcopy of an xxxx form. I told him I m attending a meeting n there is no way I could entertain him at that point of time.

"Do ur main job first", dia balas.
Kebangangan apakah itu? soal saya di dalam hati.

Nope. Tak kuasa saya melayan. Kerja saya dah cukup stress jangan nak ditambah dengan hal yang merepek.

"Hand in tomorrow", arahnya..

This is too much.

Jadi saya kirimkan pesanan panjang.

Encik xx.

Regarding ur request. FYI, D hardcopy was sent on Saturday 11th November at 11.a.m. on the same day d announcement waz made (Pls refer to d minute). You have ample time to notify me to send via Telegram as it was not  mention in d meeting. 

 Kindly be prompt nxt time to avoid unnecessary stress for anyone. Unfortunately I could not entertain any last-minute order at this point of time. 

Sorry for d inconvenience caused.

Regards
Norizan Adnan

It was harsh. Might b circulated around for others to see. Oh great!!@

The next day I sent d copy of d form as requested to d group. For everyone's kind perusal kekdahnya.
With d message, next time please be prompt n precise to avoid a lit of headaches.

My point is clear.
Tak der satu pun yang saya nak kejar dalam hidup ni. If u think that I m deserve for something, prove it. Jangan suruh saya pulak yang sediakan macam2 so that you can nominate me for something yang saya tidak sudi pun nak berebut.

Having said that, Yuni and I memang dalam usaha nak merebut sesuatu, tahun depan.
At the same time, Orkid n I juga sedang dalam perancangan nak berebut anugerah, tahun depan.

Tahun ini Orkid n I pun ada juga plan berebut. 100% succeed. Plan dah dibuat sejak awal tahun. We worked hard all year round.

Kak Zimah n I pun nak berebut jugak. Kerja kuat sepanjang tahun n now 95% completed.

That's it.
As a leader bila nak sesuatu, kita usaha sepanjang tahun dan update continously. Yang tak ok, awal2 lagi cantas.

Ni hujung tahun kau baru bangun tidur, snap finger sana sini, bila orang tak comply kau gertak pula
"Do ur main job first".

Kemain....
#gigih

The little things he did😢

20-22 November d year-end-task commenced.

Meeting was on top floor. Mengangkut heavy bundles, kitaorang ok lagi. The room has no window. All d 3 air-conditioners were faulty. Can u imagine?
Fans were given, but still... it was so stuffy. Ermm...


On d first day Jo n I went to d office to complain. Was told orang nombor satu is away for 3 days. Was asked to see orang nombor 2.

Yeah rite.
"I know him well. I give him E for effort", saya terus beritahu Jo.
"Then no pointla.." she said.

Yup. Lindungan Kaabah sangat... even after 3rd day, tidaklah beliau ada effort nak membantu.
Terserlah kekonsistenan di situ.

Our task is stressful. Ditambah pula dengan d surroundings. Dabel stress ok.

I went home one night, feeling dizzy n shaky.
Yep. It is dat bad.

Having dinner when Acho came n make nescafe.

"Bancuh lebih. Andak nak juga", saya cakap, he did not reply.

Acho buat nescafe tarik seteko. He took a mug and placed the rest on the table.

#nangess