Monday, October 23, 2017

Album M. Nasir ke-2 track nombor lima.

One of the things that keep me going hahahaha is d fact that he likes singing.
Lots..
Me too.. padahal kelaut..

When d conversation turned dull, d songs made it lively.

Me: Who is ur fav singer then?
Him: M. Nasir.. You?
Me: Lorrr old school giler.. I suka Aiman Tino.
Him: Pidahhhhh... 
Me: Eh hello... apa barang taste pakcik2  hahaha

Me: So. Lagu M. Nasir yang paling suka?
Him: Ermmm lagu album ke 2, track nombor 5. I ingat lagi..
Me: Waahhh.... minat betul ni... tajuk apa eh? 
Him: ku rela dibenci..


Sunday, October 22, 2017

Lelaki itu no 2

Dulu dia kata rindu
Hahahahaha

Honestly, I do not have any expectation. Things happen for a reason. Thing is NOT going to happen for a reason too. Whatever it is, there will b lesson to learn.

I had done my lunch when he called asking my whereabout.
Rib-eye steak. Tak pernah-pernah

Seriously? I thought he was ill.
Besides, my oversize grey Seed t-shirt is too gawdy for anyone to see.
Duh!
It was unplanned.

How long is d journey? I asked. He was hurt.
What r u trying to imply? He asked.
Juz that I can finish to get my shopping done, I reasoned.

Not a good start.
Touche. Juz not my type.

5 miscalls  later (my phone had a magic not to ring when theres a call sometimes) I called him up n apologised. Distracted by d rows of beautifully sequined tudung.
Nah ni gambo.


Danish, d Pakistani seller said d business had been slow. Jadi dia bercerita bab tudung mahal2 punya design.
"Kakak cakap design apa saya buat sekarang" dia cakap. Sedar tak sedar 5 helai tudung dia buatkan...

Tak caya sudah...
Nope I did not tell him that.
Juz told him I will see him in a shortwhile.

I nak solat dulu, he said.
See u there, I pun belum solat, I told him.

But still. It takes time to stop shopping. It might not give him a great first impression.
Anyway. This is me. Take it or leave it.
But pleaseeee don't leave:))

I literally ran to d musalla. Something I did quite often.
Take off d loafers n had a hunch someone was staring.

Oh gosh.
Did he see I ran?
Did he see I was panicked?
Did he see how flushed and  dishevelled  I  look?

He was there. With d look.
Dif look than before.
The puzzled look which I will never forget.

Hasil carian imej untuk quote on first dating

I wonder.
Is that d beginning of a beautiful story or .....


"Itu biasa!!!"

Kerjaya saya memaksa saya berhubung dengan people from all walks of life. I learnt to be pleasant n agreeable most of the times. Speaking ill about anyone is definitely a NO-NO

It took courage to say "CARANYA ITU TIDAK SALAH CUMA SAYA ADA CARA YANG LEBIH BAIK".
Tapi saya gagahi juga. Some people will call me WAYANG but I call it TACTICAL.

If I can win an argument without burn d bridge, why should I burn d bridge n be a loser. Simple!.

Cuma hari tu hati saya panas meluap-luap. Kalau bukan kerana fikirkan usianya... haishhh...

"Kita rasa nak bagi penampar je", saya mengadu kepada Encik Sam. Macamlah Encik Sam boleh memadamkan insiden itu dari kotak kenangan saya.

"Bila?" Encik Sam bertanya.
Saya sebut tarikh dan waktu dengan tepat. Cuma kata-kata yang dihamburkan mungkin pada orang lain tidak menjadi kudis, tapi saya tak suka. In fact saya fikir very inappropriate, given d circumstances.

"Itu biasa!!!" Encik Sam separuh membentak. "Yang tak biasa kalau dia tak buat perangai macam tu. Kalau buat gitu. Itu biasa. Semua orang tau. Now u all pun taukan. Nak sorok.macam mana lagi" dia kata. Marah.

Pertama kali saya tengok Encik Sam marah. Beliau sangat tenang dan profesional orangnya.

Jadi saya gigit lidah dan simpan rempanan yang masih bersisa ke dalam lubuk hati yang paling dalam.

Saya pun bukan baik sangat.
Nak tampar orang kununnnn..
Kita buat biasa2 sudehhh...


Ini gambar Encik Sam. Isterinya Cik Umi tak datang, entah bila nak berjumpa mereka berdua lagi...




A trip to remember.

I wrote at length at efbi, to do it again here, a bit redundant.

Like any good times I shared, it reminded me of d kids who had been with me from d first day I became a babysitter.
I don't think I can be who I am today without their support.

There were times, saya patah hati dan rasa demotivated. But I think, it was their warm smiles n genuine appreciation that keep going.

Kasih sayang untuk dirasa. Semoga mereka pun ada perasaan yang sama.


Thursday, October 19, 2017

Sakit ke?

Ermm..
Somewhere in May. We were on d bus trip to Kuantan. Mokcik terkesima.

In October, we had hi-tea. I was looking for surau when a lady helped me out. It is a big mansion.

"Eh kurusnya... makan apa?" that lady asked.
I know her. She is a big shot. But I dont think she knows me. I m nobody.
"Baju tu pun dah longgar", dia sambung.

I think jadi Ketua Derjah hujung tahun lepas tu sangat menyumbang kepada tak cukup makan. Hahhaha. Stress tahap gaban. Makan hati😢

N d fact that bila ada drama sentap menyentap dengan theotherfriend, saya tak lalu makan juga. Makan hati 🙄

This year, saya selalu jatuh sakit. Cuaca berubah, badan panas tak lalu.makan.
4 hari melepek kena diarrhea. Kuruss.
Dan yang paling epik, bengkok saya berulang ke tahap sebelum pembedahan dulu. It would take days for me to recover.

"Kesian awak..." orang cakap bila dia nampak saya meluru ke bilik solat dan berbaring in between my class.

Tak. Saya tak fikir keadaan saya teruk.
Saya fikir, Allah dah pinjamkan saya kesihatan yang baik selama 11 tahun. Lama kot...  for that I m so grateful.

I had done things yang saya tak pernah terfikir saya akan buat.
Jadi Ketua Derjah untuk dua jenis peperiksaan awam. Jadi ketua kepada the  otais in our field. Hahahahhaha...
Dulu saya menangis di bucu katil. Looking back... ermmm
 For me that is an achievement.

Besides, I m also another Ketua Derjah which makes  me a decision maker. Mereka suka atau tidak I keep on going.
Errr... wherever I go, there r always girls who come to me n say hi.
I mean, oh come on...
Saya fikir I did the right thing. Or else mereka pandang muka saya pun tak mahu...
But then, to.perform needs courage. Yang tu saya kadang2 menangis di bucu katil. Tak lalu makan juga. Makan hati😢

Jadi itulah rahsia kurus.
Ohhh...
Ada lagi satu.

Bila ada run saya jaga makan. Kalau berat sangat mokcik pancit teruk2. Kalau tak, pancit juga.. hahahha
Huduh. Jadi mak saya belikan pisang setiap hujung minggu.
Staple diet.

Jadi itu sajalah.
Jatuh sakit.
Makan hati.
Jaga makan.

Nah ini gambar.


Seluar hiking baru.
Minat, tapi aktiviti berjam2 ni mokcik kenot digest.

K. Bai

Wednesday, October 18, 2017

The Brothers u don have hahahaha

Just because I spend much time @12A some people felt that it is their DUTY to 'advise' me on the importance of strong relationships among family members.
Kot mokcik free, mokcik hadap je lah. Kesian... most of the time I looked at my watch, a hint that so-called advise is really a torment for my busy schedule. So to speak.

Yesterday I went straight home after tahlil. #18 was so quiet. Saya tertidur dengan baju kurung kat atas sofa sambil tunggu derang balik.

Derang means my 3 brothers. Mak dan Uda went to Kundasang for holiday.

Bila bangun pagi, saya masih atas sofa. Lampu tidur terpasang, langsung depa tak nyibuk suruh kakaknya bangun tukar baju ke hapa..

I made brekkie before went back to #12A. Lipat kain some more. Basuh kain n cuci pinggan. 

Balik ke #12A, tu jugak kerja saya. Letih.... at 6.30p.m saya bertolak semula ke #18.

Dinner is a wonderful affair when my mom is not home. My bros gilir masak, depends siapa yang balik dulu.

It is Adik's turn today. 
Kakaknya yang bertuah itu capai remote tv. After Isya prayer, we ate together sambil gossip pasal d current video on sprm people. 
We rarely talk about personal thing. Cerita cenggini je kitaorang layan..

Tetiba rasa nak minum kopi..
Ermm...
Saya masak air. 
Sambil tengok tv.
Layan fb..

Eh.
Alamak... lupa air tadi.
Saya pergi ke dapur.
Api dah padam.
Air panas dah dimasukkan dalam flask.

Kopi saya pun dah siap. 
"Eh... terima kasih tau Acho".
Kakak yang bertuah tu cakap n angkat mug dan duduk mengadap tv semula.

Saya fikir, kalau kita kurang menyakiti hati orang dengan nasihat acah-acah-serba-tahu tu, hidup kita akan lebih tenang. 

Hahahhaha


Monday, October 16, 2017

Another long break

A week to be exact.

Still woke up at 5.30a.m.
I did not re-set the alarm.

There's so much in my to do list.
1. Iron baju
2. Susun semula pinggan mangkuk n periuk belanga dalam lemari.
3. Simpan buku-buku yang saya tak mahu baca lagi.
4. Sorting baju yang over-size, packed n will give it to Angah when she comes.
5. Mop lantai yang melekit macam pasar borong.
6. Kosongkan meja study, to give way for year-end task which will commence in a month.
7. Bake cupcake.

Domestic gilerrrr..

Meanwhile, set d time for tomorrow trip. A fwen text about something awful. On my capacity as Ketua Derjah, I hv to be responsible n give my full support.

But cuti is meant for family.
On Thursday, Mak Andak akan jadi babysitter. Ewwww... shweet..
Now tgh plan for d trip.

Hari kerja, saya fikir saya berkerja bersungguh2.
Bila cuti, pls don call me kekdahnya


K. Bai



Sunday, October 15, 2017

Tips Melayan Lindungan Kaabah

Bila selsema pun saya terpaksa ambil mc, I just knew, I m not as strong as I would love to.Hem..hem..

Here r d tips which I googled, tried n proven helpful.

1. Accept that they have no regard for others.

Kot dia ada hati dan perasaan kasih sayang sesama manusia dia tak menipu dan playing victims. Terimalah  seadanya:(

2. Stay true to yourself—don’t stoop to their level.

Ikut hati memang nak iron je seluruh badan mereka tu, tapi it wont change a thing. Dia nak buat apa, let him be. Nanti kat hujung kehidupan, semua tu akan dikira semula. Jgn menyusahkan diri di alam barzakh. 

3. Actively seek better friends.

Ramai orang kat dunia ni beb. Watlek sudehhhh

 4. Do not say a word about it

Keep it to urself. No one likes a whiner. Besides, wats d point. Buang karan.

5. End the relationships

Kalau tak perlu, do not make any contact. I do not attend d event. As for d prezzies, was lucky enough Nol really want d face towel, jadi saya kasi dia dengan cert sekali.
Fyd said she really likes d pouch bag, u bet!  Saya terus beri, with my name embroided beautifully. 

Tips no 6. 
Ko jangan mimpi nak fight geng lindungan kaabah. Mereka maksom. Elok diam2 je   ..

🙄


P/s d tips r from google

Thursday, October 12, 2017

Tidak sekalipun.

Dah lama saya ternanti hari perkahwinan one of my ex-kids. Malangnya, I had event n could not make it.

I met his brother yesterday n asked if he can pick d wedding gift.

Him: ehh cer x datang...
Me: Ada run ... sorry sangat.
Him: lorr saya ingat Cer datang sebab Encik Km tu datang.
Me: Tak pernah dibuat I g kenduri kawen dengan dia. Sudah kenapa awak ni?

Kami ketawa.
Ok hambar...

Saya teringat d betrayal theotherfriend n his gang did.
It cuts deep.
Even after years, people around us still thinking we r still besties. Because we pretended it never exist.

It makes me sad.
Extremely sad.

Seronok sangatkah menganiaya orang?

Sayang dari hati💞

Last week Nurin asked if they can organise farewell party for a trainee teacher.

Laaa... mestilah boleh...

"Teacher, kitaorang nak buat lepas kelas teacher boleh?"
Boleh...

"Teacher, kitaorang nak beli hadiah boleh?"
Boleh...

"Teacher, kalau kitaorang beli kek boleh?".
Boleh....

"Teacher, kalau kitaorang buat collection boleh?"
Boleh...

Nampak tak permainannya. Semua boleh. Cuma bila nak pilih menu, yang tu panjang sikit bincang.

Hari ini, 2 jam sebelum jamuan baru saya bagi surprise. Hahaha...
Mereka merungut. Tapi saya beritahu mereka saya tak mahu berkompromi. Kg.com mokcik tak izinkan..

Surprisingly, semua pun ambil berat tugasan mereka.

Botak, cuba buat teks ucapan Ketua Darjah. Lepas 3 ayat, dia suruh teacher dia sambung.

Nurin dan Kakak, sama juga. Lepas skrip bagi salam, suruh teacher dia sambung skrip juruacara juga.

Yus dan Aiman pergi sent out invite.

Ikram dan Abang Kembar, entah berapa kali draft placing untuk tetamu.

"Korang ingat kedai ayah aku hotel ke?" Syukri tanya. Annoying.

"I just couldnt care less. Nak buat jamuan, jemput orang mesti ada class ok", mokcik bertegas.

"Lorr... mana nak ambik gitar. Rumah saya jauh. Teacher ingat sempat ke?" Fahmi tanya. Annoying.

Saya senyum sahaja sebab saya fikir saya kenal mereka lebih daripada mereka kenal diri sendiri. After years, mereka pun kenal teacher mereka juga.  Hahaha...

Bila sayang, bulan bintang pun kita usahakan..

At 3.10p.m d event kicked off. Saya makan rojak buah, or else mahu saya tak berhenti bercakap.

D MC did well.
Botak yang buas tu pun gigih bagi ucapan. Edited. Saya bangga.
Izham walaupun in d beginning macam nak terjun bangunan  gigih baca doa. Usher buat kerja. Ashraf n d boys tolong toke kedai menghidang.

Fahmi main gitar.. nampak...
We sang along...
"Lagu yang teacher suka", dia kata. Terharu😢.
Fasihah n Farah pun buat persembahan. Comel.
Zati n Adik ambik gambar.

Sebelum jamuan saya hangin bila Farah tanya duit nak beri pada siapa..

"Kau bendahari kotttt", saya jawab dengan garang dan suruh dia buat akaun. Sentap...

Bila dengan d kids saya memang pushy. I always want d best for them. I want them to give their best.

Bila depan orang, mokcik cikgu yang acah2 cool di dunia. D kids pun behave jer, ala2 budak sekolah tentera kekdahnya. .
We sang, we shared banter n we eat together.

"So sweet", cikgu practical kata.
"They r", mokcik jawab.
Ikhlas. Dari hati.

As I wrote up there.
Bila sayang, bulan bintang pun kita usahakan..

In case u guys reading this,
Thnx for making me d happiest teacher on earth.

I💖uguys