Saturday, January 21, 2017

The holiday I never have



Saya pernah cakap kan hobi Yarn ialah ambik gambor. He went for photography expedition cenggitu. Cuma lately bila dah ada anak, tak pernah pula dia tunjukkan gambar terbaru.
Hal2 personal, mokcik malas nak ambik pot.
It juz dat satu hari ada arahan suruh ambik gambar. Jadi saya pun tanya kalau Yarn boleh ambikkan gambo. Saya menmain je
He did send me d pic. Cantik betul lighting..

2 hari kemudian Yarn sent lagi. Saya x donlod   cuma ckp thnxx he.

On Friday saya pergi lagi jumpa Yarn, sebab wajib update e-system. Benci betul...
Saya lupa password. Syukur Yarn tabah membantu. 

Tak ingat pun.macam mana mula,  Yarn tanya pasal holiday. 
Holiday mender????
Saya konpius. 

" Ada gambarkan", Yan cakap. Ye gambo.kat atas tu la.
" Saya dah kirim pada akak. Tak tengok la tu", Yan cakap. 

Hahhahhahahhaha..
Tanpa sebab yg kukuh saya sengih sampai telinga..
So thoughtful of Yarn..

Holiday is what I really need these days




Thursday, January 19, 2017

Another year with Errr.. Clowns.

Gosh...
The Bingit still tarik muka up to now,  sangatla bosan. The good thing, dia dah kurang bingit.

But still, I caught her CSI perkara yang dibingitkannya tempoh hari. Kalau ikut rekod, dia akan pergi mengadu kepada upper echelon secara rahsia, sambil fefeling Lindungan Kaabah.

Tak bolehke dia x ambik semua benda personally?.  Once d discussion over, d things r iron out, sudahlah.  Yang nak tarik muka sampai hujung nyawa dah kenapa? Serius bosan okehhh...

Despite I announced everything in d open, d document is made available, masih lagi nak berCSI bagai. Bosannya...

Then, there is another.

I could not find important documents.  Please note d plural form. of course I checked sapa yang simpan. There r 2 persons.

Org yg pertama saya cakap,  cepat submit jangan sampai disebut orang.

I reported d missing, wajib. We r talking about integrity here.
D action was taken on d same day.
No 1 submitted d next morning.

Last I checked, No 2 documents was not to be seen. I did not ask him personally. He was supposed to submit in 2016 kot..

Kalau hal yang dia tak ada kena mengena pun dia sanggup menengking orang dalam meeting, fefeling Lindungan Kaabah sangat, I wonder if it is HIS integrity which is in question, mungkin lagi panjang caci nista beliau sambil disokong oleh geng Lindungan Kaabah.

GiniπŸ˜‚


Meanwhile kehilangan dokumen itu tentu saja memburukkan masa depan d Kids.
Kalau setakat hilang kalkulator rege 50,60 hengget.. Saya kesah pun tidak.
Duit boleh dicari.

ThIs is something u cannot replace.
NO ONE CAN!!!

While kena tengking dalam meeting,  saya boleh bersabar, kena pulau bertahun2, bila jumpa tarik muka...
Goshhh... Yang tu saya sangat x tahan dan bosan to d core kekdahnya. I dont deserve those clowns.

Kalau nak hidup aman damai, saya harus pejam mata.
But then, how about d kids' future? Saya tak fikir saya boleh bersabar.

Semoga Allah berikan rezeki yang baik untuk d Kids. Semoga janganlah mereka dianiayai.

Buat kali entah keberapa, I must say, kesabaran yang saya wayangkan memang sudah tidak bersisa.










Jemah is forever

3 weeks ago, I was having brekkie alone when someone hempaskan cawan. Saya tak menoleh pun. Bab2 domestic violence mokcik agak tak mau campur.

Puas saya fikir, apa masalah derang ni..
Encik A cuma cakap dia nak kahwin lagi. Lawak nak berkahwin lagi tu dah bertahun saya dengar. Nothing new..

Yang hempas cawan tu selalu je peluk cium saya, baik orangnya. Tetiba emo saya tak faham.

"Ingat senang nak kahwin lagi. Takder penyakit cari penyakit", Honestly, saya cuma ingat dia hempas cawan je. Ayat tu mungkin ada sikit lari hhahahha.

In d beginning I thought her husband yang kahwin lagi. Jadi saya x ambil pot, sebab saya pun rasa simpati juga. If d need arise, saya pun sudi jugak baling cawan ke muka suaminya. Hahhahah

Entah....later baru saya tau mereka merujuk kepada orang lain.

Oooo...
"Talipon Ayob (bukan nama sebenar)" saya cakap bila TheOldFriend kata dia tak tau, sebab semua sumber kunci mulut.

Ayob did not pick up d phone.  ThIs is d second time he did this. 2 days before he did not pick up when I called.  Everyone says,  it is normal for him. I just cant accept it. I never call anyone semata2 nak tanya dah makan ke belum.

If norizan adnan called, it must b damn important.
Mokcik hangin...

Hari ni pun saya hangin juga, walaupun yang call tu TheOldFriend...  Kitaorg ada hal penting kot... Yg x pick up phone tu dah kenapa?


Heh...

" Awak kan sumber kita", gigih saya bebel kat TheOtherFriend bila kami terserempak few minutes later...
Geng Mak Jemah kot...

As usual TheOtherFriend memang tidak menghampakan. He knows quite details.

The marriage was over after 2 weeks.  Tu fakta. Juicy titbits, masih samar.

"Kenapa?" saya tanya.
" Teringat yang lama", jawab beliau.
" Habis tu?" saya tanya lagi.
"g semula dgn yg lama la", dia jawab senang.  Eh?
"Kot ye orang tu nak", saya skeptikal.
"Mestilah mau. Gila bayang dah tu", dia cakap. Something in his knowing smiles was making me Errr... Annoying.

Men!
Masa tengah mabuk bercinta, tak fikir panjang, sanggup buang yang lama. Bila dah dapat yang dikejar, bajet tersilap langkah nak berpatah semula...

Mohtip sangat saya plak yang emo.
Mohtip sangat TheOtherFriend n I 'bersatu' semula after a rocky-end in 2016.

Very d Jemah ok











Tuesday, January 17, 2017

Dont u ever show dat face again.

I was a bit hangin...
During a group discussion a boy remained indifferent. His face was blank.
Group discussion kot..

Fine.. Dia angkat tangan surrender, muka masih expressionless.
Haippp...

Hari ni mereka tulis diari je kot...
Gigih mokcik gunting kertas warna dalam different shapes. Walaupun senget2, appreciate la sikit...

Ok sentap..
That boy tulis diary entry.
Now it explained d moody expression.

"Ini first time saya kena marah pagi2 kot...", dia cakap sewaktu saya sudah habis mengajar.
" So, u came late?", saya teka...
"Ye..  Tapi saya dah awal dah. Cuma motor saya tu Xder lampu,  sekarang lambat terang. Jadi saya tunggu kawan sebab motor dia ada lampu. Dia lambat, habis dengan saya pun kena tahan hari ni. Spoil betul", dia cakap dengan beria.

Honestly saya faham apa rasanya kena bebel pagi2. Stressed..
Jadi saya kunci mulut saja..

Bila dah tenang besok, saya akan beritahu dia, masa di Universiti,  saya dan kawan beli lampu motosikal dan tukar sendiri sebab nak jimat duit.
It took us hours baru siap,  punyalah x reti.. Tu lah first time both of us gerodek motor tu.
To think dat, I can do d tricky things sebab nak jimat punya pasal, dah kenapa budak2 sekarang kemain qanaah sangat. Adventurous la sket.


Ok
Now mokcik pun stress jugak

Monday, January 16, 2017

Mokcik idola beliau...

Dah lama saya perasan dia suka quote saya. Hahhahhaha. Hoverr okeh...

Sometimes dia buat decision sama macam saya buat.
Like when everyone says A, tapi lepas saya research B is d best,  saya tetap juga buat B despite saya jadi bahan caci maki orang.
I just couldnt care less.

Yang itu lah ditirunya.
Hari ini dia mengambil keputusan nak told her staff off.
Dia pun cerita dengan panjang lebar what transpires n everything.

Saya dengar. Saya fikir.
" Tapi ini kurang baik. Kalau Fauzi Ishak tau, dia mesti x setuju.'

" Kenapa? Aku cakap banyak sgt?" dia tanya balik.

"Sort of. Jadi u PuΕ₯ ur emotion there.  Fauzi Ishak tu pr,  Once dia arranged for golf trip, org kaya2 ni byk songeh sgt, tapi dia cool je. Dia kata jgn blame org   tp blame d system." dan dan mokcik quote Fauzi Ishak pulak.

" Jadi cara aku ni teruk?" itu ke dia tanya...

" Nope. It gives d culprit space to twist d facts", gigih mokcik berstrategi, " u hv tp do d damage control " Terus mokcik kasi sagesyen. Padahal dia x mintak pun...

Perbualan habis sebab ada hal lain.. Cuma hours later dia tanya satu soalan yang membuatkan mokcik terfikir 2 kali.

" Jadi sebenarnya kita ni idola engkau?" mokcik tanya.
dia kata mokcik perasan hahahhahaha

Orang Melayu mmg perahsia eh..
I never tell Fauzi Ishak, dalam leaderships,  beliau ialah idola saya.
He never knows betapa kagumnya saya pada dia. Saya fikir dia takkan tau rahsia ini sampailah ke hujung hayat kami berdua.
Unless korang mulut Tempayan...

Rindu?

When I started working, setiap kali sch holiday, mereka spent dengan Mak Andak derang. Untunglah derang ada Mak Andak yang dahla terer memasak, menyanyi pun kemain sedap... (tolonglahhhh mengaku)

Tapi in 2016, jadual Mak Andak akak huru hara sedikit.  Mereka pun kemainnnn bizi juga, dengan tuition la,  games la,  itu la ini la.. Kalah KJ.

Frankly, I missed going on a holiday with them.

Since I hv run,  so I asked Baby if she could sponsor lunch. She said yes, so I called up Nick for my in-law permission. Wakil je.

Honestly all my bros-in-law sangatla mudah dibawak berbincang, yang banyak songeh tu isteri2 mereka a.k.a kakak2 saya. Kali ni mereka ok pulak.

Plan asal I will drive from Bukit Naga in d morning, later I learnt it takes almost one hour,  terus tukar plan n sleepover at Baby's.

We stopped at Giant n bought some food amounted to RM100++. Scratched head coz I dunno what they bought.

Baby scratched head too n PuΕ₯ aside all d food Since she did d groceries too. She prepared tom yum n omelette for dinner. Nick gave some mushrooms.

We went straight to sleep after that.
Only to wake up at 5 a.m d next day.
We headed to Cyberjaya n parked at d mosque.

Here, our brekkie

Did u notice d Deuter pouch bag. It is a brand New. Baby kasi pinjam hahahhaha

Nisa n I saja yg lari. Zudin n Adib could not. When Nisa was 11 saya hantar dia training ngan TheOtherFriend.  Tahan sehari je... 
Kali ni bila run, I slowed down to give her support (alasannya)
Finally dia sampai juga. Yippeeeeee! 


Then, we had refreshments before joining my running buddies.  
Oh yes... These r my girl friends for 31 years.



We used to be in d same class n shared d dormitory too since we were 13. Mokcik bab berkawan memang ke hujung nyawa katanya. They were d ones yg registered,  picked d race kits n remind me about d run. Jadi mokcik dah melenggang pakai inner je n bila jumpa derang,  baru sarung race t-shirt. Heaven!!!
Ketabahan mereka melayan mokcik yang blur-unlimited ini sangat makcik kagumi. Semoga Allah berikan mereka kehidupan yang barokah.  Aminnn..

Once we bid goodbye, kitaorang pun balik. 
Halfway we stopped at d lake n took wefie


It is very hard to see Zudin smiles these days. Baju n tudung saya basah berpeluh,  so I came out like that. Abaikan...

Once we reached home, Baby served nuggets while waiting for lunch. Plain Rice, nice vege soup, prawn sambal n fried chicken. She made lemonade too!!!!!

For tea she made fried kuey-tiaw. Padahal plan asal I asked her for lunch je pun. 
We parted at 4 n I sent them to Bukit Naga. 

Both Anjang n Nick dah siap nak hantar Aisyah n Alia back tp d hostel. ThIs year Iman also started studying at sports school. He had tournament on weekends,  so Anjang had to see her n sent some books I guess.

"Ada laksa kat dapur, makan dulu", my bro pesan. The thing is, two weeks ago saya cakap saya nak makan laksa tapi semua kedai tutup, so we ended up makan kat McD. 

ThIs time around they never forget. Heeeee..

You see, sometimes people asked me n said something ridiculous like, "I have so much commitments,  unlike you?"
" I couldnt do thIs n that because of my family". 

Kesian...
Mungkin kalau Allah tarik nikmat yang Dia pinjamkan kot baru this people berhenti petik family as a hindrance.

My life is far from perfect,  but I value d time spent with family n friends. 
Korang pun sama kan?


Thursday, January 12, 2017

Another year of...

We had another meet up. By right it is Kaki Kencing's turn to b Secretary.

"Tak nak!" dia cakap dengan keras.
Semua orang pun berkeras tak mahu juga.

Yang jadi mangsa mestilah Ketua Derjah. I can see he work Hard to win our approval.  In d end I volunteereed myself.
"I dont want to ask you because I thought u hv so much at hand", lebih kurang gitu dia cakap. "I wont mind kalau u r d Ketua Derjah, kot orang lain I don want", saya cakap sambil ketawa.
Tapi petang itu bila saya stayed back sensorang to complete my intended task, mokcik menangis dalam hati.

Semoga ada kesudahan yang baik, dan jangan sebut pada saya pasal buat kerja banyak dapat pahala ke apa benda. If u r so concern about syurga neraka, janganlah biarkan kezaliman berlaku bertahun2, too much ok. If u hv no power to do so, d least u can do is SHUT up.

Yesterday,  another person complained about this n that. 10 years ago, she simply went to d boss n complained about anyone,  sometimes for something which is... Errr so silly...
Instead of b open, she likes to laga2kan orang.
Whenever she helps anyone,  she will tell all n sundry.  Goshhh...
Whenever she did task, lakonannya melampau sangat n terus petik orang yang tak buat... Dah kenapa kot?
Apart from dat,  dia ok je..

Last year she suggested me to do something.  I did 99% of d task,  padahal janji awal joint venture. Yang tu saya ok. Tapi dia punya bingitttttt... Perghhh... Siap petik itu ini, sangat kurang cerdik.
Instead of melayan, I focused on d end product. Sampai sudah dia x tunjuk muka.
Hebat betul...

End of year, I accidentally asked her something, then I realised, I shud talk to her superior instead.
"Cakap dengan siapa2 pun sama je" katanya...
Sama?
Still, I went to her superior n lay out my plan..
Her superior was extremely profesional,  despite d plan did not materialise,  but we remained hopeful until now. So to speak.

Yesterday,  early in d morning she made those bingitttttt thing again.
Jadi saya beritahu dia jangan nak bingit pagi2 n spoil mood orang. Saya juga beritahu dia kalau tak nak buat, biar saya saja yang buat. Saya ambik semula dokumen yang dibisingkannya itu.

Sejam kemudian dia kata biarlah dia yang buat. Saya kata padanya, tidak perlu, sebab saya paling benci orang bingit pagi2.
Saya boleh memilih untuk berkata sambil gelak ketawa macam selalu.
Tapi selepas bertahun2, saya tahu dia akan pergi jumpa superior dan mengadu dengan penuh emosi seolah2 dia sangat teraniaya.

Selepas itu dia tulis kata sindiran di whatsapps group hahhahaha. Seterusnya dia bergosip dibelakang sambil kawan2 yang tahu cerita separuh masak tu pun back up dia kaw2..

The truth.
Baru tahun 2016,  seseorang minta nasihat what to do with her. Dia tunggu saya habis solat sebab sedih sangat...
Konpius betul saya. Kami sepatutnya menguruskan program yang DIA cadangkan tu, while saya nak buka henfon pun sempat dia ada masa pula nak mengarang kata2 sindiran di whatsapps group.  Heh?

At dat time, I told dat particular someone dont say  a word n dont do anything. Pretend it never happen.

Few months later, dat particular thanked me because it works wonder.
Hahaha...
But d damage had been done.

That's why, this time, I did what I had done.
Control damage namanya tu ye..

But then, another year dengan Kaki Kencing n orang yang bingitttttt...
Semoga Allah berikan saya hati yang cekal dan kesihatan yang baik supaya saya boleh berkerja lebih. Janji d Kids untung...
Hal lain kita nangis kat bucu katil sajalah


Perkenankanlah..
 Aminnnn....





Updates

There r so many things to blog about.
Like... Faiz Subri winning.
Lagi win mestilah komen2 rakyat Malaysia pasal pakai salib (serius kelakar kau dik), pasal gol nasib (Aikkk awak x dapat pulak,  shortlisted pun tidak, awak lagi hebat kot), pasal ucapan tahniah daripada JDT kerana anak Johor menang dan paling mega-win komen Faiz scrolled d handphone n mumbling-English-speech. Kau yang impeccable English,  tak menang pulak ye dik.. Patut kau yang menang dik, boleh kau bagi speech ala2 Donald Trump gitu. πŸ˜‚

Ada satu lagi tangkapan SPRM hari Rabu lepas. Saya baca dalam setkabo hari Ahad, while facial. Unfortunately,  setkabo tu tertinggal....aiseyy yang saya ingat,  isteri suspek ada 150 beg tangan mewah.
" Ko ingat Coach, Michael Kors tu ke luxury handbag " Baby snapped bila saya kata it took me years baru saya mampu beli. Satu henbeg  Coach.
"We r talking about Prada, Birkin, LV and d likes okeh.." Baby sambung..
" Sangat gamfenss.", sorry mokcik emo. Dah bertahun saya centakan Birkin, satu pun mampu beli,  but she has 150?? Guna duit rakyat pula tu....Melampau!

I also read about Azimah yang hilang setahun di Mekah. Sekarang dah.kembali tapi keluarga kata jangan ganggu, give some space.
I m so sorry for d family, tapi...
Ok abaikan

Syukurlah..
Malaysia masih aman



Monday, January 09, 2017

A trip with mommy

Lately her health deteriorating. She sleeps in most afternoons. But then,  whenever we told her we need help with our job,  she was all in, walaupun hanya duduk di tepi pintu menemani saya membakar bahan2 yang classified as private and confidential.

When Anjang was promoted,  she never says a word. Anyway, when I brought a piece of cloth meant for her uniform,  dalam demam2 she sent it to d tailor.  Tailor tu agak pilih kasih,  kalau mak saya yang cakap, seminggu pun boleh siap.

Other than that, I could see how frail my mother is.

Last Monday I took her to Teluk Intan. Beli groceries je pun cuma this time dia tak larat nak lama2. Resulted, we did not buy much.

Yesterday we went again. Partly sebab my mom suka pergi pasar and mainly,  last week kedai makan yang mak saya suka tu tutup...

ThIs time around Baby yang drive n we took Kayla along. Mommy was so happy.

We had brekkie kat kedai yang dia cakapkan tu. Memang sangattttt sedap pun. She ate a plateful of Rice, fried chicken n vege. Banyak la tu... Most of d time, mommy Xder selera pun.

Then, pergi pasar. When Kayla in tow, Perghhhhhhhhhhhh sudahnya saya belikan toys. Mommy as usual sangatla gembira.

After that, we headed to tf. She shopped with Baby. Saya lepak kat facial. First time saya perasan ada facial kat situ.

My mom was still happy when she finished doing groceries.  Cuma on the way home, bila Kayla tidur, she dozed off juga.

Sampai rumah barulah both of them terjaga.

We had lunch together. Grilled chicken, vege n tomato dip. Then, Anjang, Baby n Mak Long bid farewell.

Saya berbual dengan Acho sekejap,  ye lah.. Lama kot x jumpa...
Then, saya terpaksa kejutkan mak, kasi tau saya nak balik...

The thing is,  mak saya jarang sangat tidur waktu siang. Now seeing her in deep slumber in most afternoons,  saya sangat rasa sedih.

I know she is tired.
It makes me really treasure d quality time we spent together..

Friday, January 06, 2017

Switch

In December someone asked me to change place. No thanks.  Saya cakap tegas.

Dia telefon banyak kali, asking for a meet up. Kebetulan saya agak tidak lapang.  Saya tahu dia tidak gembira di tempatnya. Dia pernah pouring her hearts content cenggitu la katanya.. Mokcik dengar tapi dah lupakan, yang I learnt from Jie.

I know ALL her colleagues quite well. Semua pun ok saja. I know her well too, dia sangat competent. Sangat sangat.
But I believe after sometimes d mojo Just run dry.

Today I had ample time to sit back and watch the goings on.
I saw d long faces lot walked around me. Why is it so hard for them to divide their personal and profesional life?

Kaki wayang keep on boasting what he had accomplished and his friend praised him. Well,  baru semalam dat particular friend told me dia x suka mamat tu sebab suka mengelat hahhaha. Hari dia puji pulak
Ermmm... Intriguing.

I saw someone walked around with 'busy' stamped on his forehead padahal I know for a fact an important meeting was cancelled because he claimed 'I dont know' despite the meeting was written in Black n White in d yearly planner. This is the person yang ada masa nak nasihatkan orang ituini dalam dunia pekerjaan,  but kerja dia asyik menyusahkan orang saja.

ThIs morning someone asked me a silly question. I smirked and did not answer. 

When d program started he claimed dia x tau but he is willing to help. Halfway, he still claimed tak faham despite d messages in whatsapps group are loud n clear. Prior to d closure, I invited him personally, he didnt come,  which I really dont mind afterall he put on d wrong dress code.
With d honorable guests around, wrong dress code? What was he thinking?
But asking a silly question,  Seriously?????
Mokcik kenot brain this Okkkk..

Then, there a certain degree stupidity of a particular someone which annoyed me to d core. It started last year when she took over someone's task. Incompetent,  dats d only word I can think off. Unfortunately, instead of improve her efficiency,  gigih pula dia fikir macam babagus.. Hahhahaha
Ada pulak tu orang yang tolong backup.
Mak aihhh...  Sarkis apakah ini?
Another year of dealing with babagus person, saya fikir sangat tidak bagus untuk kerjaya saya.

So, there was I this morning....sit back and watched d goings on.

Then,  I took d lappie and went to see Yarn. Partly, to fix d  lappie problem, mainly to give d souvenirs from Korea. Punyalah lama, tapi Yarn tetap tabah menerima kelembapan Kak Izannya.
As usual Yarn taught me something New about d lappie thingy.
Now,  it really make my dayπŸ˜‚

On my way out I saw a friend's shoes outside. Means he was there. Dan dan saya teringat scandal last year. The lies he told me about wanting a colder place, d cold-shouldered treatment given by him when I need him d most, how he n his gang teamed-up and... Oh Goshhh... I could not...

even by writing it here, I still bring tears.
I thought time will heal, but tak sempat nak lupa he kept giving me more...
Another year? 😭😭😭

I went up and sit again. Trying to focus. I failed miserably. 

Yesterday I talked to a Him, telling him a Her wanted to swap. In between laughters, I told the Him to give whatever d Her wants so that she wont resort to post-delivery stress. Of course saya ceritakan perbualan saya dengan Him to Her, sambil ketawa juga. Mokcik telus macam air Laut Cina Selatan kekdahnya.
I wanted both of them to be happy.

The thing is, it rooted a year before. Her had told me,  at dat time I told her to be positive. Now d time has come, what she feared most unveiled.
In order to make both of them happy saya yang mesti beralah. Saya yang mesti mengambil the dispute thing.

Am I happy? Seeing both of them happy,  yes. Anyway I would be happier if both of them talk things out n open with their feelings to one another. Jadi tidaklah tetiap tahun isunya sama. Sampai bila?

 Despite I love both of them dearly, I think this yearly drama just wear me off. 
Mokcik sedehhh ok.

Last year when I told someone I need to get away,  she suggested I take up a hobby and going out more often. Do not think about work too much, katanya... Like?

Allah has a better plan. In December, we worked together. We shared a lot about our goings-on. I shared d events  I had to attend. The trip I made,  d shopping I had with my family members  n d girls-get together I had over d weekend.

"I tak sangka u macam ni. You are TOO nice", dia marah saya pulak dah.  Itu bukan pujian.  Memang dia marah betul sebab saya tak marah orang yang make national bench-marking blunder.hahahhahaha...

Saya fikir benda dah jadi,  buang masa saya pung pang pung pang. Since, dia tak akan berpeluang nak mengulanginya pada masa hadapan,  lagilah saya malas nak membazir tenaga dan emosi.  Kita chillex sudah. As long as d Kids untung, hal lain kita jangan peduli sangat,  itu prinsip mokcik hahhaha.

But then,  now dia kenal my true colours. There r times I was seen as Hard as a nail, but there r others yang saya peduli pun tidak hahahaha
Hopefully dia tau, mokcik serius nak lead a healthy life katanya..


Why do people think when u r unhappy at your workplace it is your own fault?
You are arrogant, bitchy, moody yadayada mereka kata..
Why they have to advise doing this n that, take up hobby, go travel,  mix a lot and d list goes on.

Why they judge without knowing d root of d problems?
Why cant they just err... Listen.

I might do that too.
To listen. 
Afterall,
I know ALL her colleagues quite well. Semua pun ok saja. I know her well too, dia sangat competent. Sangat sangat.
Bukan saya seorang saja yang cakap. Semua orang yang mengenalinya cakap begitu.
But I believe after sometimes,  dealing with incompetent people, d mojo just run dry.

Like her, I also came to d that point.
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