Thursday, November 16, 2006

Last day

Masa mula2 keje I hate last day of school coz it means I'll be lonely and x tau nak wat apa. That's another story....

Today I brought ketupat palas and rendang, tot wanna eat with frens. Turned out most of them fasting. Apsal diorang nih.,.... iskk!! then tapaukan je... When I voiced my ketidakpuasan hati, Kak Zah and Kak Siti said, bwk la esok, esok x puasa dah...

And tetiba Zana came with brilliant idea, (sesuatu yang sangat jarang berlaku hehehhe).. We are going to have potluck breakfast tomorrow. Underground party la kekiranya. By invitation only. hehhehe.. Mcm best jer... Lokasi pun nak rahsia gak, but all the pinkish gang are most welcome.

Menu (1st draft)
Mee goreng, Nasi himpit kuah kacang, puding roti, biskut dan air suam (yang ni pun rasanya amik dari watercooler)..

BTW, tadi masa nak masak rendang belek2 la the 6 year old cooking book. Bought the book masa zaman kaya dulu. Dulu2 tiap kali nak masak misti bukak buku nih, tapi bila duk ngan family, asal memasak je kena komplen(memangla x sedapkan... tapi at least puji2la sket, amik hati, tipu pun xper... ni x asyik komplen jer... iskk iskk), udah ilang semangat nak memasak dan buku tu pun duduk saja la dlm almari, collecting dust.

Nak citer ni... ada resepi ikan kukus. Senang jer rupanya, rasa mcm kejap2 ketika ni jugak nak masak ikan. I looove steamed fish especially kat Thai restoran-ntah-apa-ke-namanya-panjang-beno-xleh-nak ingat kat level 6 Sogo. Pas ni x yahla kot g restoran tu lagi nak mkn steamed fish. Cewahhhh... apa2 hal kena try dulu la..

Lagi satu..
My niece, Nadia called nak kasi tau except for Arabic, yang lain smer A. I told all my anak2 sedara, anyone who obtain A's in Science, Maths and English, they can join me g holiday. Kali ni only Adeeba and her manage to score. Yang 2 orang lagi (luqman and Izzati) x dapat.

Well... mana kalkulator tadi eh... nak kena buat budget lagi nampaknya.... hehehhe

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Final week

Too much work, too little time.

Thanx to the exam analysis system wic is so efficient and user-friendly, kot x... aduss lagi la tension. Thanx to farhana for making it the way it is.

I cannot say, time fly coz I m `great looking forwad' for the year end holiday. No specific reason. I just wanna have a quiet holiday, just me, book and sea. Huh?

Since I was small I love the idea of living by the seaside. Afterall most of the Enid Blyton's books misti ada seaside. Yep, I read all her books when I was in school. It makes me longing for school near the seaside even more.

Tapi sampai habis sekolah, jangan kata nak ada laut, swimming pool pun xder kat sekolah. isyyy!

When the time comes to enter uni, my first choice misti yang dekat laut. Thanx god, from my school, the sea view is breathtaking. Mintak maap, bukan sy sorang jer excited, my coursemates pun 2x5 jugak.hehhehe.. Auk betul masa first time naik top floor nak masuk kuliah.

On 2nd year, despite many of my gang moved to umah yang dekat2 ngan campus. I chose to rent a room di Gelugor, even I dont even know any of the housemate. The decision wic make frens confused, "nanti nak g kelas naik apa?".

Main reason, from the room, one's can see Penang Bridge clearly. Partly, Long Beach is just within walking distance. Sangat menarik. I used to wandering with Wa and Len, sometimes with Izan and Yam and bila xder sapa nak teman, I just went there alone. Life was less complicated then.

Tapi ye la kan... when coming back after graduating , rasa macam, alamak! But at that time I always knew, after five years I will apply for transfer to any coastal area. On my fourth year service, I've listed down districts, then schools. I even searched high and low for info, wic school most likely lack teachers with my option.

And last year, I submitt my transfer application form.

The life of me, I used to get my first choice. It's either first choice or x dapat langsung. When i granted the 2nd choice masa tu rasa mcm perghh!!! apsal plak nih.. Sedeyy.. but there's still coastal area. And Baby did help because she said she knows how much I wanted the place.

I was super sedeyy when given felda settlement area. Cant they see I've spent almost my entire life in Felda? Cant they figure out why this person apply for transfer? Of course they cant, but Baby had called then beforehand. Len taxied me to school, and later to Kuantan for sorting this out. Jie came down from Subang, for moral support sambil kasi nesihat, "lain kali tulis satu jer Dungun. Kalau dia nak kasi, kasi x nak sudah". Jie's friend lent me his office (they left me in the office and dashed off to Kemaman Kopitiam), sbb the Kuantan officer asked us to write an official letter.

To no avail.

My immediate boss suh jangan pergi. The super boss pun ckp x payah la kalau sama jer ngan my current workplace. A few bestfrens, x kasi pegi and siap gelak2kan lagi. My family, whom were very supportive (yahoo nanti kita ble g lawat andak sambil piknik tepi pantai) asked me not to go too.

No offence to the place, but its not what I expected.

Thats when I decided to x nak pergi. And comes another problem. I have no workplace. Dan we had extra manpower too, wic means, I wasnt welcomed. Thru this zaman darurat my super boss and immediate boss helped me a lot. Susah rupanya. Since xder black and white they cant assigned me to teach, except gantikan an ustazah whom on maternity leave.

They (the 2 bosses) advised me to write letter to pihak2 yang berkenaan. I did. No reply. The bosses advised me to go to the main office myself. I did.

To my dismay, the officer told me, "kami memang x kan balas surat". Huyooo.. Thats not all, I was asked kenapa nak pindah? ada gaduh dengan keluargaker? frust ke? ada kes kat sekolah ker? And the big boss siap cakap, cakap betul2, kami boleh tolong.

Apakejadahnya soalan. When i told them the truth (ustaz kata kalau tipu masuk neraka, terima kasih) siap lagi kena marah, kerja jangan nak kira tepi pantai ke apa yer. Mcm tu plak...tadi kata boleh tolong...

I m sure she knows what she talked about. But what she dont know is (in case she too busy sampai seploh kali talipon pun x angkat), the place that I want to go pun x cukup manpower la... Besides, my recent workplace dah lebih orang. Oh yer.. teringin betul saya nak kasi tau dia saya memang xder sejarah bergaduh sampai pindah2 nih...I was taught, fight for your right, and say sorry if u are in wrong side. Tu cikgu saya ajar masa kat Uni dulu. Terima kasih.

Nevertheless, I hold my tongue. Little Napoleon is everywhere, that's what everyone said, including Pak Lah. Afterall her big boss was my ex boss.

Once, during Kursus Pegawai Baru in year 2000(tu kot nama kursusnya), the then pengarah, Encik Zainuddin advised us, "Jadi cikgu yang rajin. Orang akan ingat. Sampai sekarang saya ingat lagi cikgu-cikgu saya yang rajin dan baik. Ada yang malas tu, kalau jumpa sekarang pun saya tau, itu jer la ghopenyer. Mmg pemaleh"

I couldnt agree more. Pegangla jawatan setinggi langit pun..errr... Whatever.

Camna pun I m grateful coz a week later I got the confirmation x yah pindah. While I m forever indebted to my 2 bosses, I m also grateful sbb knowing wic frens who had stayed with me tru thick and thin. Ada sorang tu siap lagi buat gossip kata saya nak pindah sebab nak duk dekat ngan boyfren yg keje kat negeri tu. Konpius.. konpius.. Waaa x tau plak saya yang cantik ni ada boyfren. Hebat tu... teringin gak nak kenal, sapa lelaki yang tabah sanggup bergirlfren kan saya tu...Uikkk

And I discovered that the person I despised selama ni, actually have the heart of gold.

My another ex boss, passed a message tru someone, "tell her, kalau betul2 nak pindah, do come to my school. I'll arrange it." Rasanya saya bukanla sensitif sangat, after got the message, saya masuk bilik dan menangis. Partly sebab terharu, mainly sebab nyesal ari tu dlm meeting saya menjawab2 cakap. Oh sungguh kurang sopan.

Gitu la ceritanya... Tapi I didnt accept his offer, for obvious reason, there is no seaside there. Period. I know people will say, apa ke peliknya dia nih... Katala apa pun, but I believe, everyone is free to dream. And my dream is to live by the seaside. Even I have to wait another 30 years, lepas pencen. X kisahla...

As the saying goes, misti ada hikmah disebalik semua ni. One thing for sure, as Kak Kama sum it up long time ago, "bila kita x dapat apa yang kita minta dari Allah, misti ada dosa kita yang belum terampun".

Iskk... waktu tulis ni pun mcm dah tambah saham lagi... better stop now... tapi saya xkan putus harap. Mungkin rezekinya di luar negeri. Adios!


p/s : mcm keluar tajuk la plak...

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Citer adik beradik

Did I told u I have 4 younger bros? First is Acho, Yeop second, Abang or Pijo to his friend is third and Adik/ Arif is the youngest. People used to ask apsal adik tapi gelaran dia mcm yang tua dalam keluarga.

Guess ni la masalah problemnyer bila adik beradik ada 12. Dah abis dah pangkat2 disapu dek kakak2 dia yg lahir dulu.

Since he was in school, Pijo never failed in making us errr petrified kot with his ambition. He wanna be drebar lori. I mean.. apa ke he nyer nak jadi drebar lori.. jadila drebar kapal terbang ke, ketapi ker, jgn la lori. But that's it... Balik2 itu jugak cita2 dia. Dah habis segala motivasi diberi, drebar lori gak pujaan hati dia.

After SPM he did mechanical course on fixing car engine (gitu kot nama dia)... Then g S.Alam kerja kilang. At that time we were convinced he foget his dream to be drebar lori.

Masya Allah we were wrong! At the age of 21, he quits his job, balik kampung and beli lembu. Lembu? Mcm x caya jer.. Then dia jugak dah mencapai cita2nya nak jadik drebar lori when he bought one.

At the age of 23, he is the proud owner of 2 lorries. He bought the second one yesterday.

Seeing his business expand, I must say I am green with envy.

I m 10 years older, with degree, diploma and segala macam sijil kepujian, but after 6 years working, sadly to say there's nothing I can shout of about my achievement. Kot ada pun jadi Guru Popular every year since the anugerah started... Huh?

You see, I m not very gud with words. But then, now I m kakak drebar lori. Honestly, I m proud. X kisahla lori cap ayam pun...

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By the way, just now Baby called. She is my youngest sister who works in MINT. Part of her job g outstation.

At one time sy sangat kecik hati bila Acho cakap, something abt, Baby keje best, g sana sini.. he ended up, Baby kan pegawai.

Masalahnya Andak pun pegawai jugak Acho, tapi my job mmg xder outstaion, duduk aje la kat situ sampai cuti. Sungguh x aci.

Berbalik pd citer, Baby will be in Langkawi for a week beginning Nov 27th. Asked me to accompany her and cam biasa i might be taking a few of my anak2 sedara along. No, dont get me wrong. I m not using government money. She'll fly from KLIA and I will be driving on my expense.

Macam biasa jugak, I have to call my bro in law for permission and buat budget.

Isk!!!

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Dah lama dah, tp baru smpat nak citer

Bila Zana n I booked rumah, soklan-malas-betul-nak jawab was " Apsal nak beli rumah?"

Cess mcm menidakkan my thinking ability je ler... Okla, since we were small both my parents make it clear that this house (rumah yg kitaorg duk skrg ni la) will inherited by the eldest male sibling (Nama dia Acho). It goes with the farm as well. Unlike drama minggu ini yang adik beradik berparang2 nak rebut harta, we just accept it biasa2 jer. No problem.

The problem is, if he's married, idak ler plak nak duk sama2 dah.. That's why I bought a house, dekat2 ngan my hometown. Senang bila dah tua2 nanti boleh g holiday sama2.

Cess panjang betul intro.

In my opinion, umah tu mmg dah habis bagus la, ngan saiz dan lokasi dia. Jirannya pun best, kot ikut kata developer tu ari tu my neighbour will be a Malay doctor, on my left will be an Indian engineer. Tu tanda2 awal x payah bersosial ngan neighbours la coz i foresee depa ni misti jarang je ada kat umah.. i m not gud in small talk, kalau takat g open house sethn sekali tu xper lagi... kalau tiap2 hari kena sembang2 .. iskkk pengsan..

Masalahnya bab nak membayar! . Since booking I've started saving some money for the house.

When last month org developer tu call suh sign agreement and bayar legal fee. Masa tu rasa mcm sakit kepala. After bayar tu duit saya tinggal berapa sen jer..

Aduss.. rumah nak siap nxt yr.. mana nak beli dapur, kitchen cabinet, langsir, peti ais, mesin basuh, pinggan mangkuk, periuk belanga, mangga pintu, alarm, sofa, meja makan, katil, closet, tv, microwave dan bath tub.

The next morning when i read Mawi dapat RM100k sponsorship from Casa Impian, I was like... Arghhh napala sy x sebertuah dia.... Konon2 mcm sedih tahap tenuk la.. Put the key into ignition, drove to Bidor... Partly nak beli something for my sis, mainly tgh sedih sbb xder duit...

Susah rupanya jadi orang miskin...

Then stopped kat Maybank ATM. Pas tu ada pakcik in his mid 40's tu mintak tlg keluarkan duit dia sebab he complained "Ngape x mau plak"... I tried tp denied jugak.. Pas check rupanya dalam akaun tu ada RM50 jer. pakcik tu nk keluarkan duit RM50.

I noticed muka Pakcik tu berubah... He looks like a nice guy, muka org beriman so naturally saya pun sgt rasa bersalah. I asked a very silly question "Perlu sangatker duit tu Pakcik?". He said, "Perlu" I couldnt describe his remark but it was something like nak-jugak-aku-sepakkan-pompuan-ni and udah-nanti-nak-berbuka-karang-nak-makan-apa. Gusar kot perkataan yg sesuai.. I gave him, all the money I posessed (x banyak pun)...

He took the money and dashed off. No tq.. No nothing. I was like.. "Rudenyer pakcik ni"... tapi bila pikir2 balik.. I m sure he was so embarrased to take the money but it was badly needed. Sbb sblm tu sopan jer Pakcik nih, x der la tanda2 rude pun...

Till now whenever I think of my money problem, I always remembered that Pakcik. I always imagine he needed the money sbb anak2 dia komplen asyik lauk ikan bilis jer berbuka. the same thing i did masa kecik2 dulu..

Sedangkan saya nak itu nak ini, padahal kalau xder benda2 tu semua, bukan mati pun. Miskin2 saya, at least bukan ada anak2 yang nangis mlm2 sebab lapar x makan... apa sangatla smer harta2 dunia nih...

Sok2 kalau nampak rumah xder langsir... tu rumah saya la tu...

Hari sabtu yang gitu2

Yesterday was a super duper boring day. Too many plans in my head but none was ok. Therefore I went to the salon-cum-bridal-gallery. For others it one way to pamper oneself. For me it is a gud way to kill time. Gila boring.

Ayu, the beautician was in trouble. She was ironing baju pengantin when someone pay a visit, asking question before she realised it, seluar baju melayu tu dah hangus kena iron. She was numb, tried calling her boss to no avail. Upon seeing her tgh gabra, kesian betul. The fact that the future bride nak amik baju tu ptg tu didnt help also.

Luckily there were 3 pasang baju Melayu in the same colour. Hopefully the future bridegroom wont be too fussy. Ye lah... mana ada orang sengaja nak bakar baju pengantin dikk.. hehehe..

I m glad I wasnt in Ayu's shoes.. kot x .. mau pengsan kot.

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One thing I like abt salon nih, kat tingkat bawah dia ada car wash. I left car key, and told the operator to take his own sweet time.

Huh! It wasnt sweet at all when it rained heavily.
Rugi!!..

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My first planned after facial is to hit the road and go to KL to see Siti.

Pas tu hujan, mood pun jd x ok. Pergh!!

Zana call, and later we went to Mr Hamidi's open house at Klan Halt. Betul tuan2 nama kampung dia memang Klan Halt. It is estimated 2km from Slim River town. Memang orang sini suka kasi nama orang putih gamaknya..

Fortunately I took my mom along coz it was bumpy ride. No offence to the host, but iskkk his house is really hujung dunia. I couldnt imagine how he managed to go to school everyday.

Tapi rumah dia sangat cantikla.. and biskut2nya sangat sangat sangat sedap! Yummy! Thank u Sir!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

CSI - Apa kata mereka

The last time I watched/followed News keenly was on Tianenmen Square Riot. Early 90's tu.. Masa skolah lagi.. After that datangla mcm2 kes pun. Rasa mcm dah tahu kesudahannya.. Anwar Ibrahim case in 99 pun quite interesting. A friend of mine, did her M.A thesis on that masa tu... something to do with TV news on Anwar's Case. X tahu plak apa kesudahan her thesis coz dah lost contact.


These are what Malaysians say..

Pak Lah, Prime Minister
"Nobody is above the law, that is important to remember

Mongolia's honourary consul
Syed Abdul Rahman Alhabshi
"I am confident there will be no cover-up. Those involved in the murder must be punished
severely


Lim Kit Siang
DAP
"An independent investigation is very urgent so that there will be no room for the emergence of a culture of immunity for any wrong. It does not speak well for the government,"


S. Arutchelvan,
coordinator with the rights group Voice of the Malaysian People (SUARAM)
"How can they obtain the explosives so easily?


Hatta Ramli
PAS
An independent inquiry into the misuse of explosives is urgently needed


The lawyer
who had a brief meeting declared to reporters
"Even after today's meeting, I am even more confident" that he is NOT involved. I am very confident, 100% confident; he is Not involved; He gave 100% cooperation, gave his passport, laptop gave a full statement"


Begitu la adanya....

Thursday, November 09, 2006

When thinking aloud is considered subjudiced

I watched Buletin Utama tonite, the person said it could be tantamount to contempt of court for anyone to make statements of fact over .. errr u know..

Tapinya.. I m practicing my human right, The right to know what happen? I wonder...

1. How much a political analyst worth? Ble kasi USD30k, holiday trip, jewellery... uish hebat...

2. How can they get hold of the explosive? open market? kat mana kedainya? or... hak kerajaan? who sign the release?

3. Why someone asked to identify the deceased when... the body is blown up to bits?

4. When someone is murdered, why the accused is remanded for investigating of kidnapping?

5. Since when policeman being part-timer (I tot teachers je buat tuition, doctors buat locum)

Please, I just wondering. Just like I'm wondering why Norita's and the Chinese Boy murderer still at large until now.

Oh ada lagi satu dlm suratkabo tadi yang saya x paham...Ni pun memerlukan penjelasan jugak.

He is being investigated under Section 365 of the Penal Code, for kidnapping with the intention to secretly or wrongfully confining the woman, which carries a jail term of up to seven years, upon conviction.

On the same day, the remand period for a chief inspector from the elite Special Action Force or better known as "Unit Tindakan Khas (UTK), and a woman lance corporal from the Petaling Jaya district police headquarters was extended by another week in connection with the murder.The three police personnel are being investigated under Section 302 of the Penal Code for murder, which carries the mandatory death sentence, if convicted.

Konpius...
Napa hukuman utk encik2 polis tu lebih berat?

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Who pay U mah?

The life of me, I couldnt fathom how can ppl have no respect for others? We are allowed to express our anger but until what extend?

People who grow up with me or anyone around me while I m growing up will give u lengthy explanation how kepala hangin I was.. (pls note the past tense).

I never proud of it.

The turning point was when one day I was so pissed of a clerk in my office. I mean, I don mind ppl buat apapun, tp kalau salah say sorry je la wic is better than salahkan org tu org ni and in the end i found out mmg he was the culprit. I found out when I contacted our society. I lost my temper. I yelled to him.

I had class after that but too shaken to speak. I was trembling when I entered the class. The kids were quiet. I was scared that I'll put it on the kids. . Took me half an hour kot to cool down. I stayed in the class, shaken with anger. Cried? No.. just wasnt my type.

But then and there I knew, being a kepala hangin sgt x sesuai betul dengan kerjaya saya.

It was some 6 years ago, I was young, just graduated and full of hopes not to mention ambitious.

The fact that the boss at the time was very... iskkk kalau-ckp-dah-kira-ngumpat-plak ... didnt help too. I wrote to the society with copies to departments. Pas tu he sort of repeat what the clerk told me. A year later I heard from colleague in the other dept, there was a circular asking bosses to look after their subordinate well being especially anything regarding their salary. The same thing that I complained.

I never see the circular, but the boss was promoted later. That was another story.

From then on, I tried to control my anger. Instead of marah2 i prefer send letter of complains.

Bila talipon kena potong, mak saya marah saya (hari2 lak tu) sy tulis surat kat telekom tanya apsal lak kena potong padahal I swore x penah bayar lewat. Saya fotostat smer slip bayaran dan bil2. Bila dapat balasan saya lekat kat peti ais berbulan2 biar mak baca tiap2 hari.

Bila saya kena marah ngan doktor, sbb refused to come the next day to take medicine ( coz hospital tu 4 jam perjalanan, sy g naik motor je) afterall alasan dia sbb boss dia xder nak sign sbb ubat tu A list. Sy diam jer. Hehehhe tp yg betulnyer nurses tu (konfem sy mmg x kenal diorang masa tu) siap2 sokong saya sbb tu sy x yah ckp apa2, guess diorang pun org miskin mcm sy gak. I am forever indebted to them. That was why bila thn lepas hari2 kuar berita komplen spital kerajaan, I wrote to Utusan dan ckp ramai lagi staff hospital yg betul2 komited mcm kat Hospital yg sy pegi tu. Artikel tu kuar suratkhabar esoknya, n the next routine check up, one of them ckp kat kenkwn dia, ni la yg tulis hari tu, "lain kali jgn tulis hospital tulis Klinik X, baru org nampak sket".

Tapi ye la kan... dalam cuba bersabar2 tu ada gak yg terlepas... kira dah habis sabar la tu..

Mcm td tu rasa mcm nak bakar jer one of my colleague nih. Heklehhh takat pegang jwtn `tu' x yah la nk rasa diri tu besar sgt, bila org buat silap siap treat org tu mcm apa ntah.. rs baguss sgt kot. Lupa diri plak...

But that was all, rasa nak bakar, tp x jugak bakar2.

That is why bila ada big shot ble bom his gfren/wife dia I was like... Waaaa hebatnyer mamat nih. Siap dia suh polis lagi suh buat dirty job... MasyaAllah lagi grand.

Tapi nak tanya gak, beli bom tu duit dia ke amik gomen punya? polis tu buat keje time dia duty ke r time off. Pistol yg dia guna utk tembak tu pistol sendirik ke hak kerajaan.

Bukan apa, saya pun bayar cukai gak.

Tapi tu la kan... burden of proof still kat polis jugak. Tapinya jugak ini high-profile case. Tapinya dlm sejarah ada brp byk high-profile case yg libatkan big shot terkantoi. I don hv the statistic. But I m sure, suratkhabar akan keluarkan nanti2 (harap2la)

Meanwhile, apalak berita murtad tu? Hv to sleep early 2nite need to catch up warta pagi at PerakFM 2morrow..

Sunday, November 05, 2006

ET accident (again ?)

Sangat terkejut.

Happened yesterday on her way to my house. She drove alone to fetch her niece kat quarters hospital. ET ok, tapi keta masuk workshop.

Thanx god polis2 kat Slim River sangat2 baik hati. Perkara yang rumit pun depa tenangkan. One of them siap cakap, "Ye lah siapa yang nak eksiden kan... tapi g report kat balai".

When later I broke the news to Zana, Kak Ma and Nora they agreed on one thing. Polis2 di Slim River sangat berbudi bahasa. Zana cakap memangla diorang tak kasi kurangkan saman tapi at least dia layan kita ngan baik dan jwb soklan kita hingga kita puasshati (believe me, if zana puashati of something tu misti mmg sgt2 bagus sbb zana kan sgt2 particular n suka bertanya sampaila dia rasa puashati) tu pun dah cukup.

On our way to KL hantar ET today, ni la antara pesanan penaja yang paling penting,

"Lainkali kot nak eksiden, eksiden kat Slim River jer, polis dia ok".

Ke smer polis skang mmg dah sangat jujur x amik rasuah? (sapa nak jawab nih?)

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Soklan lazim on accident.

1. Langgar apa?
Langgar motor.

2. Kat mana?
Depan masjid Slim River.

3. Mcm mana leh langgar?
Terlepas simpang nak buat U-turn, pas tu tetiba ada motor. Nak tekan break tertekan minyak.

4. Laa x kan x nampak?
Betul.. mmg tgk jln clear.

5. Org yg kena langgar tu ok x?
Cedera ringan jer.

6. Brp org?
Sy sorang, motor tu 2 org.

7. Keta ok x?
Teruk, masuk workshop. habisla NCB.

8. Motor?
lagi teruk. somehow dia terperosok masuk bwh keta..


Soklan yang luar biasa.

Kenapa rider ngan his pillion rider tu x mati?
Jgn marah ye tuan2. At least sy dgr 4 org tanya soklan ni. Later et told me ppl kat tempat kejadian tu jugak tanya soklan sama. Afterall motor masuk bwh keta tu..

Waaa... somehow kita lupa, ajal maut, jodoh pertemuan semuanya di tangan tuhan. Dan setiap musibah tu pasti ada hikmah yang tersembunyi dan tak terjangkau dek akal manusia.

Anyways, I thanked Him, my bestfriend has been spared. Aminnn..

Friday, November 03, 2006

SMS

Penah x silap send Sms. Sbenarnya nak send kat org lain tersend kat org lain plak. Lagi haru bila SMS tu berbunyi," dah kasitau dah nesihat Jie td, tp et menjwb plak..."

After few hours Et called, "Et bukan menjawab tapi...."

I was like..."oook"..

No, we r not fighting, u idiot. Et was trying to explain the truth. I was trying hraard not to hurt her feelings.

Dunno, besok we r going to beraya bersama. With her anak2 sedara. A dentist and a magistrate.

Mcm best best kan keje mejestret? Dont u think so? (saja la keluar tajuk sket)

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2 days ago I received this sms" Ada rasa nk pi Slim River x besok"

My replied was "Rasa mcm x kot. napa nak g besok? Dah gaji ker?"

My biggest mistake was
a) I read that SMS a day later.
b)She really want to go to Slim River on that day.
c) She didnt have car at the moment sbb ari tu dia balik sini tumpang housemate dia.
d) She ended up took bus to Slim River.
e) I just find out abt it TODAY!!!

Rasa sangat terkilan coz this is a fren who woke up at 3a.m. to send me to the hospital once upon a time. A fren who never think twice when I need her help. A fren whom rode bike tru shine and rain masa zaman mula2 keje dulu. A fren whom lend her shoulder to cry on and most of the time her ears too. Make short a fren tru thick and thin in school.

I cant imagine she walked from her apartment to the bus station. When most of the time nak g toilet pun she preferred naik kereta. And today, when she told me all the way makcik2 tu tanya mana kawan yang lain and she told them depa ada keje. I was... erkkk... Misti dia menangis dalam hati. Kena berjalan tuu...


Sahabat ku Nora,
U see, I m not very gud with words.
When I dont deny I'm a bit on insensitive side (banyak gak sebenarnya) tapi if u do like that again, I'll burnt down ur new tudung kaler pink semalam tu. I mean it.

Guessing games

Last week we had staff briefing. She ended with, if she wont be around next year, or this is the last time we met, pls forgive her and halal everything. It raised a big ? But she refused to reveal anything. Said that she just tru the phase when kids grow up and money wasnt priority anymore.

But then all her students are still studying. I know her hubby kayo, but then since none of her children duk umah I cant see her staying at home alone (most of the time) playing a devoted housewife. No, not her.

My guess was, it had something to do with business venture. I told her after meeting that should she need a PR, do not hesitate to call me. She just smiled, wic make me think I was rite.

This morning I accompanied mom to Tabung Haji. Mommy had a short chat with sapa-ntah-whom- dtg-daftar haji. Suddenly it occured to me... How could I be so blind?

Then, during majlis Hari Raya today, she sponsored cakes for all classes (ye la keta dia besar ble la bwk byk2.. hehehe) and pulut kuning for all teachers.

Yes! people wont sedekah pulut kuning for saja2. In the Malay society pulut kuning only serves during special occasions such as wedding, engagement, khatam quran,byr nazar, cukur jambul, naik boyan (spelling ni invented by Bavani), berkhatan and g mekah.

My guess is the latter.

For she's a person who never flashed her ibadah ( i should add her wealth as well). She had made her pilgrimage looong time ago. Performed umrah almost every year, yet she keeps mum on it all the time. This year we found out she did umrah when uda bumped into her after their solat exactly in front of multazam.

If i m not mistaken few years back she mentioned that she wished to perform her 2nd Haj during cuti sekolah. Ye la, org gomen ble ambik cuti haji 40 hari, sekali jer sepanjang servis (ni baru tau sbb ada masuk dlm soklan PTK).

Kak, kalau salah kita mintak maaf tau. Tapi kalau betul, ada satu jer permintaan kita...

Bawak la kita sekali.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Terrible tailor

Before g keje I stopped at the tailor's house. Paid for my dress wic she took 9 months to finish.

I thanked her when she handed me 3 pasang kain yg dihantar bln 3 and saya nak pakai bulan 6 tapi sampai tadi pun sedang elok jer dlm plastik. What was she thinking?

Before Ramadhan, I told mom I can't bear looking at her face again. Mommy went to her house (sebab dia tau anak dia ni kepala hangin, kang ada plak umah yg terbakar lak karang), asked her to do my dress for Raya. As she put it, "mintak tolongla sangat2 siapkan".

Sampai ari ni pun x siap.

For anybody out there, kot rasa xder disiplin, x yah la jadi tukang jahit. Sungguh menjengkelkan!

Kot rasa x leh buat cakap jer dari awal. Ni smer sanggup. Pas tu bila org nk ambik kasi alasan mcm2. Cakap bohong mcm x ingat kesudahannya nanti kita ke `sana' jugak.
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Later this evening when I told mom I've paid duit baju, she was like, `Oh?" When I mentioned I took all the kain2 as well, she put down her book and stared me. I didnt offer any further explanation.

Partly because I don want to hurt her feelings, mainly because there was none. I didn't give the terrible tailor my piece of mind outta respect of Mommy.

Kalau tidak... iskkkk!!!!