Thursday, May 24, 2007

fruity

baru je ari tu uda ckp berkawan ni mcm makan buah...

ada orang bila makan rasa masam, tapi bagi yang lain manis pulak... we r talking abt the same buah..

dan ari ni sy merasa yang manis2 sahaja..

yesterday i told ustaz sharul abt something. i wont expect anything from him since it just gitu2 jer...

and today i was told kamal also dah contribute gila2..

fine... we (read: kak sal R and i) didnt invite many colleague to join us coz letihla karang dengar alasan berlori2... dah la alasan menipu.. mcm la kitaorg x tau dia tipu.. pas tu cakap panjang2 macam la kita xder kerja lain.. haha

make short..

sangat gembira..

oh ye.. 2/3 of our colleagues are male.. so i dont expect much...hehehe


p/s saya suka buah cermai muda.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Untuk Nora

I don used to address myself as aku except to this someone..

Weh ngkau..

Ingat x masa g bilik ko aku ckp aku nk quit dip ed? yg ko dah tutup lampu nk tdo n aku paksa gak ko dengo.

Ko x turun pun dr katil double deck upper part ko tu and aku berdiri la menceritakan masalah negara aku that nite despite all ur remarks were OOO? EH? WAA? PAS TU? OOK..

Pas tu bila aku dah abis ckp n thanked u 4 listening.. ur answer was.. "dah abis dah? boeh aku tdo skang?' pas tu ko pun tdo.. n aku x jadi quit..

Remember after that kenkadang ko tanya aku "study ok?".. dan aku pun kenkadang jawab kenkadang x..

Then, few weeks before exam, my late dad passed away.. aku betul2 ilang semangat... then bila ko tanya (i know.. its ur way k)"bapak ko meninggal eh".. i really cant help it.. i sobbed unashamely.. the next thing i knew ko pun nangis sekali.. u told me masa mak ko meninggal the year before pun ko x nangis...

it was later confirmed by others.. because they asked me why u cried. they said that was the first time since u they know u...

knowing u, i just knew when i finished my study we will never meet again. i frequently called the house but u never returned my call..

after 7 years.. i dont have much hope to see u no more.. kekira macam missing in action la..

sbb tu ah... when ur newly anak sedara gave me ur number that day i have no clue it was u..

i mean... of all the people...

but it was u.. i was.. am glad u still remember me and ada hati nak cari kwn lama ni jugak..

and i told all and sundry betapa bestnya ko..

kenkadang magik betul hidup ni kan... mana nak tau satu hari kita akan jumpa balik sbb u married my org kampung tp x la plak jemput time kawin.. huhu..

mcmmana pun aku bangga sungguh sbb ko masih ingat... hehehe

Monday, May 21, 2007

Ayu, Saiful, Syah, Jie, Et and someone yg dikenali tp ingin dilupakan

Ayu.
Met her last friday. we had talk.. sesuatu yg sudah bertahun2 x berlaku coz everytime we met/ bumped into one another both of us tgh terkejar2 nak buat kerja...

last friday, like an old time... we talked about things wic we looooved to talk abt tp yg dah lama x cakap... rasanya dia suruh rahsiakan.. hehheheheh...

make short.. i was so happy with d sweet news.. and i took out a bar of choc from my pocket ( ok mcm budak2 bwk bekal kan..) and gave her.. moga yang manis akan berterusan...


saiful.
i dont really remember him coz he said he just in my class for 1 month b4 left for boarding school. that was 6 years ago..

he contacted me early this year kata nak tuition tp didnt turned up.. kebetulan jmpa dia smlm.. he got strings A's in SPM 2006 except hehehhe... and because of that he needs my bantuan yg x seberapa ini...

and we had a good conversation... so funny kan.. because he's so grown up.. dan hensem pulak tu... hehehe


syah.
ex student despite i never teach him. we were close and 2 years ago after he finished school then terjumpa semula, the first thing (that i remembered) he offered me nak download kan segala games ke dlm my henfon cap ayam tu.. hahhaha..

this boy never failed to amaze me..

except that he's no longer boy anymore. he's 21 now and so errrr... matured and ok fine i even told him.."u r a diff person now.."

dahla hensem, berkarisma, well dressed pas tu confidence giler...

again... he never failed to amaze me..


et.
thanx god i still have someone close yg x pernah berubah.. at least i think so until i called her last friday to confirmed our trip to PD.

and she said she could not make it sbb x dpt cuti.. not even weekend sbb dia kena ker jugak.. sebab Cindy dah jadi HOD and kak Jie nak cuti so dia kena kerja..

weh... ok i'll save my comment until i see her... x best la ckp belakang2 nih.


Jie
ari tu g jakarta (dua kali) and this friday nak fly ke bangkok... napa jie dpt smer benda yg i nak? tu my standard questions.. and Jie.....

ok la... i really like JIe.. mana ada org dengki ngan kawan2 dia kan jie...

btw.. kita x pernah pun g bangkok jie.. jgn lupa bwk ole2 heheheh


someone dikenali tp ingin dilupakan..

pelik betul.. apa lagi yang dicari? apa lagi yang kurang? apa lagi yang x cukup?

mungkin kalau satu hari u rendahkan sikit diri tu.. terima orang seadanya u'll find bahagia yang dicari-cari.. (nasihat lama yg masih relevent)

p/s i know this particular someone wont read my blog... but wherever U R..sudah2la tu..

Things I hate at the moment

1. I hate it so much sbb terpaksa tdo on d sofa yg x berapa nak fit my loooooooooong legs.

2. I detested it when my beloved wkj terpaksa duk kat luar instead of his usual home coz tptnya dah diganti oleh sleek, black vios.. sedey..sedey..

3. i hate it so much when my mom's doesnt feeling well for the last 2 days.. sbb bila dia x sihat, saya kena masak... bila saya masak.. sy x larat nak makan, kalau saya x larat means orang lain pun bukan larat sangat nak makan jugak... gitula..

4. i hate it so much when it took 10 minute to find my clothes, another 5 minutes nak iron and 15 minutes nak mandi and change to fresh clothes.. sedangkan sblm ni i can prepared in less than 5 minutes.

5. since i've to cook this morning, i couldnt wash the laundry despite bangun kol 5.30 pagi... tension ke x tension?..

6. by the way.. i hate woke up at ungodly hours (my usual is 6.45a.m.)

7. for someone who used to tido and bangun and bc buku and tdo balik... i hate my routine now... tdo senyap2 and have to make sure x jatuh timpa my bro yg tdo kat tepi sofa.. gila betul..

8. i hate the dusty surrounding... sesak nafas wehh...

9. i hate it so much when Joe's blocked my baju kurung's rack with amende-ntah-dlm beg-tu tp bulky gila... ended up.. saya pakai balik baju last week sbb x kuasa nak meyelongkar dah..

10. when my mom bising-bising nak cari tudung-yang-senang-nak-pakai-ntah-mana-kome lejangkan really made me furious as well... ate mana nak mencarinya... so my mom pun pakai je la tudung mana yg dia jumpa..

11. so hangin (with myself) when i found out i have so many baju yg x pakai... sgt membazir ni.. luckily few of kids yg sesaiz agreed nak amik and sy paksa diorang pinjam buku2 saya sekali...

12. the fact that i still cant lift heavy things angered me.. msalahnya kalau sy x angkat nanti mak saya yg angkat... penat tau... so dgn rsa x bersalah i asked mommy.."mak apa kata kita bakar je lemari ni"... mula2 mommy diam jer... tp bila dia kena angkat malam tu... she was like... "udah rungkup la lemari ni.. lejangkan aje ler.. " *sukasukasuka*..

13. yg ni mmg tension.... i just hate to mark exam paper on tiny coffee table at the verandah. first its so small, 2nd kena pakai tudung la plak...

14. mcm x ble diterima akal jer when mesin jahit pun ada kat dapur..

15. on top of all, x suka betul rumah sempit2 ni....

Friday, May 18, 2007

EKSiDen?

Sebenarnya tak.. tapi bila Man beria2 suruh buat doa selamat? konpius jugak nih....

Ceritanya cenggini....

On my way to school tadi... I saw on d left side a primary school boy bwk beskal carry kwn dia n mmg dah nak terjatuh.. he's in my tuition class. on d right side ada 2 men naik motorbike tgh usik budak2 tu.. "eeeeeehhhh nak jatuh..".. these men ni pun my ex-students jugak.. walaupun rambutnya dah perang skrg tp i still know his name..

nk jd cerita these boys jatuh betul2 time sy lalu kat tepi dia.. so i stopped abruptly (besides mmg dah kasi signal kiri sbb dah nak masuk gate, kat blkg pun xder orang).. those 2 men tadi terus dtg n tlg budak tu bangun sambil diorang gelakkan jugak..

pas tu ada sorang pakcik yg baru hantar antar dia approached us n tanya.. leh bangun ke x (kat boys tu la kan.."

these boys pun bangun sendiri ngan muka x bersalah n cakap ... "assalamualaikum.. happy teacher's day..."

eh kot ye pun nak wish.. x pyh la jatuh2 smer... risau tau x...

soklan wajib doktor-pencen ni was.. "ok x ni? nk sy antar g klinik x"..

dan these boys sekali lagi ngan senyuman maniss ckp "xderla.. xder apa2.. mmg dah jatuh bukan kena langgar pun.. jatuh sendiri"..

betul tau... sy x reka2 cerita.. tp maybe sbb man menyaksikan drama ni dlm jarak 5000m maka dia x dgr dialogue nye...

isk isk..

but then smpai mlm ni sy tersengih sorang2 ingatkan those boys..

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

The story of Abe and Syukur

Abe is 10. He was born with cerebral pulsy. I was told one of the reasons was because the mother took HBP pills during her pregnancy. But then the mother swore it was prescribed by the hospital.... so how?

But Abe is still with cerebral pulsy.

For the past 34 years, kanak2 istimewa, spastik, OKU anak2 cacat or apa-apa-nama-pun-sekategori dengannya was just a term/name yang selalu dengar tapi x pernah mengundang empati..

Last week, the mother told me she cant attend netball club meeting coz she had to take extra care of Abe coz recently he fell down and now cant move at all....

Masa tu rasa biasa je.. but then when she said Abe tanya napa kawan umi (thats me) tak datang visit dia... rasa malu2 la jugak..

So this morning, despite ari ujan sy pun pegi la ngan bawa kaler spider-man.. The sight of Abe yg xleh jalan... and sibuk nak g sekolah jugak... and his happy face when he saw me (honestly kalau sapa dtg pun dia suka jugak).. betul2 membuatkan sy terfikir.

10 years ago, i remembered one of my classmates ada satu hari a week g umah seorang OKU ni semata2 helping her with housechore. It was organised by their persatuan agama. Apsal persatuan agama kita x pernah buat?


Mcm mana pun we hv to start somewhere.. (peringatan utk diri sendirik).


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The mother told me, Abe sgt sayang pada cikgu dia especially Cikgu Syukur. Masa bln posa almost everyday dia nak hantar makanan ke rumah Cikgu Syukur dia.. Tension je the mother sbb kenkadang dia masak gitu2 je tu pun abe paksa jugak nak hantar umah cikgu dia..hehehe

One day the mother asked Cikgu Syukur,apsal la pilih Pendidikan Khas sebab the mother yang ada sorang je anak OKU ni pun rasa azab sangat inikan nak jaga anak2 orang.. Cikgu Syukur ckp dia memang minat dan kasihan pada kanak2 OKU nih... kalau dia x buat sapa lagi nak buat?

Kot ye... ntah2 memang xder kerja lain.. tu kata saya dalam hati la kan... x berani la cakap dgn the mother karang kena fire lak..

Then the mother pun sambung....

"Zan tau.. kadang2 Cikgu Syukur tu call dari sekolah suruh hantar seluar sbb Abe buang air besar dalam seluar.. akak just hantar jer.. then ambik seluar yang dah Cikgu Syukur cucikan najisnya.. bersihkan Abe pun dia buat jugak sbb Abe x berapa pandai cuci sendiri lepas buang air.. Masa balik selagi parents belum datang ambil students cikgu syukur ni tunggu la x kirala pukul berapa pun.."

Basuh ? cuci najis sekali????

Konfem saya memang x sanggup...

Tonite, on my way to carpark after my class. I saw Cikgu Syukur and dgn rasa kagum yang amat sangat i talked to him...

No i didnt tell him how i kagum i m... hehehe..

Instead I inquire whether he can lend me some loco or non loco reading materials.. ok... fine all the locoloco thingy is new to me too...

But i guess we have to start somewhere.

By the way.. Abe banyak kali sebut dia nak sgt pergi sekolah esok sbb esok hari guru.. dia nak ucapkan selamat hari guru pada Cikgu Syukur, guru besar dan guru-guru dia semua..

Make me think.. dalam beribu-ribu murid saya, 90% x peduli pun nak wish selamat hari guru pada saya... yang 10% tu mungkin terpaksa datang sbb diorang kena organisedkan apa2 acara dan wish pun sbb terpaksa..

tu mungkin sbb sy x sebaik cikgu syukur...

Selamat Hari Guru kepada Cikgu Syukur dan guru2 Pendidikan Khas.. U have done something no ordinary man can do..



P/S DR SEP - u r still the best teacher i ever had..

Monday, May 14, 2007

yg best dan tidak

because this is not the first time.. i wasnt pelik when getting news fr others. yang super peliknya when the person in question denied it.. very the wayang maaa...

dalam satu cerita yang langsung x berkaitan..

i went to kl with zana, fiqah n zirah yesterday.

we had a gud time.. the last time kuar ngan fiqah was in 2003. She was my ex-student and selalu kena paksa temankan pergi beli barang koop. Now dia dah abis form 5 and nak masuk matrik dah pun..

how time flies.. zirah is her best fren now. last time we went out with fazlina and nani... yg dua orang ni tgh sibuk bekerja skrg..

ntah bila nak kuar sama2 lagi ntah...

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Mayo passed away a month ago.

he was barely 19.

sgt sedihh..
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Friday, May 11, 2007

Am i that old?

MIRA

Was collecting mothers day card from kids on wednesday when mira whispered... "ce.. ble x kalau x nak pos"..

Ok fine... that cards was going to be posted for their mothers and mira was the only one who complained.. after much probing she still reluctant to hand it to me..

apa lagi nk buat kan except asking her reason behind that... she handed me her card with all the message neatly written...

instead of saya, she wrote kami.. y?

"ce.. dia mak tiri saya jer.. saya x tau dia boleh terima kami ke x.." i wanted to ask more but seeing her watery eyes.. x jadi la..

but i m glad when she said, "mak tiri saya baik.. tapi saya tak taula.. nanti apa kata abang2 n kakak2 saya.."

so thats it...

be grateful that u hv mother..

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NAD AND NINA

It was happened last friday. Seeing Nina wasnt feeling well i offered to give explanation on what Dr M told me.. hehehe.. after drawing the anatomy and kasi tau blablabla.. she kind of said.. "ce.. I have a problem.. xla besar sangat tapi still it makes me sad"(ok matanya pun startla berair smer...)

While she telling everything i cant help smiling mcm kerang busuk.. i shouldnt do that kan.. hehehhe.. tapi.. nak tergelak jugak... guess masa sy budak2 dulu gini gak kot..

But i like nina a lot.. she's very positive.. so instead of nak kasi pendapat or watever i told her.."misti ur parents dah ajar awk ngan baik"

hahaha.. sorry..

and today nad came to me... and she cried too.. and again.. i was smiling.. huh

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THE BOYS

these persons never failed to make me mad.. iskk.. x nak cakap la.. but then on my way seeing them i bumped into azam, zaim and a boy i hardly remember..

depa dtg kelas n turned out tuition tu dah kensel. zaim travelled like... 10km for the tuition pas tu kensel plak.. hangin betul.. ckp la awal2..

so sambil minum sama2 kitaorang pun sembang2.. i was their form teacher when they were in form one..

azam told me... they still talked abt me a lot.. huh? especially first time diorang try nak ponteng kelas. sbnarya sy pun dah lupa..

but to them it was hillarious sbb x sangka sy g cari n bila sy kira x cukup... i was yelling.."mana lagi nih"..and smer pun kena tarik masuk kelas... tu la sekali dia ponteng kelas ce dia..

"Ce ingat x Achoi nangis?" asked azam..

"ala yg dia gaduh ngan fendi...".. add zaim..

yes of course i remember.. i was a new teacher then.. konpius betul.. achoi dah la xl, fendy xs.. ble fendi tolak achoi n achoi jatuh pas tu dia nangis.. and i remembered kasi mail kat pakngah asking mcmmana nak buat kalau boys gaduh.. and pakngah citer pengalaman along and ngah gaduh masa kecik n pakngah kata nak gaduh xper kalau berbunyi dua2 pun kena... thats what i did too.. until now boys x penah dah nak bergaduh in front of me..

"alaaa... gaduh pun dpt duit lima inggit" azam ckp dlm gelak2

"oo sapa kasi?" i asked curiously..

"ce(thats me ok) la.." accused him.. and i tried to recall my reasons.. but i cant.. "apsal saya kasi?" now i really need an explanation from them..

"mana nak tau.. ce yang kasi kat achoi".. zaim lak kata..

i was like... apsal eh.. x ble ingat langsung...

maybe i should mintak balik rm5 from achoi coz i m sure dia kayo sbb dpt elaun being state's sprinter.. huhuhu...

and the once timid fendi was district level champ for tarian tradisional....

"where's yas?"... now.... whenever i met any of his batch.. ni la soklan wajib... and zaim ckp.."dia sihat ce.. dia pun ingat ce jugak.."

even how hard i tried... still rasa nak menitik jugak airmata...

i wish i could be a better teacher..

Thursday, May 10, 2007

17 may 2007

Sbb tgh hangin lupa lak nk tulis hal ni..

Ari : Monday
Suhu : Suam2 kuku
Time : Lunch

Man: Ko tgk ni Jan, bakal isteri dia..
Me : Waaat?? laaa kecewanya...
Man: La ko nak dia ke? apsal ko x ckp..
Me : Kan dah cakap ari tu...dia la lelaki pujaan kita..
Man: Ko lambat... ko x cakap betul2 ngan aku dulu.. kot x ..haaaa
Me : sedihnya.. kecewa betul (sambil order nasi goreng kampung n makan x ingat dunia)

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Ari : Tuesday
Suhu : Sama jugak
Time : Lunch lagi..

Ayeen : Dah tgk paper?
Me : Ooo... kot ye pun jgn la taruk sini.(sambil tgk paper)eh cantik eh dia...
ayeen : Dulu aku pun masuk gak dalam senarai.. tapi ye la kan..hahhaha
Me : U oso ke? kita pun ada jugak dlm list.. tp no 38 je kot.. hehehe
Su : masuk jugak tu..hahha
Me : (sambil baca paper).. impressive gak dia ni eh... perenang.. eh kita pun boleh berenang apa..
ayeen : main tennis, squash smer...
Me : u pun main tennis apa.. (ayeen was uni tennis player dulu).... tapi... hishh dia dpt first class hons.. ahh yg ni je kita ber3 xder hehhee... so mmg deserve la dia jadi queen..

dgn hati yg keciwa kitaorang habiskan makanan secepat yg mungkin.. hhahhaha.. sbb pas tu ada kelas... watever it is...

Selamat pengantin baru to the future bride n groom.. Rasa mcm bangga je jd rakyat negeri Perak.. dah la Sultan n sultanah dia well educated, raja muda pun ada phd.. now the future queen pun ada first class hons...

walaupun x kena mengena ngan sy... tapi gembira betul rasanya...

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

bittersweet of life

was having my lunch when she approached me.

her : x jadi tau 10hb ni.. sbb tu x smpat buat. tu saja cadangan tarikh jer, buat pun thn lepas.. sy pun br 2 hari kerja lps cuti bersalin. tadi nina dtg tanya, sy dah ckap x jadi, x boleh nak buat, x sempat.

me : then.. bila?

her : x tau la.. xder tarikh lagi... bz skrg ni, bln 6 ada bla, bbla bla..

me : oh? (and terus mkn mcm dh sethn x jumpa nasi goreng kampung)..

i was hangin ok...
1. skrg ni baru 8/5/07
2. projek yg bln 2 tu pun dia x buat jugak
3. projek bln 1 yg dia supposed handled pun org lain jugak yg kena buat
4. when i came to work at 11.55 this morning i saw her bergebang, at 1.05 when i finished my class.. she was still there..

so.. apa yang bznyer?

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a lady friend who was so sedeyy lasy friday and x lalu mkn on monday, even sampai ckp nk jual kereta coz hubby dearest x nak bayarkan one of the cars wic registered under her name (they hv four cars ok) was so happy today..

i was flabbergasted when she asked me, "zan bila kita nak buat projek tu?"..

i mean only last friday she asked me to postpone it coz dia xder duit, xder masa, x cukup preparation and last sekali sgt xder mood..

"akak dah ok ke skrg?" wat a stupid question.. cess..

its so obvious kan... watever it is.. i m so happy for her..she deserves to be happy..

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Teachers do know how 2 make us feel guilty... eternally

Some 10 years ago.. We were bunch of young, ambitious students and Dr sep gave us a very very simple topic for our weekly presentation..

How I do see myself in 10 years time..

It took us how long eh? guess it was among the easiest.... no burnt midnite oil r freeze in the freezing library (kuat betul aircond nyer pun...)doing research.. belasah je la pa yang patut..

there we were ramblings about things we dream off..it was recorded too.. (Enid was in charge of the camcorder gadgets)..

my classmates-cum-makan2mates-cum-kawansusahsenang were len, izan, liza, wa, helen, mani, jie, haniza, enid and I. outta respect of our frenships i wont reveal wat they said... hehehhe.. (ok ok... i m not really mulut tempayan kan.. hahhaha)

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Mine was..(lebih kurang ginila..)

In 10 years time, I want to be the next Agnes Bojaxhiu. nothing to do with her faith but i really admired her charity work.

born on 26 August, 1910, in the center of Uskub, in the Kosovo Province of the Ottoman Empire (now Skopje, Macedonia).She left her home at age 18 to join the even though she knows would never again set eyes on her mother or sister.

The journey wic took her to foreign land with different climate and colours and poverty is infamous for, Calcutta.Later she changed her name to Theresa.

The life of me, I was showered with love by parents, family and friends. i have the comfort of knowing these people will always be with be through thick and thin. Unfortunately, there are others as described by her, "the hungry, the naked, the homeless, the crippled, the blind, the lepers, all those people who feel unwanted, unloved, uncared for throughout society, people that have become a burden to the society and are shunned by everyone." Its my mission to care for them, make them feel loved and wanted.

After graduated, I planned to work for a few years, saved some money and later, god willing i'll travel around the world as a freelance photographer. Like her, I will do my best to give back to the society. Who knows someday i might open my own orphanages, hospices or lepers houses all over the world.

Therefore, in the next 10 years time I would be the next mother theresa.

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That was the most foolish things to say kan...
Coz after 10 years time.. I m still stuck with the same job, the same workplace. the same people...Nak mintak transfer kat diff environment pun azab.. cett!!

Nak travel around the world?... g India pun x pernah lagi.. isk isk..

freelance photographer???... huhu... amik gambor anak sedara pun still kena komplen..

talking about nak bina all those houses... helping those lepers.. giving back to society.... wuishhh.. pagi tadi kat tuition class out of 26, only 4 kids turned up...

maybe i shud say something realistic like one of my classmates in LKI class told us in her presentation.. she wanna be a good mother.. we were like (wehhh x payah la masuk U kot takat nak jadi mother..).. but she got her point there and wish her luck..

or maybe i shud stick to jie's.. (byk betul kwn nama Jie) ... u know.. bila ada jer nak set up commitee apa2 Jie misti rebut nak jadi permaisuri agung.. x paham betul.. mana ada jawatan tu.. tp dia create sendiri.. no she's not permaisuri agung, at least not yet.. ( who knows kan...)..

or maybe... well.. maybe i talked too much..

it just that.. i feel like a loser..

sungguh sedeyy

but then.. mother theresa is still my idol.. jgn ah tanya apsal x pilih muslim as an idol.. ada... tp itu kategori lain..

Mony and Memory

Went to UPSI for short course last thursday...
I was like.... I wish Mony is here...


Ok fine... pls dont believe all those sappy story on tv about cinta-kampus-whatever not tu...

Because true frienship x kenal gender...


I dunno how it started.. guess since Mony is the only full time student in our class so he was appointed as a ketua kelas a.k tukang photostat... and i was the most bengap so i came on weekday to get my copies..

and we kind of click...

well Mony is a very very friendly man so it was his personality that makes others drawn to him easily.. me included.. He was newly-married at that time and on scholarships as well.

and i remembered one day after class i told him i want to go to KL by bus and mntak tolong dia simpankan helmet... and he was overexcited plak nak ikut sama... hehehe.. and it was like... 6.00p.m..

we walked together to the bus station. the most lawak thing, on the journey, he smses..asking if he can sit beside me.. so i replied .. yes if u want too.. and there he was... asking mcm2 about malaysia... mak aihh.. rasa nyesal pun ada coz i wasnt that familiar ngan segala bangunan kat kl let alone the history... nyesal x belajar rajin2 dulu..

nasib baik ari pun dah gelap so ble la kasi alasan.. hehe... from pudu he headed to UPM to see his fren and me to Shah Alam to my sister's house..

dalam ari dah gelap tu ada hati lagi dia ajak mkn dulu coz he said tu turn dia belanja... ok.. fine we have turn belanja makan jugak...

i think our frenships blossomed after i quit the class..

i was so bored and lonely and confused and tired and hangin (dgn diri sendiri)... and he was there saying all nice things about life... and we went pusing2 sampai sesat2 la kat kg kelawar... ok.. i didnt know entrance ke kg kelawar tu dah tukar pulak... isk isk iskk


before he went back to cambodea, we had makan2 together... for the last time.. he insisted that it was on him (again!)

that was the last time i saw him

Hehhe

rasanya nanti pakngah misti cakap.. mana gambo mony? ni gambar apa?

gambar mony xder dlm simpanan.. x terfikir lak nak ambik gambo dulu.. and 2 pics above are in the library...

because once upon a time, when i was so malas nak buat homework and we went to library together and i noticed mony ni dah jadi mcm small celebrity plak... kejap2 aje ada org tegur dia, kejap2 ada lagi org dtg...waaa hebat tul..


p/s now mony is a university lecturer in his country
pp/s i didnt finish my MA and tobat x nak buat MA langsung.. sekian

Friday, May 04, 2007

Cerita hari ini

Was ok compared to last week..

talipon pon dah ok..

was so happy seeing frens and kids after long holiday..

was over the moon coz ada baju baru? hahaha (x kena mengena)

yg x best..
1. got phone call fr org atasan asking if i take the documents.. i was like what d u mean i mean... sangat x kena mengena.. and i called ayeen... and she told something hilarious... she had told them the documents are missing weeks before but everyone make donno.. and now the auditor is coming smer org pun x baru sibuk nak cari...

2. a fren, kak S was very2 unhappy... domestic chaos... and she confided to ME.even 14 kali sy cakap. saya ni xleh simpan rahsia kak..

3. zana called despite td sblm balik kerja kitaorang sembang coz dia nak melahirkan x puas ati sbb ada ke X'z hubby ble ckp dia malas nak pikir bila zana mintak format soalan sains... and zana asked me soklan susah...


gila mencabar... but i said...saya setuju!!.. hahaha...

Ni cerita ari isnin