Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Untuk Nora

I don used to address myself as aku except to this someone..

Weh ngkau..

Ingat x masa g bilik ko aku ckp aku nk quit dip ed? yg ko dah tutup lampu nk tdo n aku paksa gak ko dengo.

Ko x turun pun dr katil double deck upper part ko tu and aku berdiri la menceritakan masalah negara aku that nite despite all ur remarks were OOO? EH? WAA? PAS TU? OOK..

Pas tu bila aku dah abis ckp n thanked u 4 listening.. ur answer was.. "dah abis dah? boeh aku tdo skang?' pas tu ko pun tdo.. n aku x jadi quit..

Remember after that kenkadang ko tanya aku "study ok?".. dan aku pun kenkadang jawab kenkadang x..

Then, few weeks before exam, my late dad passed away.. aku betul2 ilang semangat... then bila ko tanya (i know.. its ur way k)"bapak ko meninggal eh".. i really cant help it.. i sobbed unashamely.. the next thing i knew ko pun nangis sekali.. u told me masa mak ko meninggal the year before pun ko x nangis...

it was later confirmed by others.. because they asked me why u cried. they said that was the first time since u they know u...

knowing u, i just knew when i finished my study we will never meet again. i frequently called the house but u never returned my call..

after 7 years.. i dont have much hope to see u no more.. kekira macam missing in action la..

sbb tu ah... when ur newly anak sedara gave me ur number that day i have no clue it was u..

i mean... of all the people...

but it was u.. i was.. am glad u still remember me and ada hati nak cari kwn lama ni jugak..

and i told all and sundry betapa bestnya ko..

kenkadang magik betul hidup ni kan... mana nak tau satu hari kita akan jumpa balik sbb u married my org kampung tp x la plak jemput time kawin.. huhu..

mcmmana pun aku bangga sungguh sbb ko masih ingat... hehehe

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