Tuesday, January 01, 2008

kiamat kecil di tahun baru


i m always looking forward for the first meeting every year.. remember when we were in school and after the long break we cant wait for first day to school. awal2 lg dah iron baju.. masa duk kat kat hostel, mmg x sah kot xder yg terlajak bangun pukul 3 pagi siap2 mandi then tgk jam, tdo balik... apa la ko ni labu

its always gud seeing all those familiar faces after been apart for almost 50 days. remember the story mory we shared mcm x cukup mulut nk bercerita... it was fun!

bila dah kerja ni thrill dia lain sket coz it lies in wat post u'll be appointed to... as usual the first thing we did is scouring buku senarai tugas...

well... there were 2 posts that i requested (satu tu sebab nak kerja dgn feeza, dia sangat bestest and lg satu sbb rasanya thn lepas sy x buat bagus sangat so i wish i9 could improved few things) for that i m so thankful.

but then....

this is weird.. i tot the p-i-c said he wanted some new blood coz they havent made profits lately . imagine my terkejut-beruk upon seeing my name. i hold d post for 5 yrs before i got transfer to pahang in 2006. then someone else took over (aminnnnn)...

tp saya x jadi g pahang pun. and i m grateful coz they hv replacement for that post. it was very time consuming maaa... hari2 kena buat sgt x larat...

tp sebab utamanya is.. slps berpatah arang ngan Jerk 2 yrs ago i cant see myself duduk mengentertain dia lagi... sgt tertekan nih...

ppl said there's always silver lining but it was very hot on my way home so x tergamak nak pandang ke atas looking for one..

let talk abt something happy..

well i could find none.. so i paste the pic up there.. It was my favourite pic.. because it reminds me of something wonderful and how happy i was, eventhough it has nothing to do with the man who stood beside me.

on a very different but related story..

sy rasa message my ex-boss ni sgt indah, "the same goes 2 u plus u'll get what's best 4 u although u didnt ask for it"..

i was thinking... apa bendanya yg best utk saya tp sy x pernah mintak... agaknya that post kot.. or maybe free trip ke dungun.. hehehe

welll theres something i really wanted end of this year, cita2 yg saya simpan since i was ten ke eight... something wic i craved even more after seeing dr z, something wic will definitely make my life complete (insyaAllah)

but that something i wish not to share with anyone. doa-doakanlah ye...

ehemmm

to all malaysian, happy new year, may u get ur heart's desire and granted d best for u even u dont ask for it (tiruu) and may u be happy all year tru...




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