Friday, February 29, 2008

Yang sakit dan cari penyakit.

Ni Acho. He took care of us since my father health deteriorating, sangat lama dah.

Dia adik saya. Pembetulan, dia adik yang sangat sangat sy sayangi. Masa sy belajar, mintak tolong apapun dia akan usahakan. Ada satu hari tu dia hantarkan sy ke satu opis gomen sbb nak uruskan borang scholarships.

He was waiting for me outside when i finished. And he was talking to a pakcik. I greeted d pakcik and we dashed off.

Acho : Pakcik tu kata orang bodoh.
Me : Why? Org kg kita ke?
Acho : x la.. dia saja je nyembang. Org ckpla bwk kakak isi selesaikan urusan biasiswa.
Me : Apa bodohnya amik biasiswa?
Acho : dia tanya adik ke? org ckp la kakak. pas tu dia tanya lagi, org cakapla ko kakak, adik kat UPM
Me : habis tu dia kata bodoh tu kenapa?
Acho : byk kali dia tanya, org belajar kat mana, org ckp org x belajar dah. tu dia kata "bodoh ye kamu" sebab ko ngan bib masuk U, orang tak..
Me : mana pakcik tadi? dia kata ko bodoh?

Seriously memang i put down d helmet n nak g cari pakcik tu. And acho gelak2 ckp its ok, dia x kisah. The truth is, I DO CARE.

He might not enter any university, he did that so i can further my studies. He helped my parents raised us up, in a way no other brother could think of. He is a responsible man. the one that u know u can count on. He is knowledgeable in his chosen field. Pakcik2 kat sini la yg cakap, so sy pura2 la x bangga sangat.. dan cakap dia cuba2 je tu.. the truth is he read a lot.

Since a month ago he's been under d weather. Mostly he just lied down after work. 2 days ago he searched high n low for car keys, to go to d clinic. And today he wasnt feeling ok. My mom is in Langkawi for short holiday at the moment.

I just cant bear seeing him in crucial pain like that.

So i took Cuti rehat, just to take him to d clinic. the only time i took cuti rehat masa g Mekah. I didnt take MC coz takut bila menipu nanti Allah balas cash.

Hopefully Acho akan ok... Lagipun x bestla musim election ni x leh keluar rumah plak.. kerja banyak beb..
p/s pix was taken on feb 23 2008



This is baby. here is our conversation 20 days ago..

her: banyak ubat? painkiller ni ok? apa namanya ni?
me : ntah, ubat baru, last time naproxene tu dah x brp ok. yg ni doc ckp paling bestla. nak?
her : mkn camna? leh gak..
me : nanti wa tulis..
her : pil ni? weii this is gud for skin la..
me : ye ker? mana nak tau.. tu kena mkn non stop.
her : wa nak..
me : safe ker? wa ada stok masa g mekah tu lagi, lum expired pun.
her : boleh ni, biasa je org lain makan..
me : x tau la.. wa baca brand ni d mildest.. lu nak amik la
her : camna nak mkn?
me : taken daily, same time non stop until habis.
her : ok

today she called.
her : lu tipu
me : y?
her : wa dah mkn mcm lu ckp tp wa mkn kul 11 mlm.. abis tu slalu la wa terlepas sbb tertidur..
me : brp byk lu terskip?
her : kdg2 sampai 4 hari...
me : lerrr... side effect?
her : terukla... ( when she mentioned it, its horrible)
me : wa x mentioned ke jgn skip dulu?
her : ada tapi lu kata kena same time, wa tertidur maaa..
me : lu ni kata budus tapi ada degree..
her : sekaranga dah ada masters la hik hikhikhikk
me : hehehee.. kalau belum konvo x kira lagi la..
her ;ok
me : so lu g pharmacy je, i think u hv start all over again. tunjuk ah ubat tu so dia tau lu dpt dr spital. ckp je doc kasi sbb ada ........(fill in d blank)
her : tapi wa x ada ..........(fill in d blank) tak apa ke tipu?
me : better ckp yg betul la.. orang jahat selalu dapat balasan.. ) i want to add masuk neraka tp takut)
her : okie

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theres lots ore i stopped when s/1 i knew asked "tke ar piks "org2 berani diorang sokong sblh sana" oppppsss tingat lak pkeliling ari tu

Monday, February 25, 2008

Cerita saya

Opps x ble cerita sangat..

Penamaan calon is a great place to learn about d real Malaysian. Forget abt racist watsoever coz ari ni everyone is equal n d comradeship lain macam bestnya..

guess smer org pun in high spirit, walau bertunggu tgh panas tp muka masing2 manis jer... even they met for d first time, tp bercerita mcm nak rak... wic is amazing.

Amazing malaysian!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Finally...

si


Last year i promised nak bwk dia jalan2 kalau dah sihat. Cam biasa le, janji tinggal janji.. kejam betul cik izan dia..

Nasib baik ari ni ustaz bwk dia datang and dah sihat pulak.. Since I wasnt so busy, so i took him for brief walk.. G kolam ikan, kira ikan, G taman tanya warna bunga..

Berpeluh2 Abe.

So kitaorang g koop and beli ayo. And duduk kat taman minum dulu..


I introduced to him to some of d kids.. One of them lari when i asked him to shake Abe's hand... Nak aje saya ketukkan kepala dia... Yang lain2 ok je... they greeted Abe fondly... but i noticed many stared Abe curiously..

I m glad nowadays Sekolah Komuniti is placed inside school compound. Why shud we segregate them from d rest of community?
ni zulfazli, azrul and amirul...

Back to Abe.he had great time.. dia katala....

It just that, while enjoying "silat" training perfomance, when he said, "balik nanti abe nak buat mcm gitu".. sy terus tarik tangan dia..."jom acik hantar abe kat Umi abe"..

The truth is baru Raya Haji lepas, sebulan dia x boleh jalan sebab dia tiru Kaber Hero Kabir Zero, lompat tangga.. did u know cerebral pulsy born is lack of muscle coordination?

senang cakap, masa umur 10 tahun baru dia boleh berjalan. Unlike us, kalau jatuh boleh gelak2 lagi sambil bangun, it takes weeks for Abe to recover..

Tu je la citer yg paling best ari ni..










Tuesday, February 19, 2008

She's rite...

When i stopped My car last sunday seeing y treMbling bleeding finger i wished i wasnt alone. Unfortunately I was. Mother Theressa was rite .... the worst thing in d whole life is d feeling of unloved and uncared for .

Friday, February 15, 2008

Kerja... macam ni la..



It was originated fr my 2006 experience. After breakfast we had meeting with anaesthetist. sampai je my turn, she had to go urgently. After dinner, i was called up to her dept and sambung balik kerja dia.

Me : eh dah petang.. x balik lagi ke?
doc : x ... tadi ada kes... kerja doktor mcm ni la kak...

Mcm mulia kan bunyinya...

Since sports fever ni, bila ada orang tegur pagi petang ke pegi sekolah, my standard answer is, "kerja cikgu macam ini lah makcik/pakcik/kak/encik".

tiru la tu..

this morning we have pre-sports events. mcm xder masalah pun... smer pun very the efficient.. but i noticed something is very very not right.

and i talked to rizlan, to wic his reply..."ko jgn la ijan, aku kenal dia lama dah sejak aku kawin thn 1998. dia tu satu blok dengan izan, keluarga dia ok aje la..".

izan, rizlan's beautiful wife was my junior in school. we were very close.

but i still think there's something disturbing about a boy. i called him to stand next to me throughout d events. he reminded me of one of my ex-roommate in uni whom i've write about in one of my post entries. and the feelings still haunted me until now.

called me paranoid.

but then its part of d parcel being a teacher..

btw dlm tergesa2 nak g pre-sports pagi ni.. x sempat lak nak breakfast... up there were yummy dip i tasted in an indian restaurant. Ironically it is in Vietnam.

Gambar lagi satu breakfast in Perth. Apple juice, a croissant and exotic oranges. mcm cantik kat limau2 tu? very juicy too.

in time like this i wish i could have breakfast in errr... maldives?

but then kerja... macam ni la.. mana boleh pergi holiday suka2 hati..

lupa.. td on my way home i passed a circular on d notice board. My new PK (nama dia Tuan Haji Idris) is a very well-organised man. Apa2 circular dia akan tampal promptly. Masalahnya norizan adnan bukan baca sangat..

The circular, dated Jan 2, 2008.. regarding Pekeliling Perkhidmatan Bil.5 Thn 1996 and Peraturan 21, Peraturan-peraturan Pegawai Awam (Kelakuan dan Tatatertib (Pindaan)2000).

If u r Penjawat Awam, make sure u read it and adhere to d rule.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Bukan cerita election

Besides time telecast bola yg ada Perak main or final world cup, this is d time that my bro sanggup berkongsi tv dan duduk menonton bersama2. Especially during prime news.

We also watched Mandarin 12 noon News at 8TV. Coz they aired EC press conference. Mcm best jer. Kebetulan la plak Acho wasnt feeling well and i was coming home from pre-sports and Adik came home earlier to see Acho. There we were tersangkut depan tv bertiga while my mom busy preparing lunch.

Tak pernah lak tgk EC press conference kat tv kan.. malas la nak mengulas.

Ari ni hari valentine kan... how d u feel tetiba dapat bunga dari ur future MP? sebenarnya sy tgk kat tv3 tadi.. agaknya mmg every year kot that MP kasi bunga kat public on valentine's day.. kebetulan je kali ni dah nak election... kita kena berbaik sangka...

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Yesterday was tough..

dahla parliament dissolved (apa kena mengenanya?) and d heat really make me dizzy. only this morning i had chance to read d yesterday paper thoroughly.

The courtroom was silent when Jayanti replied: "They told me about three months later that the file had to be closed because it involved high-ranking officers in the government. They then gave me RM3,000 cash." (ACA officer gave me RM3,000' NST Feb 13)

and this also http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Wednesday/Frontpage/2156344/Article/index_html

sengaja la pilih news from mainstream media..

I was thinking... kot gitu la caranya hakim bekerja, so kenapa dia dpt jadi hakim?

kalau orang BPR pun x bersih, kenapa dia dpt kerja ngan BPR?

top of all kenapa orang mcm ni lulus? sesuatu mesti dilakukan.. dalam satu ucapan Dr raja Nazrin, he said a candidate shud be chosen based on his integrity.

I totally agree..

tapi masalah negaranya yg tukang pilih tu berintegriti ke tidak?

dr m baru2 ni ckp, (baca dalam NST jugak) x penting parti mana asalkan calon tu berkelayakan. cam gitu kot dia cakap..

there r many capable ppl. but i myself prefer someone with integrity. someone yg still duduk kat rumah sendiri, hidup sederhana even mcm nik aziz, someone yg strong, nice yet very focus mcm rafidah aziz, someone as sincere as lee lam thye, someone who preferred to be unpopular as long as d rakyat will benefited from his action like dr m and dr khir... last but not least, someone as punctual as my constituent assemblyman.

maka dengan itu, ingatlah rakyat malaysia... kuasa di tangan anda. ceeewahhhh

p/s dlm paper ari ni ada rahsia dr khir... hehehe









Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Parlimen dah bubar?

Dr ptg tadi asyik tu je citernya...

ceh excited betul smer org macamla dapat jd Perdana Menteri lepas ni... Pas tu masa ni la ntah sapa2 yang selama ni selisih bahu pun buat x nampak jer jadi super mesra..ye la kan...

mcm in d previous election.

i was riding PDY bila tgk org ramai. rupanya ada penamaan calon. sy x pernah tgk so i decided to join d crowd.

theres no way sy akan duduk kat kumpulan parti pujaan saya ngan faded jeans, green sweater n seasoned loafers. masuk parti lagi satu rasa errr.. menipu diri sendiri plak..

so i stood besides a bunch of MIC supporters. They were very nice. An uncle melayan je tiap mender yg sy soal. Turned out they were "org kuat' parti. I learnt that fact coz after the candidates completing their forms, and approved by EC, d incumbent ADUN shake hand and exchange few pleasantries (in Tamil) with pakcik2 yg duduk keliling saya.

Dengan senyuman mesra dia pun hulurkan tgn kat sy jugak.. So i wished him gud luck..

He won!

Few months lepas tu ada satu banjir skala kecik (ala sikit benor pun) in front of a school. I was there. Pakcik jaga stopped me to warn me abt d ayor (x sampai ati sangat nak kata itu banjir pun). In normal circumstances takat ayor byk tu org redah je..

But the were photographers. And d ADUN too..

I slowed down my car and smiled to him.. afterall kita penah berjumpa maa.

yeah rite ... he don even look at me. heheheh...

malas le sy nak describe wat he did kat ayor coz i wasnt sure myself.

i mean - 1. ayo tu cetek je
2. he don even greet d passersby
3. he flashes his smile to no one in particular... ye la mcm posing nk amik gmbo..

tu pendapat sy la.. mungkin sy buruk sangka,...

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Ada satu lagi experience. Masa tu election thn 99'

Sy x register lagi masa tu. On d election kitaorg g umah kawan kawen. Ayah dia org kuat UMNO so adala calon parti dtg makan kenduri.

Calon tu bukan org Melayu la kan.. kita org kenal dia pun sbb poster dia bergantung2 kat khemah kenduri tu...tapi mesra kan main... dia siap pegi dari meja ke meja n greeted d guest... silap2 org ingat dia plak tuan rumah..

he won!

lawaknya pas tu one of my frens cakap, she met dat man in a function, jgn kata nak greet, senyum pun x... hhehehehe..

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in my uni year, ada satu program, guest of honor dia a minister. he was late. takper lagi.. tp bila dia smpai x sedikit pun dia mintak maaf atas kelewatan dia, instead dia terus merapu mcm x bersalah. X pk pun dia kitaorg lewat start sbb tunggu dia, bosan lak tu dgr speech dia.

Till now kitaorang pangkah dia secara berjemaah.

Bila dah keje ni ada satu event yg a minister datang. tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu.. x sampai2... tetamunya ramai kanak2.. bolehx bayangkan apa jadi? ada yg sampai tidur, ada parents yg bwk anak kecik..

when he came, dia ni pun x mintak maaf. dia terus cakap how bz he was. and bla bla...

excuse me! i don care u bz tahap tenuk pun. kitaorang pun ada keje lain jugak. x ble ke bersopan sikit dan hormati masa?

sometimes wat u need is a small portion of being humble. KALAU DAH LAMBAT TU MINTAKLA MAAF.. SUSAH SANGAT KE?

oh sy mesti tulis yg ini...
Our current ADUN is punctual giler. I heard kalau majlis mula kol 8, kol 7.45 dia dah sampai. And my mom said when he was confered datukships few years ago, he organised a party in our place n in his speech he said, "saya dapat ni Datuk ni pun sebab tuan-tuan"

As my mom put it ,lain muka dia tau, nampak rendah hati dia, suara pun mcm sebak je, bagus ADUN kita ni.

Mcm biasala kitaorang semer akan cakap ,"mak jangan mudah terpedaya".

For d record my mom mmg UMNO totok, x lama lagi misti dia bukak ceramah yg bermula dgn "dulu masa kome kecik2 nak makan pun susah, inila jasa UMNO......"

Gitula ceritanya tp so far our ADUN tu mmg tip top la service dia... jadi x boleh la nak buat serangan peribadi.

But then, its d tradition in our family of 15 (termasuk abang2 ipar) misti ada adegan perang oral di musim pilihanraya.

btw i looooooove general elections.. ia merapatkan hubungan kami adik beradik... sbb kebetulan most of us sokong parti yg sama (termasuk abang2 ipar sekali)

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Kijamnya dunia ini!!!!

I received fwd message fr Sue in Kuching last week. Since then i cant sleep well.. Saya jadi tertekan even berita ini xder kena mengena dengan norizan adnan. Katakanlah semua ini pelsu!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Monday, February 11, 2008

Durian day - sweet yet thorny



Most of my colleagues exchanging their recounts of massive traffic jammed masa balik raya cina. I have nothing to share so i just hear their stories.

Conclusion - Datuk Samy shud make more road. That's if he is re-elected in d next election. hehhe kidding..

I took Along to Slim River bus stand, partly coz she had to go back to work tomorrow n mainly my mom bising barang dapur (actually toletries je sebenarnya) dah abis. Even serbuk pencuci pun habis.

I was running against time coz i'll hv 11.45 a.m. meeting. At least i tot it was 11.45a.m. Just imagine how rasa-nak-bakar-diri i felt when i realised its on 12.15noon. Hisshhh... Aisehmenn..

The meeting went well.

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As i wrote before d new broom is very very rajin. i must add he is innovative and sensitive too. Sensitive to d need of giving chance fairly to all kids. He implemented a new rule. D club will host weekly assembly fortnightly. This week is my club turn.

In my humble opinion it is brilliant. dont u think so? I don hv chance to mount up d podium when i was 13 (not that i want to).

We delegate the task among club members. Wic is not so fun coz smer pun rebut2 nak jadi tukang pegang hadiah instead of jadi MC.. Cess!!!

Thanx to bro Khai n Ust raof who made our task easier. And Kak Sal S and kak Sal R who gave berbakul2 encouragement to d kids too..

Despite si Zura yang naikkan bendera ala-ala slow motion (lagu dah abis bendera still kat stgh tiang lagi ) yang lain2 sgt2 ok. But then for d first timer, there r lots more room for improvement kan zura... I love u too Zura...

Honestly i m thankful dpt students yg talented mcm diorang. Aminn

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on a very unrelated matter, i was quite annoyed with 2 persons today.

the first one said he didnt hv money to do d program. since when kena pakai duit sendiri? why cant org lain ble je buat? where d money comes from? sky?

if he is new maybe it is acceptable tapi dah bertahun maa holding that post... i m really really annoyed. i gave him a quarter of my piece of mind.

a quarter only coz uda dah pesan byk kali, dia x nak buat gasak dia la jawab kat Sana esok... dah byk kali org lain cakap pun he still gitu.

i just played my role as a muslimah for once and all. i wont bother no more afterwards.

the other one is when a lady gave tonne of alasan for not re-doing her paperwork. It was wrong. It was definitely err wrong.

I was taught by my ex-boss, Kak Sha that if u submitt something wic is not up to certain standard, she will definitely reject it. She will read all d papers thoroughly before she signed anything. As she said countless time, in d end it was her name printed there.

Once i had to re-doing d same paper for three times. Rasanya last sekali kak sha buatkan yg betul n kasi satu copy to me.

But then when she said, "eh **** dah sign pun", that is totally out-of-this-world feelings to me.

huh?

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when i was rasa sedeyy i really wanna be alone.

when she was sedeyy she wanted to be alone too. normally she will confided to her close frens when masalah negara tu dah selesai. guess its her style x nak menyusahkan kawan2.

this time is diff. i think i did mistakes as well.

dear fren (u know who u r)
wat hepen? jgn ah bottled up sangat, nanti ko mati cepat maaa... i promised x kan mulut tempayan lagi...

in time like this, i missed Jie. He always know wat to do.

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Rumah Kaca


I just finished reading Cecilia Ahern's Where rainbows end. (She is also d best selling author PS I love u)

Baby bought it on her way home in one carbootSALE in London last year. I dun think that info is important but for d very first time she wrote her name n d place she bought it from. thats new.

The story is about Rosie and Alex who have stuck with each other since they were 5. From naughty children to rebellious teenagers, dating games and marriages ups and downs their magical connections survive the years and miles. They called themselves "best friends". Unbeknown to both of them, they have loved one another deeply, more than friend's love.

They declared their love to one another at the age of 50.

can u believe it? its 45 years wasted down d drain.

and i cried bitterly.. forgive me i also cried when i read news that dr mahathir cried when he hold the late pak harto's hand when he was in d hospital. i cried when reading dec jelita edition especially sbb ada cerita pasal ziela jalil n madunya. and i cried even more when megat junid passed away last month..

guess, when we were old we see things with diff eyes now.

i m sure if any of my hostel mate reading this entry she will gelak berguling2 coz i wass d one who used to laugh rolling2 when seeing others cried their eyes out during farewell nite gathering.

so no more cerita sedih2 for me.. currently i'm reading pramooedya ananta toer's rumah kaca. well i have read his keluarga gerilya since i was 11. it was one of d textbooks belonged to my sisters. in fact i've rad all their textbooks since i was 7. unfortunately my memory span was always conked out. it showed it my result slip year by year wic i safely hide in unreachable place anywayy..

back 2 d book.. i did like keluarga gerilya. or at least i think i loove it. i wasnt sure myself coz its been a long time. but then rumah kaca is diff. its too full of indonesian lingo. i tot we r serumpun?

ironically our bestfren, jie will fly to Jakarta at 3pm today.

while i contented with reading an indonesian book, jie experienced it kat situ2 jugak... heheh sorry poverty of vocab.

i wish i could be in Jakarta too (bukan dgn jie la tapinya coz golfing mmg xder kena mengena dgn idup sy) instead of stuck in my total-mess bedroom reading book wi c took me xtra long time to understanddue to d language barrier.

i wish i could go to London like baby. i hv never been to London u know. i wish i could hv a bestfren like Alex sbb dia kayoo dan hensem giler. (No offence Et u r very very beautiful, all my nieces and friends say so.. Jie u know u r absolutely gorgeous, and ur billboard (yes!!!sahabat jie is also a billboard model) make me pusing d road 8 kali to take a glimpse of u... no offense 2 u 2..)

but then.... forgive me for saying, kadang2 dunia ini sgt kijam....


Friday, February 08, 2008

Musim orang bertunang and..

early year is engagement seasons.

on feb 6 i met a boy who's on d way home for his bro engagement ceremony trip d next day. since that was d first time we met, bet he must shaken to death seeing my articulation skills, speaking-non-stop when i was nervous . sorry eh..

speaking abt engagement, my dear fren, kak norma also engaged yesterday. she keeps complaining about not getting white gold, even 78 kali we told her we loooooooove her engagement ring. the usual bubbly kak norma who crazy abt white gold.


is d material of engagement ring will make a diff? i mean, last time a fren told me, her bapak mentua pergi beli cincin lain sbb the one that his son beli a bit cheap. for me the first original ring wasnt cheap, at least i myself could not afford it.

does it matter kalau cincin tu mahal ke murah?

btw d beautifully decorated hantaran pun gila betul..

someday i'll upload pics..

and my neighbour (belakang rumah) also engaged yesterday. neighbour depan rumah pun.. tapi last week. neighbour dpn rumah tapi jauh sikit pun engaged last week kot jugak.

tomorrow is angah's engagement party. she's ayu's sister. since kedatangan akan diambil, so misti nak pergi la..


ramai betul eh...


my house is also full and crammed (bombastic). it has nothing to do with any party.. just that my anak2 sedara balik and they honing their hide n seek skills..

n i couldnt find my handphone till now. i saw my brooch scattered on d floor. my books also lying everywhere in my tiny bedroom. and they smell so incredibly good too..

kejap2 spray perfume, kejap2 dah bau lain...

biar betul anak2 sedara ku ini..

today is friday. Ilman (aged 8) awal2 lagi dah cakap dia x nak g semayang jumaat. Guess d main reason was last year, d only time dia semayang jumaat kat sini, dia nangis kat mesjid cari ayah dia, ended up berjemaah kitaorang usik dia smpai sekarang..

i already bribed him.. if he and izzudin sembahyang jumaat ari ni, i will take all lot to d hotsprings..

i know... x baik merasuah budak2.. tapi sebenarnya mak andak dia yang nak pergi sangat..
happy holiday 2 u... hv fun!!


happy holiday to Dila too. ari ni dia nak buat kenduri kesyukuran before she fly to NZ. She'll further her studies in Victo U. And some one yg belum dapat mengonfem berita ni pun will outstationed kat obersea jugak in d near future. Jie pun akan g obersea started off Feb 11 ni.. for some tournament katanya.


apsal suddenly smer orang ader berita gembira?

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

YANG yang palsu

I wrote abt how i felt abt celebrating birthday last year. Since last year, i vowed i couldnt care less if ppl ingat ke x my besday dgn sebab2 yg dah ditulis dlm entry pada masa tu..

tapi since Dec sy dah teringat my birthday coz et gave besday pezen in advance. Smlm Len's gift arrived via post. We talking abt len yg selalunya kasi adiah ari jadi kat saya bulan lapan... sambil dia meng"hint"kan apa yg patut...hahahha.. (tq len.. looove d brooch from faraway land so much)

so be it. ari ni sy x harappun sapa2 akan ingat.

but then after subuh prayer, d first thing i was shahrul's wish msg.. eh x leh jadi nih.. i mean... shahrul of all ppl! shahrul is our library assistant. Shahrul is much much younger than me n kalau dah kerja sama2 mmg ada le selisih paham baaaaaaaaaanyak jugak (hal2 kerja maa) .. sungguh gitu pun dia still boleh ingat and dia send msg exactly at FEB 5 00:33.

ayah su, my chat fren also remember. even rasanya i don remember that close to him.. and izan, our newly appointed PEMABU secretary (ke izan nak jadi bendahari sebenarnya?)..

and a few students too..

if these ppl ingat.....x kan laa......ok fine... was waiting besday wish from someone yg kata "MEMANGPUN I SAYANG KAN U"

at last i texted him, even si shahrul pun ble ingat maa.. he gave d usual.."sorry yang, ampun yang (ok i exaggerated)

how can u say sayang wen ari jadi org tu pun u bole lupa??? haaaaaaaaaa x yah jawabla...

sampai skang i ingat ari jadi anuar zeng tau... (ini ialah statement)

sekian cerita ari ni. sori emo sket...






Monday, February 04, 2008

joyride

sbnrnyer entry ni dinspirasi dari entry pakngah.. same date..

here is my story.

i was doing my practical training kat bagan serai. seumur idup x pernah g situ pun. nasib baik tu kg my roommate, mid.

ayah saya meninggal dunia few months b4 my practical training. my mom lak despite x pernah register nak g mekah tetiba dapat lak peluang nak buat haji thn tu..

masa tu sehari sblm raya haji la.

sy kerja smpai kol 12. plan asal balik raya ngan my fren. tp last minute dia leh tanya, "eh ye ker, tapi aku x nak drive, naik ngan my sis la". so gitu la...

mid yg balik bercuti promised nak hantar ke bus stand coz she knows bab menapak ke bus stand tu mmg perkara yg x mungkin sy lakukan tetambah waktu tgh hari.

tunggu, punya tunggu, punya tunggu x dtg lak si mid nih..

then dia dtg.. lps asar kot br dia dtg. rupanya on her way to fetch me she met an accident. tp dia dtg gak coz esok nak raya n dia risau sy duk tunggu.. baik kan dia..

pendekkan cerita, i was late. tp i just knew i was extremely late bila smpai kat taiping bas udah habis. sepatutnya ada bas g ipoh n from ipoh sy akan amik bas ke bidor. tapi bila sampai sana bas last sudah jalan. org pun dah x brp nak ada sgt.

ada pakcik tu cadangkan amik cab g kamunting, sbb bas ekspress ada kat situ. tu la first time g kamunting gak. bas byk tp xder g bidor.. so i booked teket g kl, n berenti kat tepi jln.

tergamak driver bas tu pasang radio, so ada la takbir raya. paham2 je la kan... mana nak ingat my late dad yg baru meninggal, my mom yg buat pertama kalinya beraya di mekah, pertama kali beraya ngan adik beradik je n pertama kali jugak dgr takbir raya dlm bas.. isk isk

patutnya sy turun kat tapah, tp ntah mcm mana pakcik yg janji nak kasi tau drebar bas tu tertidur plak. moralnya kot dlm kecemasan jgn sekali bergantung pd org.

sblm smpai slim river lg sy dah g kat drebar n mintak dia turunkan. it was almost 9pm. traffic still byk, so ramaila yg berenti nk tumpangkan. x kannyer sy naik.. . luckily ada sorang pakcik tu berenti, bila sy refused he said, "tgkla pakcik pun bwk anak2 x kanla pakcik org jahat".. so sy naik la.. d wifey said they know i was terrified..

abis tu kot jln kaki mlm2, sorang2 sapa yg x takut.. i could never thanked they enuff.

i waited at slim river exit smpaila acho dtg ambik. it was almost midnite smpai umah. its a tradition tstarted by my dad tiap mlm raya kitaorg akan mkn. when i reached home baru la kitaorg makan ramai2.. uda cakap diorang pun tertekan sbb very d dramatic plak my journey home..

syukurlah mak n ayh saya x ada menyaksikan detik2 x menarik tu..
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tp tu sbnarnya pengalaman kedua..

the first time pengalaman menduga akal was in my first year in uni n baby baru sem 1 matrik. sama2 mesken maa..

one day, baby n i stayed at my along's house a few day during sem break. Masa tu baby br balik dr excursion trip ke europe. My along suh amik duit kat atas meja buat tambang bas nak balik kg.

tp sy lupa nak ambik. afterall rasanya sy mcm nampak dlm wallet baby ada duit RM50. cukupla tu nak sampai umah.

smpai kat pudu, i asked baby to buy tics. but she told me dia xder duit. i was errr.. biar betul..

she took out her wallet... betul la dia ada duit... byk lak tu...tp smer pound. cesss mcm mana sy leh lupa dia baru balik obersea?

nak cr money changer satu hal. dahla beg berat. sy ada atm card tp bank muamalat ke bank apa ntah namanya.. skrg dah xder dah bank tu pun...so baby jaga bag n sy g cucuk... ni pun satu hal. hari cuti bykla plak atm machine out of service. masa tu thn 1996 ye tuan2.. so atm x sebanyak skrg.

ari pun panas, udahla bukan reti jalan kat kl, dlm hati asyik doa jgnla sesat, sebab nak naik cab g pudu balik mmg x cukup duit. lastly jumpa la satu atm yg boleh kuarkan duit..

d gud thing is, it was the turning point in my life.

after incident in kl nih, i dont care abt money no more. there's always a way out.

d malam raya incident taught me 3 things
1. janji kena ditepati kot x kita akan menganiayai orang.
2. kalau dah lepas asar, jgn naik public transport unless u r very2 sure d schedule.
3. org x kan sengaja2 nak mintak tolong kalau dia x dalam kesusahan..

so begitula ceritanya..


Sunday, February 03, 2008

The answer - after 8 years

When we were young theres so many things x kena pada mata kita.. well at least when i was young i grumbling a lot. I wished i could change d world.. cewahh

I still remember during our new intake course, d organisor asked to channelled our grouses in a healthy way. They gave us a sheet of paper and we were told to complained anything but make sure write down our name. As they say it, "kalau berani tulis la nama.." gitu la kot..

saya bukanla berani sangat. tapi tulisan saya sangat cantik (tipuuuuu!!!!) jd sy tulis semuka komplen. One thing that i never forgot was i complained that there were too many staff but i m not sure what d hell d do in d course, wasnt it a waste of government money when it shud channelled for worthy cause like giving free computer class to rural kids. Ok fine.. that was in year 2000.

i heard that if u banyak songeh, d little napoleon will make ur life miserable. i dunno.. i cannot verify the rumor as well...

So last Wednesday when my boss handed me a letter and asked me to handle d program, i pushed it under stack of my piling exercise books coz it was 6.00p.m and i hv class.

The next day, it was 7/8 class. Tapi jantung sy berdegup kencang wen my immediate boss told me the super boss said she had trusted everything to me when he tried to discussed d matter.

I almost said d F* word, if not realising that i m talking to somebody almost 15 years my senior.

I mean... apa kata kalau dia kasi sekali semua gaji dia pada saya jugak?

I saw her d next morning. Discussed apa yg patut n wat to do..

later in d afternoon, a very very close fren who used to back me up dalam apa2 pun kerja norizan adnan kat workplace walaupun nama dia xder dlm list, simply told me, "dont do it. its not ur job, biarlah org yg sepatutnya buat". it damped my mood a bit, u know... he of all pll saying that..

too late coz i'd given my words to my immediate boss.

so far everyone knows that i only broke my promise when i fall sick. and i don wan to fall sick. top of all its something i wished to see since year 2000.

therefore, on feb 2, i was accompanying students for computer programme from 7.45 -4.30p.m . The name of d program is Program Merapatkan Jurang Digita. As d name implies, it aimed for rurals and its free..

I cant say much abt d program coz i just waited outside. Judging from d laughter n smiles smeared across d kids' faces, guess they had a gud time.

honestly, even my super boss didnt turned up coz dia nak kemas umah, d penjaga kunci didnt turned up on time, d 2 persons whom i think shud come and i've told them abt this program didn make it as well and a colleague whom kebetulan dtg n saw me asked "eh sorang je?", even so many things didnt go as planned, but i don mind at all..

i cant find any reason for me to whine. afterall xder apa yg nak saya rungut2kan coz apa yg sy komplen2kan 8 thn dulu dah berlaku depan mata sendiri.

i preferred to see at d bright side, 3 trainee teachers were there and lend a hand n my immediate boss eventhough he had majlis at his surau (he is d orang kuat surau in his kariah) came for an hour to see us.

i couldnt ask for more.








Friday, February 01, 2008

x apa yang...

Saya dah jadi tetamu berkala Hospital Teluk Intan sejak loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time ago. Tu routine check-up je la.. Dah tua2 kena la check-up selalu maa...

So I've met looooooooooooooooooooooooots of doctors. Dalam ramai2 tu ada sorang je yg saya pangkah gila... tergamak dia suruh saya dtg d next day sbb boss dia xder nak endorsed utk ubat A-list wic she prescribed to me.

I dunno ubat A-list tu amender pun.. tapi nak travel 75km sehala (agaknya la) naik my PDY, nak amik cuti pulak semata nak dapatkan ubat rasanya not worth it la. bila saya cakap rumah saya jauh.. dia marah lak... xla kasar sgt, tp kot sy ckp cenggitu kat anak murid saya, mau ada yg menangis karang... aduhhh... luckily nurses who was there (sumpah saya x kenal diorang) backing saya.

Dia x jadi prescribed ubat tu pada saya, since i do not know ubat tu ubat apa, so i don feel i lose anything. Tapi rs sedikit kesal la sbb dah bergelas2 minum ayo sekali doc tu refused lak nak scan.

Honestly dlm keadaan biasa sy akan hangin satu badan, tp sebab nurses tu dah cakap apa yg sy nak cakap.. so x perlu la sy ckp banyak kat doc tu.. I've forgive d doc... but i never forgets her name.. hahahaha..

So bila ari tu ada byk sgt komplen pasal hospital gomen, i wrote a letter to Utusan, saying that bukan semua hospital staff buat kerja cincai. At least kat Hospital teluk Intan staff dia efficient giler.. It was published d next day.

Panjang lak intro.

make short.. ramai la staff spital gomen yg bagus.

Ada gak yg buruk mcm doc kat atas tu, tapi tu kes terpencil. heheh dah x penah nampak pun dia sejak 2,3 thn ni..

Sebut pasal kes terpencil.. On Jan 31, 2008 i met a doc yg kes terpencil gak..Her name is Dr Ho Mei Lin. hospital still sama..

I was late for my 9a.m appointment sbb bateri keta conked out. So called Uda pinjam her car. masalah negaranya keta dia keta baru, auto lak tu so i was a bit gayat membawaknya... Drive pun terhegeh2..Kol 10.30a.m baru ah smpai spital.

I don mind kena marah ngan staff sebab lambat. Seingat saya patient marah staff tu adala padahal patient tu yg lambat tp sy x pernah lg tgk staff klinik tu marah2 pun.. I just a worried sick coz i left my calender (benda ni kena bawak maaaa) in my car.

Honestly, kot x der kalender, kalau sy jd doc pun sy hangin jugak... susahla nk wat keje.. i expect doc tu akan kasi ceramah pendek...

but noooooooo....

Dr Ho was like... "xper yang. ala kesian u yang.. sekarang u still sakit lagi ke yang"

Yang? Hehehhe Since i used to call my students "yang" so i cant help but giggled.. And there she is... Soklan wajib bila nak kawin tu mmg ada la... Tp x rasa annoyed pun... N she's very funny and d way she treated me... Oh my god...

Padahal baru je bln 12 lepas, after news fr dr z tu, sy rasa x nak dah bangun pagi esoknya...

I asked Dr Ho abt it... I asked her wat is d cause of this tetamu x diundang dlm organ sy nih.. u know i m d sort of sgt jaga kesihatan punya orang... of course i didnt tell her that..hehhehe

While innocently looked straight into my eyes she said confidently, "Kalau kita tau punca dia, kita dua orang akan jadi jutawan. Because d cause is unknown. In one case that i deal, benda ni ada kat kepala"..

"kepala? mcm mana dia leh g situ?" waaaa teruk betul eh...

"tak tau. unknown" she replied smbil geleng2 kepala...

Frankly dr melkeet dah ckp gak perkara ni.. tp thats something in her way of emphasising it sy rasa jam tu jugak sy nk quit my job n jadi jutawan.. hehehehe..

Like other docs, bila terang apa2 diorang akan draw. She was looking for d paper tp x jumpa n d nurse gave her ntah kertas apa..

"jangan kak ini kertas kerajaan, jgn kita bazir, tgk sekarang bonus pun x dapat..." said her n cari ketas lain n later jumpa kertas apa2 ntah... "ini x pa, bukan hak kerajaan. Mari kita habiskan"..

I cant help ketawa berguling2.. then dia pun terangkan ngan rasa x bersalah cakap docs are gross sbb dia 2 bln x mkn coklat then cheese pun x makan smer pun ada kaitan ngan penyakit yg diterangkan..

it was an amazing experience.

i really like her.. when she repeated, "kalau boleh kawin cepat sikit yang" i was like.. "u dah kawin lum?". Normally idak pulak sy bertanya cenggini... She told me she is.. tapi baru je x sampai sethn. She's my age actually..

"Ada ke lagi org x kawin sebaya kita ni?" It was more like i m asking myself...

"Ada la.. tapi i pun kahwin lambat jugak... lelaki sekarang ni.. aiyaaa..." huh? both of us giggled..

"I x jumpa la.. kalau u ada jumpa sesapa yg ok u kenalkan je la kat i.." I said ngan rasa x bersalah..

Dr Ho stopped writing and said ngan dua kali ganda x bersalah, "yeah kalau i jumpa, i akan terus refer dia pd u"..

n we burst into laughter..

afterall i was d last patient...

Lastly, while i was waiting for d nurse siapkan time slip n my clinic card, when this amazing, bright n bubbly doc ckp, " i suka la u, i suka u sangat sangat". I was like..." i like u too maaa"...

Thats from d depth of my heart.

My next appointment is on July. Since i think dr yg funny n caring n best giler mcm dr ho ni adalah kes terpencil.. so i doubt i'll see someone like her in future...

I mean.. as i wrote up there, mmg ramai hospital staff yg best, tp so far Dr Ho is d bestest...