Wednesday, July 29, 2009

sms yg masih disimpan

ari tu dgr kat radio.. mcm best plak..

so heres mine

1. couple of family n frends addresses -
angah, anjang, nick, et, len, reno sng bila jln2 n tetiba rasa nk kirim postcard

2. Aulia travel
No akaun dia.. sok nk join trip mana2 sng

3.Nadia
- Mak dak jgn sedih nanti kami pun nangis
it was after my operation in 2006. i was in my bedroom n she was in uda's. no elaboration tho.

4. Nadia
- Mak Andak, abah muat baju tu. Ya minta maaf sebab patahkan basikal Zudin.
Aha.. it was on father's day this year. My mom organized a tahalil, she juz came home from Mecca n me fr China. Ole2 is a must la kan.. But Nadia my niece ada satu peel yg x taula dari sapa dia ikut. My bro-in-law Abang Dos baik orgnye, dia mmg ambik berat kat keluarga dia, my sister- her mom plak mmg very selfless sejak kecik.. tu yg x paham tu.
In 2006 masa balik dr West Sumatra, dia menangis guling2 sbb x dpt baju mcm adik2 dia. Costed me few hundred buck bwk dia soping ke Sogo pas tu. Last yr nangis lagi, masa balik Chiengmai sbb dia dpt ole2 kecik. Pas tu we gave her baju sepasang yg sepatutnya org lain dpt. This time around nangis x dapat earrings. Tapi dia dpt yg lebih mahal, dia x kira tu..
Last time ble la maafkan sbb kat umah my sis, malu-malu la ngan ayah dia, ni kat umah sendirik, siapla sy ceramahkan dia mlm tu especially lps dia ngamuk baling beskal adik dia yg bersusah payah sy bwk balik ke Malaysia.
"x padan langsung sikap awak dengan umur awak Nadia Aqilah" mcm kejam je ayat ni. Nadia dah thn 4 skrg, mana sesuai nak ngamuk2 mcm dulu lagi.
I told my sis i've scolded Nadia, dia kata x apa tu yg saya rasa x bersalah tu... but the next morning masa baca paper, Nadia told me that, "hari ni hari bapa la mak andak, Ya x sempat beli untuk abah".
Cair rasanya. Nadia is d only anak sedara yg x pernah lupa Hari ibu, hari bapa n hari guru. So we scoured d house n cari apa hadiah yg sesuai for her father. tu la cter sms tu.. n hope pas ni Nadia x buat perangai lagi...


5. my own sms- huhuhu
Slh sy ke tcer klu sy rse sdih? at first, bro mnta sy tny fmly mnta pstjuan... dorng dh stju, nenek n saudara2 pn ada y dh tau. tp las minute dia kte x jd. ya allah, sy rse malu sgt....sy rs dia main2kan hati sy. sy slalu kena buli kn...
thats d original msg i received on March 14, 2009 from an ex stdent yg sy dh edit kot x lagi sedih bunyiknya. wic makes sy betul2 x lalu makan. eventhough dia dah besar panjang, di mata saya dia masih anak murid saya sewaktu kali pertama sy jumpa 9 thn yg lalu.. hancur hati saya baca sms dia.. so i fwd this msg to the said bro whom i know very well (the advantage of being cekgu sekolah) with a little ermm mild advice - ABU (bkn nama sbnar) I DUNNO WAT HPPEN BUT ITS SURE DSTURBING
Abu did not reply my sms. That was d only text i send. Even we met plenty of times daily that subject never raised. Some things are better left unsaid, i guess.
Their relationships resumed shortly after that. Thanx god.
The mild advice is not something i m proud of. I juz hate masuk campur hal cenggini, but juz cant help it. Janganla buat pasal ngan my students... hilang akal ke hapa?
Didnt surprised me when she told me last week, they were dating and they saw me walking with a bunch of kids and the guy was like terkedu and his color changed , "teacher la.."
I didnt see them. And from my position n situation at that time there is no way i could see them. It was crowded and with the kids around its juz hard to be distracted to others.
"Dia mcm terus terdiam n mcm takut pun ada" add her..
The last thing i want in my life is scaring ppl. Therefore, i wish i don hv to send mild advice text to no one in future. x best la jd org yg ditakuti...

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