haruskah ku silamban dirinya?????

i was minding my business(serious!!) and (not-so) enjoying my breakfast at a spacious restaurant alone. i drove to the swanky-spacious restaurant(exaggerate!) with a friend, but he preferred something international, me couldnt live without nasi lemak sambal tempe so we split. n there was i, doing justice to the food, while watching the flat screen idiot box which tied up at the upper cranny of an antique cupboard.

back to d story - i was all alone having my nasi lemak sambal tempe n richly thick hot tea. not my favourite combination. i was torn between iced lemon tea or lemonade but in the end, hot tea just slipped... somehow i sensed the communication between my brain n my larynx was intercepted by my visual, saw a few men sipping their tea in a very relax manner eventhough they clad in their navy blue uniform. What a sight at 10 a.m in the morning.. didnt their bosses looking for them? but the tea looked tempting, that is.

oh come on... i drifted.. back to the story again..
so i was having my breakfast in a swanky-spacious restaurant, all alone because a friend decided to have an international menu n i m very into local dishes. I make a mistake with my drinks ... but then that was not the only mistake i did on that time.... goshh

Suddenly a man placed his plate on my table.
20 years ago if he did that i would surely throw the plate onto his face. in other word, i m saying that, i m not too keen on sharing table with male unless it is job related or he is a very very close friend. (now it explains why i'd rather had breakfast very early in the morning with the guys at my workplace, whenever i was assigned with something. i call it biz breakfast- killing 2 birds with one stone)... but that's diff story tho..

back to the story..(again?)
20 years ago we were in school 2gether, i mean the man who shared my table. I was his senior n if there was anything sour between us in the past, he seemed to oblivious to it. me too. at least i tried to appear theres nothing bad ever transpired between us.what gud digging the past neway? bury the hachet, i guess..

as usual the story revolved around people in d past.

he asked abt his ex well-being. since he said he is happily married now, so i told him that the ex who visits my house once a year with her children is leading a happy life now. she is, and i mean it.

I mean... bukan biasa ke org tanya n ppl will come out with news...

Him: dia duk mana skang kak?
Me : KL
Him: Area mana
Me : Dia cakap tp akak lupa
Him: Ada no dia kak?
Me : xder la...
Him: Nanti kot ko jumpa dia, kim salam kak, mintak no dia tau kak..
Me : Insyallah..
Him: Aku nak cari sangat dia kak..
Me : Hah? Apa lagi la ni... Yang lepas tu sudahla
Him: Aku x boleh lupa dia kak..
Me : Weh... i tot u r happily married..
Him: Memanglah... tapi aku x bole lupa dia.. jiwa aku kacau..
Me : Goshh... td cakap bertuah dapt ur wife smer..apa ni?
Him : Lain kak... dia the first... tolong kak ye..

I was confused... prior to that , he admits that his wife is the bestest n envied by his male friends. Trophy wife? nope he didnt use that word, i did. All of sudden why asking me to do such job yg memang mati idup balik never crossed my mind.

i hurriedly finished my breakie, paid the meals for both of us, even he tried to stop me but i insisted, because i think it was plain rude when you left your company before he/she finishes their meal.

but then, saya x mahu langsung terlibat dalam ini filem.. PERIOD.