Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Mengubah fikrah



One warm August night in 2009, i received an sms precisely at 10 p.m. Urged all d tamanfolks to be alert especially after 10 p.m because there was a burglary case reported few days before. If only i get the sms earlier i probably start d ignition and drove home. But after 10, hilang akal ke hapa..

Later, during d long hols i would change my biological clock whenever i was in 12A. It was hard at first, but after a few days, it was okey (nak x nak saya ok kan je)...

I never sleep at night. stay awake WHOLE night. i juz couldnt actually. Never had breakfast too because my sleep time started off at 9 - 2p.m.

I played games, read mags, books, journal or qur'an. but i never sleep at nite. So scared.

I m glad when my anak2 sedara came, so i could lead a normal life... Am glad when the school season starts too... and i kinda forget those incident because was told d culprit was detained.

But today, a fren wanted to buy a house, after all d sokseksoksek, i insisted that we meet at 12A. After that, i stopped at another friend's house who fell sick.

Thats where my nightmare begins. We dont dare to discuss it in public. The thing we normally see in movie. She was still trembling. (d one who fell sick)

Me too... i could always go home, but the truth revealed at 10.40p.m. DeM!!

So here i m... x mo tdo. its 2.30a.m now.. in 4hrs i have to go to work... Sleeping deprived would make me cranky tomorrow.


The cranky people and my profession juz not in speaking term.

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