Monday, January 30, 2012

oh pergilahh

kalau boleh..
meanwhile i keep wondering..

why oh why?

on something unrelated.
ntah.

it keeps bugging me all day..
sila lah pergi.

Dari teman menjadi cinta?



Sangat x sesuaiiii..
nonetheless, i still found this song so soothing.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Yesterday once more


Boleh tak saya keluar awal sikit? saya sangat kurang sihat", sebenarnya kepala saya macam nak pecah. Spinning macam

gasing.

The kids terkebil-kebil...

"Please... kepala saya macam panas dan pusing2, boleh ye saya keluar awal sikit?" saya rasa macam nak nangis. Nak muntah pun ada.

"Masa ce* dah habisla" one of them answered, few of them terkebil-kebil.

I glanced my jam teka-teki. Ha'a dah 3.15p.m. Means, since morning I spend most of my free time correcting exercise books. Penatnya mata saya, penatnya otak saya, top of all loyanya tekak saya.

After Maghrib I correcting bundle of books which I took home. Stopped just before Isya' and after that saya gila x larat lagi. I did something to lift up my spirits.


tengok surat2 lama yang survived
suka ati guna sampul surai kaler apa pun, kiut eh..
guna pen kaler apa pun... sangat kit..
tahun 1997, saya still simpan. surat paling lama tahun 1994 (dari ko la En) still simpan sebab dai cakap dia suka lagu KRU hahahhahahahahhahahaah

Kad raya dari Izzati, when she was 1.
Comel kan.. masa tu awak kurus lagi Long.....

ermmmmmmmmmm
makin pening kepala saya...
i miss em badly..

Lama dulu I read a good motivational book dia cakap, "what behind the close door should remain there". Bagus eh..

Bila dia SNAPPED saya, I never tell a soul. Banyak lagi kerja lain nak buat.
But then, few of my friends rupanya di snapped sekali.

Sangat hebat dia ni. Baru datang dah snap sana sini.
One of my friends who hurt deeply sebab di snap tak tentu pasal said something which I will remember eternally.

"Satu hari kalau kawan-kawan kita perlukan pertolongan, kita akan usaha sedaya upaya nak membantu, betul tak? Tapi kalau macam ni lah cara dia, mungkin tidak agaknya".

He uttered those words sadly, tapi saya ketawa bagai nak giler. I found it hillarious. Because if that particular person did her homework, she will know how silly she is snapping around like that.

So, when lately she called me, I did not pick up.
When she asked for help, I turned it down once.
Then, she did something so lame, asking someone else to relay the message, which I ignored.
And today, she did it again.
"Kalau awak yang mintak tolong saya akan berlari2 datang tau" I told one of my colleagues yang tanya apa ke he nye? Dia pun pernah kena snap jugak dulu. hahahha...

Pas tu saya buatla kerja tu, tapi dengan hati yang berat...
Pesanan kepada diri sendiri - Janganlah snapped orang sesuka hati, buatlah homework dulu.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

If only u didnt't start...

Heh...
Ada hari orang cakap kita dengar je..
Kesian... walaupun x setuju kita sengih.
Sebab malas nak layan.

Ada hari, kita lagi kesiankan diri sendiri.
Kesiankan telinga yang dah makin tebal dengar caci maki.
Kesiankan poket yang makin kempis tapi tak pernah dihargai.

Jadi kita pun cakaplah, yang betul dan sebetul-betulnya.
Bertanyakan soalan yang dah lama kita nak tanya?

1. At least I have ....... (fill in the blanks), Kau ada?
2. Ada kita mintak duit kau? Ada kau kasi duit pada kita?

To be frank..
I m really miserable after asking those questions.
if only u didn't start...

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Splendid!


if i could own a bicycle.

hmmmmmmmmmm

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Andai dapat kuundurkan putaran dunia

.


Ni Ejat.
My wunnerful cousin, he is an engineer.
Her mom called my mom n later my mom spread the gud news to us that Ejat will tie d knot during this coming Chinese New Year hols.

The pic was taken in 2009, during her eldest bro wedding.
I managed to come, because at that time I was Malaysian size n could fit in anything.
Not this year.

Hari-hari saya tanya soalan yang sama.
Bila la nak kurus?
Because most of my dress look like baju pinjam lately.

Why la baju ready made eventhough XL pun, sangat kecik?
Kecik hati saya...

10.02 - rintihan hatiku

hmmm...
this year the single session kicked off.

went into the staffroom n flabbergasted.
a chubby 13 year old girl sobbing uncontrollably.
3 teachers worked hard to calm her down.

"kalau awak x berhenti menangis saya campak awak keluar" I switched off my muka-askar-mode.
This I learnt 2 years ago, during athletics camp when a little girl meronta2 nak balik rumah during Maghrib, after a glass of teh tarik n muka askar dia ok je. Prior to that, berbuih2 dipujuk dia terus jugak menangis, until the camp comandant snapped at her.

"awak d*t*ng bul*n ke?" I asked her sternly.
She nodded.
"stand up" I ordered.
She did. As I suspected, her white dress is badly stained.
"Ambil ni dan pergi tukar. Jangan menangis, semua orang pun ada pengalaman ni" I told her n smiled sweetly.

Uda took her to the ladies to wash her stained dress.

Loooooooong time ago, Kak Jah, my colleague used to wash the kids dress whenever the similar incidents occured.
Talk about multitasking..



sekiranya kau tahu

early morning.
saw him, standing there among his peers.

"u were absent last week eh? g shooting mana Aaron?" since his name rhyme with Aaron Aziz, of course I'll call him Aaron.

"mana ada.." that is the kids favourite answer.

"Last Friday yang"

"mmm uhuh.. uhuuhh.. g mahkamah, mak ngan ayah saya nak bercerai" he answered softly.

I shouldn't ask.

Monday, January 16, 2012

Mungkin lebih biru langit di sebelah situ?

Mungkinkah?


Perghhh...
I keep asking this question to myself lately.
After a friend told me that she has a frequent visitor.

"Oh why she keeps coming?" I shouldn't bother, but the nature of me, curiosity gets the better of me.
"Dia saja nak sembang" She replied with a long face.

Me: Eh?...
Her:Dia tak tahan dengan suaminya, selalu marah-marah. Dah la sakit suka tengking2 pulak.
Me: Lerrr orang sakit memangla sensitif... sabarla.. ye tak?
Her: Dia cakap dia macam nak mintak cerai je sebab x sanggup jaga suaminya.
Me: Then cerai je la... pergilah Pejabat Agama. Kenapa nak bawa-bawa cerita?
Her: Tu la pasal. Pelik jugak.
Me: Tak baik kan.. bukan dia tu kerja ..... (fill in the blank) ke?
Her: Tak tau pulak.
Me: Ntahla nanti kita check. If it's true, she shouldn't behave this way. She should know better.
Her: Yang tak tahan tu, dia kata dia doa suaminya cepat mati.

Mak aihhh...
Honestly this particular friend could not comprehend this.
"My mom jaga my late dad sakit berbelas tahun tau sampai dia meninggal. So does my aunt. Lagila my late uncle kena stroke sampai tak boleh urus diri sendiri, my aunt tu jaga punyala teruk. Tak pernah langsung dia merungut" said her.

Is that why people said only fools rushed in?
I don't know.
In my humble opinion, if the spouse is really-x-leh-pakai-punya-orang.
Dumped him/her when he/she is still could look after himself/herself.
Leaving him/her when he is not in good condition (health/financially) is inhumane.

The thing is, my married friends favourite line is "kalau aku tak kawin macam kau pun x per. Lagi senang hidup aku agaknya".
Of course it wasn't true.
Langit mana-mana pun sama je birunya.
Atau kelabu.
Atau jingga.

Either you are married r single you r looking at the same sky.





Pesta Ponggal

No.
Have never attend any.
It just that, I was told by the shopkeeper yesterday that they could not photostat my worksheets because they were short of manpower.

"Heh... pergi ambil dit RM500 ke" I asked.
"tarakla kaka, ada India punya raya" he answered.
"ohhh Ponggal?" I asked again.
"tau ka kaka?" He asked back.

Tergamak dia tanya..
Saya dah tau pasal Pesta Ponggal atau Harvest Festival ni since I was 16.
Our classmates showed us her Ponggal photos.
But then, the only thing that we noticed was, abang dia yang saaaaaaaaaaangat hensem.
Lebih hensem dari Aaron Aziz, I tell you.


Therefore, instead of asking what Ponggal is, we asked tonnes of questions on her gorgeous brother.
Perghhhh... teenagers, what do you expect. (muka tak bersalah)
I was told that her bro was quite a popular singer. Too bad I don't remember his name.
If not I could googled him n see whether he is still as stunning as before or has he gain weight. Hehe.

btw, i googled on Ponggal from here and here is what I found.

Thai Pongal (Tamil: தைப்பொங்கல்) is a harvest festival celebrated by Tamilians in the Indian state of Tamil Nadu, the Indian Union Territory of Pondicherry.[1][2], Sri Lanka, Malaysia,Singapore and Mauritius. This South Indian festival, Thai Pongal, is timed by an astronomical event - the winter solstice.[3] Pongal is traditionally dedicated to the Sun God Surya,[4] and marks the beginning of the northward journey of the Sun from its southernmost-limit, a movement traditionally referred to as uttarayana.[3] It coincides with the festival Makara Sankranthi celebrated throughout India as the winter harvest,[4] and is usually held from January 13–15 in the Gregorian calendar i.e. from the last day of the Tamil month Maargazhi to the third day of Thai.[5] This also represents the Indic solstice when the sun purportedly enters the 10th house of the Indian zodiac i.e. Makaram or Capricorn.[5]

The saying "Thai Pirandhal Vazhi Pirakkum" (தை பிறந்தால் வழி பிறக்கும்) meaning "the commencement of Thai paves the way for new opportunities" is often quoted regarding the Pongal festival.[5] Pongal Tamils thank the Sun god (கதிரவன்) for the good harvest and consecrate the first grain to him on this 'Surya Mangalyam'. Tamilians decorate their homes with banana and mango leaves and embellish the floor with decorative patterns drawn using rice flour.[1]




Thursday, January 12, 2012

Andai kau jujur memahami


Uhuh..
Kinda busy week.
It wasn't until I overheard someone pissed off that I realised, what kind of "tricky" the matter was.

She's barking the wrong tree, nonetheless.
The talking tree who loves gossiping around.
That's aside, I wonder why people love telling sundry and all about their misery?
Why can't they talk to the right person, so that the problem could be solved immediately.

Entah..

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Asam gelugur a.k.a garcinia atroviridis




It is commonly used for sour relish in curry, stew and broth.
Some said it could be used to shed some weight. Katanyalakan....

I saw, a farmer sold it at a roadside few weeks ago.
It was only RM2 for a basket. Just sliced and dried it under the sun to make asam keping.
I guessed it was ready by now.
But I don't know where it is.

Monday, January 09, 2012

I'll miss u

It's been hot n humid since last week.
To make matter worst, the meeting ended at 4.20p.m on Thursday.
I would understand if there was heated argument transpired.
It was none.
Why can't people rehearse before delivering speech?
Why can't people limit themselves when it comes to speaking?

Why can't Norizan Adnan sabar sikit dengar orang bercakap benda yang sama buat kali ke sejuta kali pun?
Why can't Norizan Adnan sabar? Why oh why.

Maybe it's the heat.
Resulted, I could not visit #12A, as much as I want to.
I miss d butterfly door.
The bushes.
And the rare white bloom. The usual colour is pinkish.




Friday, January 06, 2012

Nur Amalina Che Bakri sexy?

Ni gambar lama.
Bertudung bukanlah uniform wajib sekolah.
Dalam Islam bertudung memang wajib bagi wanita.

Sehari dua ni cerita Amalina kemain lagi tersebar.
Sampai terpaksala mak dia buat press conference dengan bantuan skype.
Buang karan betul. Kesian mak dia...

Apalah nak dikecohkan sangat dia bertudung ke tidak.
Itu kan urusan dia dengan Allah.
InsyaAllah, hidayah Allah akan sampai juga.

Orang yang mengata dan menyebarkan gambar tu, jangan kata nak ambil Medic, pegi UK pun belum tentu pernah kan?
At least dia buat juga kerja amal (yang ni saya baca kat sini)
Korang ada?


Besides, adakah anda yakin amalan yang anda lakukan diterima Allah?

Get a life!

Gambar tahun baru

Tahun berlalu, Kak Sal masih juga duduk di tepi meja saya.
Masih juga ke kantin bersama.
Orang kata "through thick and thin together".
Literally and figuratively.

She gained weight also. Now her BMI is 24.9.


Thursday, January 05, 2012

Azam baru, nafas baru, cerita lama

Tahun lepas saya berazam nak kurangkan 5kg berat badan.
Tahun ni 10kg.
Sebab tanpa sebab-sebab yang saya sedari (saya tidak bersalah bang!) berat saya TERbertambah 5kg lagi.


On Dec 20th, saya mula bersenam secara terancang.
Pada 25 Dec saya berhenti, untuk memberi laluan kepada Hari Krismas (sungguh tiada kena mengena).



Semalam, selepas bercuti panjang saya bekerja semula.
Iskkk... kerja saya memerlukan stamina yang baik.
Saya semput sikit bila naik turun tangga 9,10 kali sehari.
Saya masih boleh bersabar.


Tapi bila seorang kawan cakap saya "Gemuk ye!"
Saya rasa macam... makan stroberi cicah garam. Sungguh aneh dan membazir.
Jadi hari ini, saya berazam untuk mencapai azam saya sebelum hujung bulan Januari.Sungguh tidak sesuai dengan kerjaya saya sebagai Pengurus Pasukan.



Ada ke pengurus yang gemuk?
Ohhh.. saya dah tengok jadual.
Pertandingan daerah bermula pada 31 Januari.

Monday, January 02, 2012

Pecah seribu

uhuhhhh..


skrin laptop cap ayam itulah.


the thing is, #18 is still on the final stage of renovation.


Adnan's clan is having annually gathering.


rumah sempit, tak tau sapa dah pijak the lappie.





"lerrrrrrrrrrrr ,letak kat situ, memangla kena pijak" Arif cakap.


benci betul...





sekian saja.


saya sedih.


tapi ok jugak, adapternya pun memang dah nak putus.


*sigh*