Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Hanya sesaat ke?

Well..
Spend my sleepless night with questions tormenting my head again.
Makan pun x kenyang, tidur x lena recently.

So am I having this kinda hanya sesaat thingy?
Since saya tiada kawan rapat perempuan, who else I could pour my heart content to.
Jie saja. Sebab diala satu-satunya kawan yang saya percayai.

"Dah sewel kot.
He was so excited in the beginning. "Go for it!" seperti biasa dia sangat bersemangat.
I do not know dah berapa lama dia tunggu saya cakap macam ni kot.

That's before I told him the whole truth, nothing but the truth about that particular someone.
"You should distance yourself . Please don't" dia pesan sudahnya...

How?
Considering hari-hari mesti terjumpa?

"Find a way not to be near him". Saya takkan berani menjawab bila Jie spiking. That means he is damn serious.
Therefore, kalau tiba-tiba saya mendiamkan diri bila awak menyapa, tidak lalu di tempat awak selalu berdiri,
tidak lagi tersenyum bila awak menoleh, tidak lagi menempel bila awak berbual dengan kawan-kawan,

Maksudnya, awaklah yang ada di hati saya, pada ketika ini.
Dan mungkin juga sehingga ke akhir nafas saya nanti.

I know life is Shucks!
At least mine is,
at the moment................




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