Ada 4 perkara menjengkelkan saya.
1. Seorang kawan berkirim sesuatu. Sebab tidak menyusahkan saya on sajalah. Kirimannya berharga RM 198. Dia beri sehelai not RM100 dan dua helai RM50. Saya takut terlupa, jadi saya pulangkan baki terlebih dahulu.
"Ambil sajalah.." dia cakap, " upah.." dia sambung lagi.
2. Bila saya susah, patah leher saya (figuratively speaking) minta kawan2 tolong. (Dan2 muncul wajah et dan jie). There was a time when I was assigned to do a programme, dengan tak malunya I called them both dan minta diorang kasi hadiah. I got a bagful from golf caps to keychains dari New Zealand.
What did I give them in return? Err... kasih sayang tak bertepi saja adanya. I wished I would be more thoughtful.
3. One day, I seek help from a friend, she said, "ok..ok.." , tapi sempat lagi bersembang dan makan-makan. Great. And we only have like 15 minutes.
Prior to that, I returned something, and with a cheshired smile, she urged me to use it for d kids.
I was like, great!
She got 10 kids, mine also 10 and she sponsored 8 items but 'generously' offered me to use it for my batch.
But, not helping me out when we were running out of time is a final blow. I muttered " KeL##g " under my breath.
I AM SURE SHE HEARD.
Goshhh.. why do I let people take me for granted?
4. There are other friends who helped me lots too, (recently). Learning for past mistakes, I tried my best to help them out, kalau saya mampu.
" Tapi tiga hengget tau", that was... er joking?
After I finished off the mundane task, that particular friend asked when should he pays me.
Goshh.. Why does he think I need money for that little help?
Am I that money minded ?
Dalam kesentapan itu, saya memikirkan,
Are we really friends?
Or mere details.