Perkara yang yang paling saya takut dalam persahabatan ialah musang berbulu ayam. Bukan sebab saya mudah tertipu dengan musang berbulu pelepah itu, it just that, I have zero tolerance with fake friends.
Instead of buat2 muka sedih ala2 tipah tertipu I will definitely make sure that particular person know that I know what he/she is trying to do n I do not like it.
Nanti, kat belakang2 dia kata saya ni mulut celupar, kurang adab n bla bla... kekadang saiz kasut pun dia nak jadikan isu. Bajet retisss.. I wonder what kind of people yang layan sinetron macam tu.
3 paragraphs above are a reminder about what I discovered in d past 2 days.
Benda2 yang buruk2, elokla saya simpan dalam hati.
I had a deep talk with someone about these things.
I think that particular someone summed it very very very well.
"Some people kutuk kutuk because they think they are much better than you. If only they could stop and think they will realise you are chosen to hold the position not them. When people choose you, they must be something those people see in you, be proud of it. You would never be able to please everyone, but do to d best of your ability".
One thing I learnt from my late father since I was small, bila bercakap always pandang muka orang. You will learn a lot from their face expression n body language.
I could see dia jujur.
I could see dia bercakap tentang dirinya sendiri,
I could see pain dari sinar matanya.
I could see it clearly.
Jadi saya pegang tangannya, dan cakap, errrr...
Mana reti nak cakap benda manis-manis.. Saya cakap ok je la.
And we both smiling knowingly.
Ada benda x payah cakap pun,
X yah taruk gambo,
X yah link
X yah tulih pepanjang...