Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Why cant u understand me?

Saya tanya soklan tu sambil terkebil at ungodly hours.
Darn

Prior to dat a kid sought help. I cant, at ThIs point of time.
For obvious reasons.

I know somebody who can. Saya kata dan kasi nombor telefon.

Did she call? saya tanya padanya after a considerable time.
No answer. I called, don want to pick up.

Great.
Juz like old days.
Treating others like dirt.

"kalau x penting kita pun.x tanya kot", dulu2 saya cakap begitu.

Now I prefer to use my second language.
But, still no answer.
Diam. Biarkan berlalu. Mungkin.

After all these years, why cant u understand me? berkali.saya tanya pada diri sendiri.

"BECAUSE I NEVER care", at 4 a.m, saya simpulkan inilah jawapan beliau.
Yang dia harap.saya.faham sendiri.

I tried
God knows I tried.😭

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