Kawan yang mana, jangan tekalah..
"He said people r talking about us", dia cakap. Saya nak je tanya which one, sebab personally saya x pernah dengar pun.
Ko pikir ko retis dek? Kata hati mokcik la kan..
"What did you do then?", saya tanya, soalan tak HOTS langsung.
Ye. Tetiba bila cakap hal yg mushy, terus mokcik cakap omputeh bersembur2.
"No one talk to me about it, I juz heard from him, why should I care Kakak", jawabnya..
" What about him?" I was taught kalau tanya open question, jawapan akan panjang sikit.
"He said all d gossips r not good for his image. He kind of detach himself in order to stop d bad talk" dia jawab, but I m more concern with d phrase bad talk itu.
"I deduced, when he said that n distanced himself, he is sending d message to others that u r d one pursuing him. Am I right?" gigih mokcik bercakap ala2 Criminal Minds.
" that was what I told him kakak", dia jawab sedih. Sama2 berkawan tapi yang bila dihentam yang seorang cuci tangan pula. Kawankah?
Sorry. Mokcik over - reacted sikit.
"n what did he says?" saya tanya.
"He said, he is not comfortable when he is around me either because I always 'touched' him" jawapannya betul2 buat saya ternganga.
Saya segan nak tanya what kind of touch he was talking about.
Tapi still... Meluncur keluar dari mulut saya, "DID HE REALLY SAID THAT TO YOU?"
" Nope. NOT to me. Basically, he said that to d gossippers", dia jawab sambil nangis.
Oooo.. Great. Juz great.
Nak lepaskan diri, nak jaga imej, sanggup buat apa saja tak pedulikan orang lain.
Mokcik cakap dalam hati sajala kan...
" tak payah kawanlah dengan orang macam tu, tak rugi kan...", saya ulang nasihat Jie, yang berulang2 dia kasi saya bila saya mengadu dulu2.
She remained quiet.
"What if d story spreading n People will blame u and calling names. U will b d laughingstock. Isn't it degrading?".
" I wont retaliate. If people accused me of being d ones who r crazy about him, seducing him, I will say yes to everything. I deny nothing kakak. I will feed them answers they want to hear", she added, Sounds so novel Melayu chuols.
" did u initiate d romance?", terus mokcik stret to d point.
Korang jangan translate pulak romance jadi romen. 😬
Jauh sangat lari maknanya tu.
I do not think she is capable of doing hal2 maksiat tu.
Very not her.
"there is no romance kakak. We never talk about d lovey dovey stuff. I could not initiate d romance when it was not exist, could I?", dia guna tag question pulak dah..
' then, y shud u own up for something wic does not exist?, mokcik tanya semula.
" I want it to b over quickly.. If I contradict him, who knows what he might do to prove his innocence? If he can easily do that while we r friends, imagine what he will do to his sworn enemy? Why waste energy on an uphill battle?", dia tanya lagi...
"But... Don't u care about your honour?" saya tanya.
"Kakak, d u believe I simply" touched" a man? Am I do not care about aurat n mahram?" dia tanya.
Saya x nak jawab.
Saya pun x berbakat nak menasihat orang. Jadi saya tunggu juga kalau dia nak sambung cerita.
Dua puluh minit. X sambung pun.
" does he has single handicap?", saya tanya. Penting.
"He is not into golf kakak", she answered with a tiny smile.
Yang tasty kat golfers tu saya sebenarnya. Ok salah soalan.
Me: what he did so special to u which he never did to others?
Her: nothing. Not dat I remember.
Me: what about you? Is there special thing u do to him which u never did to others to indicate that he is sooo special to u.
Her: ( after 2,3 minutes thinking) why dont u tell me kakak because I really dont have any idea if I had done something specially for him which I never do to others.
Mokcik malas nak fikir.
Perbualan kami pun terhenti. Bila mokcik buka mata, hari pun dah pagi..
Funny. Saya tak ingat siapa yang cakap.
Masa dia mula berkenalan dia memang dah niat dalam hati, dia xkan main2kan orang.
" kalau orang nak main-mainkan aku, aku x kisah, tapi aku takkan sakitkan hati orang".
Saya rasa nak talipon dia n tanya ingat x dulu awak pernah cakap ngan saya n now guess what!??!!!!!
I found ur duplicate.
Nanti dia tanya plak siapa duplicate tu.
Tapi saya x janji pun nak rahsiakan...