Monday, November 14, 2016

Mungkin rindu

A friend masukkan saya dalam whatsapps group for marathon. To share d upcoming events and tips katanya...

5 of them were my schoolmates. Whenever there is any events they will ask me to join. I wish.

In d beginning saya fikir saya dah free bila masuk bulan 11. Mana nak tau saya dilantik jadi Ketua Darjah pula. Saya rasa sangat bersalah.

Hari tu selepas register satu event, saya terus download workout segala. Nak.training la kononnya... Once jadi Ketua Darjah, saya fikir masa free saya hanyalah sewaktu tidur. Saya tak fikir mereka faham.

 Kerja babysitter je kot... Apa yang bizinya...
Saya malu juga bila tak pernah boleh meluangkan masa training bersama.

Last Weekend mereka pulang ke Perak untuk satu event. By right I should go n cheered them.
Tapi mokcik pula ada event di Kelumpo.
Mokcik balaci, nak tak nak kena pergi jugak.

Untuk menjaga air muka sendiri, I told them my schedule.  Tak ada niat lain selain daripada nak kasi tau, I never lie about my tight schedule.  Sejak dari bangku sekolah mokcik memang setelus air di dalam gelas kata ko, tak pernah udang menyorok di sebalik Mee, begitulah figuratively speaking ye..

Mereka kata ok.
Mereka did not judge
At least dalam group tu mereka tak cakap apalah...

Last week they were discussing about their weekend event. Out of nowhere I told them I will b in KL from 16-20th, so I could not join them.

Jomla jumpa. One of them suggested.
" D meeting will end by lunch on Sunday", saya beritahu.

Surprisingly mereka tak tanya pun ada ke meeting on Sunday.
Mereka tak tanya pun meeting apa n all that.
Of course I could not answer to those questions as I have sworn in secrecy.
Guess dat is why we r friends for 30 years.
Trust is a virtue.
They know me well n believe in me.

I never change. I m still d same person they woke up in the morning with 30 years ago.
Katanya...

"I can go to Shah Alam for a meet up" saya cakap. Jujur. A meet up with old friends will b good after 5-days doing those crazy tasks. I need Just that you know...

Tetiba someone added me in a New whatsapps group.
Whatttttt? A New group? asked someone..
"This one is temporary, will be deleted after 20th of November", said the admin...

They were discussing for a meet up. Hmmmm... Some were reluctant as they have family commitments.

Tulis je la siapa yang boleh datang,  suggested someone.

There were 5 names before me. I was no 6.
They were like... Whooops is that you?

Like...  who else?
Little did I know kehadiran mokcik memang sangat diharapkan. Rindu katanya... Yang awal2 kata tak.mau datang pun beri respons positif.

Awkward mokcik tau..
What if when they see me,  I am not d ones they used to know.
I mean,  I am still d same inside wrapped in a bigger packet hahhahahhahaha...

Oh well...




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