Friday, December 23, 2016

Mokcik (in)femess

Semalam mokcik kasi speech.
To sum up EVERYTHING.
"We r the National-bench-marking now" I told them. I hope they know, what I had to endure.
"Just so you now", I added..
"Tapi yang rahsia kekal rahsia ye" I reminded them. Afterall we have sworn in secrecy.

We parted amicably though.
D ones who create d mess came with another .. ehem...
Kak Mizan was almost in tears.


"Akak tolong jangan jinak sangat", I told her off...
Sebab yang kena teruk ialah Mizan dan Izan. Yes. d two of us.
She was almost in tears again. She just could not understand why should I be so full of bad thoughts. Maybe?

I gave her facts of course. A long recount.
D event which I thought was normal in d beginning now it became hints which I always overlook.
"Jangan jinak sangat kak.." hahahhahah

I got d message somewhere after Maghrib, yeah my batt conked out whole day, asking me to call d Headquarters.  Dah malam...
I wished..

In the morning I went ballistic when one of the important documents went missing.
I searched high and low.. To no avail.
I called Kak Mizan who was up north, spending her long overdue holiday.
"Ask her kak" saya cakap. Takder air mata. Menangis air mata darah pun memang inapt expression. Saya fikir my hunch was right.

"Dia kata dia ada nampak semalam" came kak Mizan's reply, minutes later.
Saya nampak balai polis saja pagi ni. Kalau tak jumpa saya mesti report..
Sh@t.. saya mencarut juga sudahnya.

The meeting was scheduled at 8.30a.m.
I was late.
"We have problem. Big ones" saya cakap. Kak Ina started kereta calmly. n started plan what we will say to d policeman. 

Tapi we went to d suspected place dulu...It was wide open. There will b a meeting in few more minutes, we seek permission to enter.

First I checked d place I Normally sit.
Yillek.
Then saya pergi ke tempat beliau.

Denkkkk... it was hidden in  a drawer.
" I told u so!!!", saya jerit pada Kak Ina.

" Apa bendanya?" orang dalam bilik tu tanya,  saya geleng kepala, dia bagi nasihat lain kali periksa betul sebelum keluar.

Perlu ke saya beritahu sebelum wrap up, dan selepas semua orang wrapped up I checked d room supaya secebis kertas pun tak tinggal.  Tali seinci pun saya kutip. Saya tawaf dua tiga kali sebab kerja yang saya buat ini betul2 perlukan kerahsiaan yang tinggi.

Saya pun tak sudi masuk balai juga.

"Why she did this to me kak?" saya tanya banyak kali.
"Why she took d document from me in d first place Kak?", saya tanya lagi.
"She is not supposed to take it Kak. If she wanted to see it why can't she ask", saya tanya.  Rasa nak nangis.
"Say she took it Kak, why she hid it Kak?" banyaknya soalan.
" Why can't she come clean Kak", saya masih gigih bertanya.


Kak Ina tak ada jawapan.
Kak Mizan pun Tak ada jawpan.


Sampai hati...
"I tak sangka la you are TOO NICE" Ms J who happen to see me said once she learnt our whereabouts.

too nice a.k.a jinak.
Kerana kejinakkan itu,  now mokcik is femessss kata ko.

Tissue pls😭

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