Goshhh tak pernah lagi saya bangun selewat ini, tahun ini. Terus saya melompat ke bilik air n by 7a.m, I was on the way to pick d newspaper for d library.
Dulu Fid n Fiza helped me out. Now its time I repaid d kindness by helping Neah.
Toke surat khabar, gigih nak berbual pagi ni.. Oh... I m so late, it reminds me, to apologize esok. Iskkk
I was one minute.
A miss is a good as a mile
Asked TheOtherFriend about d tali tape gulung2 which I requested yesterday. Dia kata dia dah kasi pd Uda.
Mood swing kot, I almost burst to tears. Dah semalam I called twice x picked up, until I had to call Fena n asked her to pass d message, ni tali tape gulung2 tu pun dia kasi pada orang lain.
How I wished....
Xper... Kita menangis kat bucu katil sajalah..
I gave d golliwog boxes to Madiah I m quite tight today. Without d tali tape gulung2 tu, Madiah could not complete d task either.
Few times I told myself not to cry. Things will b okay. 😭
Then, I ran to d Workshop. Luckily Mr Sazili was there. He lent me d said told.
Berlari I took d boxes, armed with d tali tape gulung2 tu, started measure d 50metres- long golliwog. Luckily Fatin and Tasha were around, so they helped me out.
Later, 2 Annur came n helped before d lesson kicked off.
Trust me. I have learnt d hard truth that in time like ThIs, you are all alone. No one will come and ask, "May I help you?".
Yang ada hanyalah, "ye ke? Apsal tak beritahu? saya tak tahu apa2 pun."
I wrote about how I gave d schedules n all, tapi still bawak cerita dia tak diberitahu.
How I asked their help n they agreed, tapi hari kejadian tak datang n boleh pulak tanya, " Kenapa buat hari Ahad?"
Let just say, after years, tahap kesabaran saya memang NIL.
I would choose hardwork rather than layan drama.
Finally d measure settled n I sent them to Ipoh.
Yeah, last minute because we had to touch up d golliwogs. One of d schools sent on Saturday evening.
I did not say anything, because I m sure she had work Hard to meet the target. It is definitely not easy to persuade d Girls to start any project.
Kesudian beliau mengambil bahagian dan bersusah payah sangat mokcik hargai. Semoga rezekinya murah dan hidupnya lapang di dunia dan akhirat.
Someone told me,
" in life, jangan rumah saja lapang, hati pun kena lapang juga". I could not agree more.
Those yang membantu, walau ada yang terkurang, mokcik terima dengan hati yang lapang. Penuh kasih sayang dan doa mengharapkan Allah lapangkan juga kubur mereka nanti.
Jadi hari ni, saya sampai di rumah pukul 6.44 petang.
At least hati saya lapang.
Knowing ada 2,3 orang yang sanggup bersusah payah bersama, whatelse I should feel?
Please pick up d phone or return call. People at my age will never call you merely to say "I love you"
Berlapang dada please....